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July | 2011 | Seedless
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Old online journal [bluelight journal]. July 14, 2011. Mid july summer 2011. Posted by Seedless under - Current. Well its been awhile since I wrote on here. Things are going good, I guess. Still clean off opiates and benzos for about year and four months. It feels so good not to have to be dependant on something. The main thing I keep asking myself is why did I wait so long? I could ramble on forever I am sure but I am tired and need some rest. 8211; heroin books. 8211; Poem-like structure.
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Buprenorphine | Seedless
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Old online journal [bluelight journal]. IMO one of the best opiate. Maintenence and detox medicines available to the US market. Other names: Suboxone, Subutex, Buprenex, Temegesic. Clinical Guidelines for the Use of Buprenorphine in the Treatment of Opiate Addiction: SAMHSA’s Treatment Improvement Protocol 40 [TIP-40] aka Bupe Bible. Link to: Bupe Bible TIP-40. To find a doctor in your area that is licensed to prescribe buprenorphine click here: Physician Locator. For more info on Suboxone click here.
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bah-hum-bug | Seedless
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Old online journal [bluelight journal]. September 12, 2010. Posted by Seedless under - Current. Sunday night 10:35 pm, rainy. Well I really should be studying for a spanish quiz tomorrow morning but I am not, yet. I have put it off all weekend and of course wait till the last second. Sometimes I catch myself saying, ‘oh well I will just see how well I do with out studying’. WTF is that shit? 3 Responses to “bah-hum-bug”. September 13, 2010 at 7:38 am. September 14, 2010 at 10:57 pm. Interesting subject&#...
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the guy in the blue silk taffeta dress: If I Were The Female, I'd Be Jane
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The guy in the blue silk taffeta dress. Tuesday, March 13. If I Were The Female, I'd Be Jane. I keep a half dozen books in the toilet, mostly old autobiographies I've picked up real cheap. That is the passage that helps me get back to sleep. I imagine in my weary brain that I have my own Shelly, who lovingly pops me a sleeping pill seeing that I'm miserable in my poverty and my desperation. Somehow, this helps me sleep most nights and when it doesn't I have other favorite pages of other books. My nephew ...
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the guy in the blue silk taffeta dress: August 2011
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The guy in the blue silk taffeta dress. Saturday, August 6. Having a bad time. The whole month of July brought me so many troubles. Too depressed to really focus on anything. The major factor was that I brought Mitzie to a groomer because of tangles in her hair. I wanted her to get a good haircut mainly. She's a tiny Yorkie with very fine hair and I like to keep her hair longer cause that's her at her cutest. She threatened to remove my Mitzie from my custody {something I could not live with}. America is...
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the guy in the blue silk taffeta dress: March 2012
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The guy in the blue silk taffeta dress. Tuesday, March 13. If I Were The Female, I'd Be Jane. I keep a half dozen books in the toilet, mostly old autobiographies I've picked up real cheap. That is the passage that helps me get back to sleep. I imagine in my weary brain that I have my own Shelly, who lovingly pops me a sleeping pill seeing that I'm miserable in my poverty and my desperation. Somehow, this helps me sleep most nights and when it doesn't I have other favorite pages of other books. My nephew ...
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the guy in the blue silk taffeta dress: atrial fib
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The guy in the blue silk taffeta dress. Wednesday, February 29. My parents planned for me to go to college. Do you remember those pins they'd sell at school? Send a mouse to college. We children fell for that, of course. We believed that with 5 cents, we'd be sending a mouse to get a degree. I just looked on the www and sheesh, that goes back a long way. Feeling old. The mice were really being sent to the lab to get tortured, but seeing the mice in caps and gowns. Where I was more or less blind. The guy ...
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the guy in the blue silk taffeta dress: January 2011
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The guy in the blue silk taffeta dress. Wednesday, January 26. After my 2nd discharge from the hospital(I was re-admitted for being unable to sleep). I had complained of insomnia during admission to the nurses, who failed to inform the docs. So the 2nd admission, I got another MRI. Of the brain(doc noted it to be "acutely normal")I got another EEG. The electrodes are "glued" to the scalp with some gooey white stuff. After discharge, I began thinking my neighborhood was getting much worse. I was taking Se...
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the guy in the blue silk taffeta dress: surprise from granny?
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The guy in the blue silk taffeta dress. Tuesday, October 11. Granny's house is so far off the road and so isolated. The place drives me nuts. I go there and stare. There's dust all over. Granny was a great cook and a big reader, but wasn't big on cleaning and I don't blame her for keeping the place a little messy. Hmm it's more than a little messy, but that sounds nicer. Granny's is like Yale, huge and drafty. With very high ceilings. The last time I lived there, I felt so desperate and lonely. Or maybe ...
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the guy in the blue silk taffeta dress: unemployment and idle thoughts
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The guy in the blue silk taffeta dress. Tuesday, January 3. Unemployment and idle thoughts. I called my ma on the phone for a holiday greeting. She sounded cold.She's angry because I haven't found any work. Finally she said " You better wisen up boy! And stop talking silly.". I've heard that over and over from pa, my ma and even granny. I knew I had exhausted her patience. And ended the call. I have gotten lazy. Being unemployed. I miss waking up, showering, brushing my teeth all because I HAD too. The f...