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Friday, November 27, 2009. SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA! Aku masih mencari erti pengorbanan yang sebenarnya. Pengorbanan kepada keluarga? Tetapi, pengorbanan yang tertinggi adalah pengorbanan kepada hawa nafsu yakni melepaskan segala hawa nafsu. Adakah aku sudah bersedia untuk melupakan segala hawa nafsu ku? Kadangkala, aku terasa sangat berdosa sekali? Apakah aku layak untuk ke syurga-NYA? Aku masih banyak kekurangan dalam diri. Wahai muslimin dan muslimah, apakah jati diri kamu? I just need to...
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Monday, August 24, 2009. Well, it has been ages since I updated my blog. anyways, it was quite a struggle for the Maths UT today. I tried my utmost best to finish all the questions and answer them. I was seriously remembering all that my facilitator was teaching and I managed to finish all the questions. Tuesday, August 4, 2009. Ooing all the way from class start to end class. Nbelievably infectious when he start laughing. Appy-go-lucky most of the time. Lways singing and dancing like late MJ. Irl but no...
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Thursday, May 27, 2010. THREE PRETTY THINGS HAPPENED:. 1 Like someone new. He is so cute. =). 2 SHAHIR WON AF8! 3 LEE DEWYZE IS AI9! I so freaking like it! Anyways, i am waiting for daddy to fetch me to balik kampung. gotta go. bye! Tuesday, May 25, 2010. People always say, distance makes the heart grow fonder. But, is it really relevant? Why did I still feel that way? You promised that you will not forget me but do you really remember me? Sunday, May 2, 2010. Kenapa aku masih ingatkan dia? In love with ...
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Wednesday, January 27, 2010. I thought that you would appreciate my concern but you never care, right. I don't wish to care anymore. Lead your life the way that you want it to be. I don't want to care anymore. I will leave you alone from now on. Sunday, January 24, 2010. Anyway, I am seriously tired and sleepy these days and fyi, I am getting a lot of sleep. I guess that my body is used to my late nights that it refused to sleep early these days. For Mathematics, I think that the formulas are killing me!
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009. Firstly, i hate elearning! What is the difference with school eh? I rather have school lah! I am so super tired with the stupid e learning! It is not helping at all. Hmm yup. i am so bored with e learning that I am listening to lagu DANGDUT! That is basically how bored I get lah! Friday, June 26, 2009. Monday, June 22, 2009. Oh no he knows already. dammit! I should not have put that. well, i guess, i am going to avoid him. seriously. dangs! Sunday, June 21, 2009. Now, I love to se...
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009. Mr Sunshine, I want to ignore you but you are the one ignoring me now. I guess my decision to forget you and move on is the best decision but I am paining in me. Why do I find it hard to forget you? Is it really hard to forget you, mr sunshine? Can I move on? Perhaps I should just shut away from love. You are not the only one that shun me away mr sunshine. Plenty more. I knew. Monday, October 26, 2009. Friday, October 23, 2009. Friday, October 16, 2009. Dear blog, I am having...
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Thursday, April 30, 2009. Aku masih menunggu.menunggu akan kepastian. kepastian yang semakin menjauh. Aku masih mencari.mencari akan kebenaran.kebenaran yang semakin kabur. Aku masih tidak mengerti mengapa pelbagai kebetulan harus berlaku. Kebetulan yang menyenangkan tidak memberi masalah namun kebetulan yang menyakitkan. Aku ingin terus lari. Sunday, April 26, 2009. I kept thinking to myself. Do I have to hate or forget him? Or, do I have to ignore this irritable feeling? Or, it keeps bleeding? Why do i...
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Monday, June 28, 2010. What was I thinking seriously? I am the one that is into him but he is not. I should not have felt slighted. Well, it is normal isn't it? I should have never even hoped that there would be any chance. He will never like me, isn't it? I knew it. He only treated me like a friend, no more than that. Haiz, should have known. Spare all those tears. Friday, June 25, 2010. There are plenty of events that happened that made me so happy! I am so delighted with my life now. Dulu, dia pernah ...
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Saturday, December 26, 2009. Heyy blog, I just find myself too fickle-minded. I keep thinking of things and whenever I think about things, I always find myself thinking pessimistically. I keep wondering why I am always pessimistic about things. I keep telling myself that everything is going to be alright but I just find that it is very difficult to keep up with my own feelings. Wednesday, December 23, 2009. Why is it so hard for me to control my temptation to shop? Sunday, December 13, 2009. I am forgett...