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Survived My Anniversary – alwaysloveher
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She's the music to your soul…but she left you in silence. May 28, 2014. May 26 was our anniversary. Technically we are still married, so I guess it counts–14 years of marriage. The 26th also marked 90 days since she left. Here are my thoughts:. I’m Doing Just Fine. No Word From Mandy. I did not here anything from Mandy either. I was not expecting too, but for the sake of chronicling what is going on I am including that detail. Was it a rough day for her? This entry was tagged anniversary. Keep placing on...
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What is an Affair? | your whole world can change in a minute
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Your whole world can change in a minute. The journey of infidelity – no matter how short lived or deep, it still hurts like hell. June 29, 2015. What is an Affair? Hmm… I agree with this, wholeheartedly. BUT I could pick this apart enough that this would say that my partner did not have an affair. Do I wanna pick it apart? What is an affair? When does an affair become an affair? To me, that interpretation is really broken. Affairs don’t just happen. By Esther Perel. If you haven’t seen it, it’s truly...
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chameleon18 | your whole world can change in a minute
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Your whole world can change in a minute. The journey of infidelity – no matter how short lived or deep, it still hurts like hell. October 13, 2016. Fueling the triggers…. Here I am again. Not sure why. Not sure it’s good or bad. But I am. 2 days ago I posted on this blog after a one year sabbatical. My thinking was “Wow, I’ve healed and I want to share that”. I want to check in and see how others are doing. Now I want to share a few thoughts since that post. First, I have not 100% healed, we never do.
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Life without… | your whole world can change in a minute
https://chameleon18.wordpress.com/2015/07/27/life-without
Your whole world can change in a minute. The journey of infidelity – no matter how short lived or deep, it still hurts like hell. July 27, 2015. It makes me sad that often times I have to make myself think about life without my partner so that I can bring myself back to knowing that I want her in my life. I hate it though that there are times I have to stop and think “what if today was her or my last day? 8221; Would I be okay with how things are? How they “ended”? Will she truly know I love her? I knew ...
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Fueling the triggers… | your whole world can change in a minute
https://chameleon18.wordpress.com/2016/10/13/fueling-the-triggers
Your whole world can change in a minute. The journey of infidelity – no matter how short lived or deep, it still hurts like hell. October 13, 2016. Fueling the triggers…. Here I am again. Not sure why. Not sure it’s good or bad. But I am. 2 days ago I posted on this blog after a one year sabbatical. My thinking was “Wow, I’ve healed and I want to share that”. I want to check in and see how others are doing. Now I want to share a few thoughts since that post. First, I have not 100% healed, we never do.
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October | 2016 | your whole world can change in a minute
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Your whole world can change in a minute. The journey of infidelity – no matter how short lived or deep, it still hurts like hell. October 13, 2016. Fueling the triggers…. Here I am again. Not sure why. Not sure it’s good or bad. But I am. 2 days ago I posted on this blog after a one year sabbatical. My thinking was “Wow, I’ve healed and I want to share that”. I want to check in and see how others are doing. Now I want to share a few thoughts since that post. First, I have not 100% healed, we never do.
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dday022614 – alwaysloveher
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She's the music to your soul…but she left you in silence. June 28, 2014. Where Have I Been? So where have I been? Why have I dropped off the blogging world for so long? The divorce is a little bitter. Her insistence on using the adversarial approach to the divorce has unnecessarily caused legal “back-and-forth” between our attorney’s. Therefore, so this blog would not become a disgraceful rant against Mandy–which is contrary to the purpose of this blog–I stepped back. Finally, if you have any questions, ...
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remorsefulguy | remorseofagoodguy
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A good guy who did a bad thing. View all posts by remorsefulguy. March 19, 2014. She hates me now. After a couple of days of being OK, she suddenly hates me. I asked her if she loves me, even a little. “Not right now.” So then she doesn’t love me at all. It doesn’t come …. Read more ›. Giving up, then not. March 17, 2014. Read more ›. March 17, 2014. Read more ›. Always there, isn’t it? March 4, 2014. Read more ›. I did this. I did this. February 20, 2014. Read more ›. February 19, 2014. I wanted to touc...
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Giving up, then not. | remorseofagoodguy
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A good guy who did a bad thing. Giving up, then not. Giving up, then not. March 17, 2014. Last night we had a few yucky exchanges over the phone. The last call was cut short, leaving me wondering what was going on with her. 8220;Am I losing you? 8221; I asked. 8220;I don’t know,” she said. She wants to know why. There is no good reason. No clear-cut series of events. I was an ass, plain and simple. We ended the conversation snuggling. I started my morning with a kiss. She said she loves me. 8217; questio...
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Low. | remorseofagoodguy
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A good guy who did a bad thing. March 19, 2014. She said she deserves better than me. She’s right. I want to be the guy she deserves, but if she can’t give me the chance, I have to accept that. I know she’s hurting, likely a lot more than I am. I wish I could make it go away, but I can’t. I try my best to alleviate her hurt. It doesn’t work. 8249; Giving up, then not. 6 comments on “ Low. March 19, 2014 at 2:39 pm. March 19, 2014 at 3:51 pm. It tells me that maybe I don’t love myself enough, value ...
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