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I just want something I can never have: April 2006

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I just want something I can never have. You never. know. Wednesday, April 26, 2006. I couldn't help putting that particular quote as a start. It is of a great importance to me : to my past, my present, my future. One of those many little very own things that keep my world in a frame so that it wouldn't fall apart. But.sometimes.as if there's nothing but a frame. Posted by balance at 1:30 PM. Links to this post. Everything's blue in this world. View my complete profile. 30 SECONDS TO MARS. All bets are off.

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I just want something I can never have: November 2006

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I just want something I can never have. You never. know. Tuesday, November 28, 2006. Културата е.култур’та ий.та за културата.Ай стига де, к’во се лигавиш, култура е това, дръж се сериозно, какво си се разкикотила? Та защо културата непременно трябва да е сериозна? А може би усещането за дискомфорт е просто мускулната им треска в резултат от усилията след дълъг период на почивка? Покой лошо; движение хубаво. Та дори и да те води към ръба на пропаст затова пък каква чудесна гледка се открива оттам! It’s n...

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I just want something I can never have: February 2007

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I just want something I can never have. You never. know. Monday, February 26, 2007. Posted by balance at 12:11 PM. Links to this post. Oh those creative bright NIИ fans :) ). Those words however don’t apply to me. Brilliant kids (when did I get that old? Copied from someone’s signature in The Spiral forum :. I'm speachless. Fucking great idea! Posted by balance at 8:45 AM. Links to this post. Another USB, another leak, another site. One more song from the list on year zero. Year Zero listening part.

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I just want something I can never have: July 2006

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I just want something I can never have. You never. know. Friday, July 28, 2006. They hate me so much,. And now it's mine. Henry Rollins, Divine Object Of Hatred. I don't want your hatred. I know it's not ME you hate. You just hate; because it's easier; because it's what you do best. And " all your hurt stucks on me and I keep it warm. I just realized the true meaning of the words " Happiness.that controls you. We all are selfish little creatures. It's just that some are more, some are less. The insane ru...

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I just want something I can never have: June 2006

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I just want something I can never have. You never. know. Thursday, June 15, 2006. Everything's blue in this world.". Posted by balance at 2:30 PM. Links to this post. Friday, June 09, 2006. I’d like at least once to find comfort elsewhere but in the perspective of death. Am I the only one that’s blind or am I the only one to see? The uniqueness of the only one in terms of an ordinary human life is quite relevant. What difference would it make if there are others like me as long as I never meet them?

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I just want something I can never have: August 2006

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I just want something I can never have. You never. know. Wednesday, August 30, 2006. Пиша и разсъждавам за себе си в трето лице, все едно става въпрос за друг човек; някой, който е заминал далече, а аз само замествам, докато се върне. Thank god for the music! Though what has god to do with it I don't know. Posted by balance at 10:44 AM. Links to this post. Tuesday, August 29, 2006. If you have to tell people you are a lady, you aren't. Posted by balance at 11:34 AM. Links to this post. Realization of hap...

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I just want something I can never have: October 2006

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I just want something I can never have. You never. know. Tuesday, October 31, 2006. Потенциални жертви : всеки. Въздействие : ако не бъдат взети навременни мерки може да доведе до социална смърт(а това е участ, по-ужасна от физическата смърт). Предпазване : be careful, be very careful. Everyone I know goes away in the end. What have I become my sweetest friend? Не можеш да теоретизираш за самотата, ако не си я практикувал. Защо не го написах в първо лице? Защото така звучи a bit less унизително. They mak...

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I just want something I can never have: January 2007

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I just want something I can never have. You never. know. Wednesday, January 31, 2007. And even when I’m right with you. I’m so far away. I guess it’s my day for a little bit of healthy pessimism. Not to worry it can only increase my appetite for life. As long as I see a positive side to it there’s no reason for anxiety. Man, I just red my horoscope and it guessed again :. January 31, 2007. Posted by balance at 11:56 AM. Links to this post. Posted by balance at 11:21 AM. Links to this post. Понякога ми се...

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I just want something I can never have: December 2006

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I just want something I can never have. You never. know. Thursday, December 28, 2006. Хо-хо-хо, Merry Christmas. Спомних си, че преди две години в PLACEBO клуба на dir.bg пуснах едно поколедно безумие, което не се прие чак толкова зле от дузината четящи и реших да си го save-на за по-късно анализиране и тълкуване. Кой знае, след време може би в тези думи ще открия закодирани лични тайни, които в момента ми убягват. Му-у-у. И Jingle Bells. Posted by balance at 9:43 AM. Links to this post. This is a catast...

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I just want something I can never have: May 2006

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I just want something I can never have. You never. know. Thursday, May 18, 2006. I am the light.of a dead star. It's long gone but the memory of it is still here.somewhere. I want it back. I need it back. Posted by balance at 10:46 AM. Links to this post. Tuesday, May 16, 2006. Positive thinking is an oxymoron. There's no way for you to really THINK and be positive at the same time. Posted by balance at 10:22 AM. Links to this post. Thursday, May 11, 2006. There's nothing left for me. What is life about?