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What Remains Behind: Question For You About Plane Anxiety
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It has taken 40 years to put a name to my mother's personality disorder.and how I somehow emerged as the family champion, and broke the chain. Saturday, May 14, 2011. Question For You About Plane Anxiety. I am a horribly anxious flyer on planes and a comment once made to me by a pilot and therapist on a fear of flying board made me wonder if this fits any of you. I convince myself it is code from the pilot to the flight attendants of imminent danger. Seeing other planes also flying in the distance? Fast ...
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What Remains Behind: When Former Nutjob Employers Give You Lemons......
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It has taken 40 years to put a name to my mother's personality disorder.and how I somehow emerged as the family champion, and broke the chain. Saturday, June 4, 2011. When Former Nutjob Employers Give You Lemons. Hmmm Isn't it interesting how once we become enlightened about NPD we have a radar for this. Narc-dar. And having a job that paid the bills (DH and I have equitable job salaries) is another example of what I have to do as part of my role to provide and do what is best as a parent and partner.
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What Remains Behind: Two Steps Back?
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It has taken 40 years to put a name to my mother's personality disorder.and how I somehow emerged as the family champion, and broke the chain. Tuesday, May 10, 2011. But I don't feel the same anymore. Ever since she said horrible things to me and then about me and then never denied when I wrote to her about the lack of respect for me (and gave examples), and her meanness. My heart feels better when we don't talk. Things in the "material world? End of April I got this email:. I did not respond. Unfortunat...
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What Remains Behind: January 2011
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It has taken 40 years to put a name to my mother's personality disorder.and how I somehow emerged as the family champion, and broke the chain. Wednesday, January 26, 2011. Strong Memory of Being Used. I have a memory of something cruel that my mom did to me that I have thought of often. I may sound like a broken record, but as a mother of a 12 year old I cannot imagine my DH or me doing anything even close to this to one of our children. Always the protector of my mother……I just sat there....I donR...
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What Remains Behind: This Summer I've Only Dealt with What Matters Most
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It has taken 40 years to put a name to my mother's personality disorder.and how I somehow emerged as the family champion, and broke the chain. Friday, August 19, 2011. This Summer I've Only Dealt with What Matters Most. Since my last post after I was laid off from work I've been on an awesome road trip, another family trip to see many nice in-laws, visited my 90-yr-old GM for 5 days, doing things with the kids every day, and looking for the right job for me. Earlier in the summer when we returned from va...
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What Remains Behind: August 2011
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It has taken 40 years to put a name to my mother's personality disorder.and how I somehow emerged as the family champion, and broke the chain. Tuesday, August 30, 2011. Who Else Would Do This To Their Teenager? My NM hops out of the car DRESSED IN MY SCHOOL UNIFORM. And as if she is acting in a play she says loudly, but to no one in particular, "HI! I'm here for the dance! And she is sort of jumping up and down in a perky way, playing her role of a school girl. Friday, August 19, 2011. Since April she's ...
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house of bonsai: 15 June 2013
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The daughter of a narcissistic mother finally recognizes the damage done . at age 40. June 15, 2013. A theme song for narcissists. I've loved the band OK GO. For years, ever since I first heard them as the house band for the 5th Anniversary Tour of the radio show This American Life. In the late 90s. Lot of knots, lot of snags,. Lot of holes, lot of cracks lot of crags. Lot of naggin' old hags,. Lot of fools, lot of fool scum bags. Oh it's such a drag, what a chore. Oh your wounds are full of salt. Love t...
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house of bonsai: View from another angle ...
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The daughter of a narcissistic mother finally recognizes the damage done . at age 40. October 18, 2014. View from another angle . Two and a half years ago, I conjured up the courage to get back in touch with my father. I'd cut contact with him in 1991, at age 24, in the wake of many problems and about 15 years of extremely sporadic contact. At dinner with my father and my brother Jon, fall 2013. From my father's library: educational! Exorcism for a Midsummer's Night. Gather we now the dying light to mourn.
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house of bonsai: 12/05: the siege
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The daughter of a narcissistic mother finally recognizes the damage done . at age 40. August 18, 2006. I felt something just abruptly *snap* inside me. After putting in hours and days worth of planning and driving and coordinating and compromising my students and putting up with a houseguest from hell for six weeks, NOW she's going back on our deal, despite the fact that her reason was "I'm just not gonna"? I'd love to know). Line in the sand. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). How to navigate this blog.
