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I SEE ONLY INDIGO BLUE FROM MY EYES: Mental abuse
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Friday, July 3, 2015. I can't remember the last time I have fear towards people. Mental abuse I almost can say so. The feat that I have that whatever I do, I felt like idiot in front of you. Whatever shit I say I have to think twice, to make myself sound less like a fool. Maybe is not what you meant, but it's hard to see when we used to be ally and now become someone close to a stranger. I should do something, but maybe I should clear my mind first. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). THIS HOLE I AM IN.
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I SEE ONLY INDIGO BLUE FROM MY EYES: Miss having all of you!
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Saturday, November 22, 2014. Miss having all of you! Although time pass, we don't share the same life, common topic become lesser, lesser gathering, more problems, more complications, but it's still a bless feeling for having friends after people parted. Life have ups and downs, sometimes downs are more than ups. Negative feelings drive people away, I too realize this too late. Aura around me is too negative I don't even want to spread this to anyone. Meanwhile, focus on other stuff! THIS HOLE I AM IN.
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I SEE ONLY INDIGO BLUE FROM MY EYES: Me
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Friday, February 20, 2015. Just now my mom showed me some old pictures of my teenage time. I OMGed OMGed for a few times, and wondered how I can be so lame, trying to 'pose' like idol with 'no-smile' face, taken from old school film camera. Pictures are too ugly for display. I was brought up in a family with zero idea how love would be. Love as in the couple love, the lovey dovey love. I used to have crush in my primary school, but I studied in girl school after that in my secondary school. Saw this just...
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I SEE ONLY INDIGO BLUE FROM MY EYES: Love Me Like You Do
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Tuesday, March 24, 2015. Love Me Like You Do. I think I'm extremely afraid of being alone, or being left out. When I first heard this song, I kinda echoed. Love me like you do will you? You're the light, you're the night. You're the color of my blood. You're the cure, you're the pain. You're the only thing I wanna touch. Never knew that it could mean so much, so much. You're the fear, I don't care. Cause I've never been so high. Follow me to the dark. Let me take you past our satellites. THIS HOLE I AM IN.
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I SEE ONLY INDIGO BLUE FROM MY EYES: January 2015
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Wednesday, January 7, 2015. New Year Resolution 2015! Here we go, a cliche one! So, everybody have been doing their resolution, this year I feel extra passionate to do this unlike years before. So here we go! 1 To keep up with healthy lifestyle. 2 Work harder for the right reason. Many people who don't know me will think I must be the fiercest person in the entire building, something bad must be happened to me. I HAVE. SHIT. FACE, I mean naturally my face is shitty. 4 Read more meaningful stuff. One of t...
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I SEE ONLY INDIGO BLUE FROM MY EYES: April 2015
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Tuesday, April 7, 2015. I want to feel Alive. It's hard to explain such feeling really, the slow death kind of feeling, the sun ray appear sometimes and sometimes not. It's so hard, super hard, very effing hard not to care. Whenever I try to think, I will do the completely opposite thing. In my mind is, how long can I do this for you? Not long right. Will I regret if I didn't love you as hard as I can? Yes I will. So I love hard. Not sure why, tired of trying? Tired of loving so hard? THIS HOLE I AM IN.
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I SEE ONLY INDIGO BLUE FROM MY EYES: November 2014
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Saturday, November 22, 2014. Miss having all of you! Although time pass, we don't share the same life, common topic become lesser, lesser gathering, more problems, more complications, but it's still a bless feeling for having friends after people parted. Life have ups and downs, sometimes downs are more than ups. Negative feelings drive people away, I too realize this too late. Aura around me is too negative I don't even want to spread this to anyone. Meanwhile, focus on other stuff! THIS HOLE I AM IN.
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I SEE ONLY INDIGO BLUE FROM MY EYES: New Year Resolution 2015!
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Wednesday, January 7, 2015. New Year Resolution 2015! Here we go, a cliche one! So, everybody have been doing their resolution, this year I feel extra passionate to do this unlike years before. So here we go! 1 To keep up with healthy lifestyle. 2 Work harder for the right reason. Many people who don't know me will think I must be the fiercest person in the entire building, something bad must be happened to me. I HAVE. SHIT. FACE, I mean naturally my face is shitty. 4 Read more meaningful stuff. One of t...
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I SEE ONLY INDIGO BLUE FROM MY EYES: June 2014
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Friday, June 20, 2014. When it's all good. Been abandon here for quite some times, here's the drama recently. 1 The BF was admitted to hospital. It happened one day before his first day of work, had severe abdomen pain. At first we thought it's just normal stomachache, turn out to be much serious pain after few days of observation. Total fasting of 9 days straight, now slowly recovering with soft solid food. Good improvement and good weight lost. 2 Days in the Better side. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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I SEE ONLY INDIGO BLUE FROM MY EYES: September 2014
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Wednesday, September 24, 2014. All over the place. Everything is driving me INSANE. Literally. I just sit here, looking around, listening around, birds chirping, loud noise here and there. There's too many disruption, I don't know how to pick myself up. I don't know how to flame myself up. I don't know what is in front of me. Can I just laugh out loud and just leave everything behind? Hopefully after this I can find back the restart button. Sunday, September 21, 2014. Keep going and be strong. I'm thankf...
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