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brokenness: Pale
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Sunday, April 11, 2010. There are times when I find things in my life so pale when put up next to you. Really, so pale. So pale that it's depressing. There are other times though when your light just makes everything brighter. But at this moment, everything else pales. Everyone pales. Nothing can hold its worth and all of its existence is lost - even its shadows. Breaths are longer and the lung processes slower. Do I have the strength to shout your praise in this disenchanted demise?
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brokenness: December 2009
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Tuesday, December 22, 2009. I don't know. This whole thing makes me feel like a more bitter person. Is it any wonder that without you, I feel darker? Without you more empty, yet less desperate? Starving, but a loss of hunger? Without you, the instinct to live disappears. Father, you know me and the depths of my hearts. Search me and when you find me, please nourish me. Love me tender for I am still tattered and torn. Tuesday, December 15, 2009. Somehow, my officemate is all four. I resent it. GAH! And th...
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brokenness: February 2010
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Thursday, February 18, 2010. Everyday the boy wakes up, breathes, eats, breathes and lays his head back to sleep. Scattered between these five actions are other actions that differ from day to day, but when taken up as a whole are all the same group of actions on random repeat. Dreaming and searching then become a part of the melting pot of actions that make life so routine for the young boy. Something new. Something beyond normal. Something different. I feel it all escapes us far too much. These feeling...
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brokenness: April 2010
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Friday, April 23, 2010. Desire for the real. Yearning more of the cake you just tasted is miles apart from yearning for a cake you've only heard of. Too often we make the gospel and Christ just distant shadows we've heard stories of. Don't lunge blindly into empty space hoping on chance you'll grasp something - Search, knowing that it is real. Thursday, April 15, 2010. The more you talk. The likelier it is that you'll say something stupid. In other news,. Sunday, April 11, 2010. Breaths are longer and th...
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brokenness: October 2009
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009. Some people are tough to love. Jesus, how did you do it? Tuesday, October 20, 2009. You are beautiful beyond description,. Too marvelous for words,. Too wonderful for comprehension,. Like nothing ever seen or heard. Who can grasp your infinite wisdom? Who can fathom the depths of your heart? You are beautiful beyond description. Thursday, October 15, 2009. International Justice Missions (IJM) - Gary Haugen. You can read more about IJM at www.ijm.org. The process is maddening&...
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brokenness: cold and hardened.
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Friday, March 26, 2010. I feel this way at times. I look at various things that happen. walks for cancer. walks against sex slavery. collection against this, marathon against that. Pop stars in support of relief efforts. Teenagers against poverty. Ack I see it as all just sympathy fulfillment activities. You know? The sympathetic/empathetic portions of our souls that itches to be satisfied as easily. As possible. Is this an unfair judgment? I don't find this to not be true. I agree. Except, when ...I wan...
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brokenness: complaints
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Tuesday, March 09, 2010. My finger is ugly and still hurts. My job makes my brain melt. I have a moderately sized gut. I do not want to spend beautiful days in the office. And so on and so forth. Yet he has placed in me Phillipians 4. Rejoice. It is well with my soul. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Dakdoritang (Spicy Chicken with Potatoes). Julie - deciphering me. There was an error in this gadget.
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brokenness: January 2010
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Tuesday, January 26, 2010. Power of the cross. Lately, I have found myself gazing more at the cross. And I find no beauty in it. Gruesome. Ugly. Gross. Weak. What worth was placed in me that death on two intersecting pieces of dead wood was deemed 'perfect love'? Beautiful Lord. Your light shines bright and makes corners that were once dimly lit pitch black. There is no grey area within me that have hints of hope or love. I am a vanishing mess of black. Praise be to God. Friday, January 01, 2010.
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brokenness: the more you talk
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Thursday, April 15, 2010. The more you talk. The likelier it is that you'll say something stupid. I find this to be very true with people who frequently and often update their twitter, facebook status updates, aim profile away messages, google buzz, and anything of the sort. In other news,. I had an ephiphany in the bathroom today regarding awkward interactions with temperature. Awkward Warm = when you sit on a toilet seat and it's warm (from previous person's body heat). 12:01 AM, April 18, 2010.