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...: February 2012
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Tribute to M.H.A. It was 4 a.m her eyes were still wide open. Tak sedap hati. It pounds faster every minute. Tidurnya serba tak kena, langsung tak lena. Setiap 5 minit dia beralih pergerakan tidur, ke kiri kemudian ke kanan. Sesekali dia bangun dan buka. Disebelah katilnya. Something is definitely wrong, it's like this resah feeling that make your stomach uncomfortable bukan lapar, bukan senak but this weird feeling which connects to your heart and flows to your brain. Anxiety? Monday. (A week before).
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...: For your eyes only
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For your eyes only. Sejak akhir-akhir ini, memang tidak dinafikan hujan turun selebat-lebatnya. Badan menggeletar menahan sejuk angin luar yang menyelinap masuk perlahan melalui kaca tingkap yang bertingkat, sayup-sayup kedengaran bunyi penghawa dingin yang di set. Dengan bersuhukan 16 dajah Celsius. Hari itu, aku bertekad untuk membuka mata secara automatik seperti penghawa dingin tadi. Tiada timer. Yang telah di set kan kepada auto-off. Let it run. Biarkan mata tertutup rapat and wake up on its own.
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...: October 2012
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I hate numbers except 5. As long as I remember, I always hated numbers. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 . why must they invent these aliens? I think those who knows me well, know how suck I am with numbers, numeric, numerical, digits, those 1 2 3 - sifir darab haa % satu lagi! And now, I'm doing my internship under marketing department which obviously involve numbersssszz. So, as I am now a "number lover", I relate things with numbers. Ok not all but number 5. My lucky number. Remember masa you were 5 years old?
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...: November 2011
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Humans have their limits, and I think what I'm experiencing now is over wayy over my limits. And sadly, I couldn't express it well both in words or written. I don't write that much anymore because I just can't think of anything. And when I started to talk about it, I paused and forgot what I'm suppossed to say. But I feel. The feeling of depressing. I don't know go figure, but Yes it hurts. And writting it all down still won't ease the pain and hectic-ness. How does it feel to be in love? Dan disebabkan ...
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...: July 2011
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And now on my bed,. With my laptop on,. With no wifi connection,. In a place where all wives would be dreaming to live in,. And people pretending around, welcoming you,. With all this feeling mixed up together. You'll feel grateful to have your brother and sister with you,. And pull them in tight and safely sail by the dark. Ending the night with the satisfaction of having a blackberry. Kalau tak, tak tertulis apa yang aku carut sekarang. Tak seberapa great sekarang. I have a dream. Ayah, nak naik! So wh...
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...: August 2011
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Perhaps there are exceptions in every perception. Humans are unpredictable. Or maybe not. In a way, I guess. But imagine when you've hold something makna kata tetapkan atau pendirian yang selama umur kau hidup on earth, but just because of one thing, that only one thing happen yang mampu buat kau feel merubah segala persepsi akal fikiran kau. Ia juga membencikan apabila ia membuatkan kau befikir, fikir dan fikir. Hakikatnya aku bencikan nonsense. This is not happening. At least not now. Sayangnya, manusi...
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...: Alif.
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Do you believe in miracle". Sewaktu kami sedang mengopi cantik di oldtown sekitar subang jaya. Ia sebenarnya melucukan, perkataan miracle itu sendiri telah di implement pada setiap manusia. In any ways. Everything you see is a miracle. Pemilihan. "Sarah, don't think to much, go with the flow. Kalau tak you'll just ended up being single with 27 cats". Miracle. there's one entry before I wrote about law of reciprocity, causes and effects. Responding to a positive action with another positive action, reward...
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...: February 2013
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Do you believe in miracle". Sewaktu kami sedang mengopi cantik di oldtown sekitar subang jaya. Ia sebenarnya melucukan, perkataan miracle itu sendiri telah di implement pada setiap manusia. In any ways. Everything you see is a miracle. Pemilihan. "Sarah, don't think to much, go with the flow. Kalau tak you'll just ended up being single with 27 cats". Miracle. there's one entry before I wrote about law of reciprocity, causes and effects. Responding to a positive action with another positive action, reward...
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...: Hai
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But its also not wrong for me to write it here kan? Sometimes I wonder, do we live depend on luck? One time, I was driving to Ampang with my friends. Dan aku sepatutnya mengambil selekoh kanan, dengan kenderaan menggila di waktu orang pulang ke pejabat, aku hanya memberi signal ke kanan, I sort of took the risk. Sarah, kau sebenarnya bergantung pada luck, kalau kau tak lucky, kau dah mati tau". Bella said, when I manage to get through. Is there such thing anyway? Pernah tak kau fikir? The statement jacke...
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...: Tadaa!
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You particular eh about age? Seorang rakan yang baru aku kenali pernah tanya tentang umur dengan character. How does age reflects your character or identity. Dan setiap kali pertanyaan itu ditujukan, aku akan memberikan satu jawapan yang sama. Age is just a number". Age is just a number, I may be 16, but I'm way older thn my age". Tapi hakikatnya, does age matter? Older people, their a bit stubborn, tapi tak juga dinafikan people our age ni ignorant. We think we know best than them, but this kind of ...
