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My Therapy Session: September 2009

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A place where I can just be me and feel free to express anything. Tuesday, September 8, 2009. Working With Idots Can Kill You.Really True. Background music by John Legend's, "Ordinary People".). Conversation through the radio (some exaggeration):. Me: Mr. X please call back. Me: I have a problem and I need your expertise. X: Why should I? I didn't change anything on my side. You should check on your side. Me: But I have already did. X: Not my problem. Sought it yourself. Thursday, September 3, 2009.

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My Therapy Session: On The Verge of Breaking Down

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A place where I can just be me and feel free to express anything. Saturday, July 17, 2010. On The Verge of Breaking Down. Background soundtrack by Shontelle - Impossible. It has been almost two months since my last entry. A lot had happened! Most of the people that I came across, seems to believe that it is business as usual but the truth to the matter is, we are in downward spiral and I am afraid we are not going to recover. Taking all this and it seems that I cannot hold in any longer. There was an err...

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My Therapy Session: March 2010

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A place where I can just be me and feel free to express anything. Friday, March 12, 2010. I Am Turning Out to be The Person I Hate The Most. Background music; Leona Lewis - Run.). People think that being in my place it is easy. They thought that everything is easy for me. What's up with this entry? Unfortunately, based on my unofficial survey, I have become one of those fuckers! I am deeply sadden by this. I seriously don't know what to do? God, please give me strength. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).

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My Therapy Session: Starting Fresh...

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A place where I can just be me and feel free to express anything. Saturday, December 1, 2012. Background soundtrack by Birdy - Skinny Love. It has been 2 years since I posted anything. I thought they have disabled my blog, but to my surprise it is still ALIVE! Certain colleagues told me that, "No! You should not think like that. It is showing that you are not grateful of what Allah has given you". Is this true? I thought the whole idea of being here as Allah's servant is to keep asking these questions:.

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My Therapy Session: I Am Turning Out to be The Person I Hate The Most

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A place where I can just be me and feel free to express anything. Friday, March 12, 2010. I Am Turning Out to be The Person I Hate The Most. Background music; Leona Lewis - Run.). People think that being in my place it is easy. They thought that everything is easy for me. What's up with this entry? Unfortunately, based on my unofficial survey, I have become one of those fuckers! I am deeply sadden by this. I seriously don't know what to do? God, please give me strength. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).

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My Therapy Session: Mundane

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A place where I can just be me and feel free to express anything. Friday, May 28, 2010. Background music "Chasing Pavements" by Adele. It is a long weekend here in Bintulu. When I say long, if you were to take 2 days off next week, you will be spending one and half weeks on leave. Isn't it awesome? Well yours truly, didn't take the much needed rest just because there is a lot need to be done and completed. If this was asked to me, my answer would be NO! With that I have made a conscious decision not go b...

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My Therapy Session: The Power of Words

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A place where I can just be me and feel free to express anything. Sunday, May 2, 2010. The Power of Words. Background music Travie MacCoy - Billionaire. Indeed it has been sometime I post an entry to my blog. It is not because I have nothing to bitch about, it is just that I am so effing lazy. Basically tonight I force myself to post this entry. The reason behind it, is just there is so much things going through my mind that I need to release a few so that I can feel much more calm. View my complete prof...

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My Therapy Session: May 2010

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A place where I can just be me and feel free to express anything. Friday, May 28, 2010. Background music "Chasing Pavements" by Adele. It is a long weekend here in Bintulu. When I say long, if you were to take 2 days off next week, you will be spending one and half weeks on leave. Isn't it awesome? Well yours truly, didn't take the much needed rest just because there is a lot need to be done and completed. If this was asked to me, my answer would be NO! With that I have made a conscious decision not go b...

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My Therapy Session: January 2010

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A place where I can just be me and feel free to express anything. Monday, January 18, 2010. It's Marathon, Not A Sprint. It is sometimes very enlightening when you have a discussion or conversation on life with the old and the wise. I meant in a very respective manner when I say 'the old'. This is because, you tend to learn more about life and its surprises through them. The answer is in your hands. Sunday, January 17, 2010. Why Have I Lost It? Over the years, I felt something different. I felt as if...