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you called today tonight | navigating the S bend

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Navigating the S bend. Sixty single and ………. 8230; the setting sun. 8230; surfing →. You called today tonight. November 27, 2010. As I am now. At this midnight hour. Not wanting to slip into sleep. But wishing to drift into dream. A flood of feelings. Wishing we could tread the same sand. Be with me now. Hold my heart but gently. Oh the inadequacy of words. Always careful, always cautious. Fearful that once spoken. They will leave an indelible mark. And too little room. This entry was posted in ramblings.

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… surfing | navigating the S bend

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Navigating the S bend. Sixty single and ………. You called today tonight. 8230; Saturday night →. March 19, 2011. It’s months since. Email and I’ve moved on. Physically that is from house sitting small student digs into an elegant street of mansions where apparently ‘single rich men walk their dogs at night’. I’ve moved in with C and A, two never married women in their early fifties. Should I present myself as the casual, sporty or elegant type? Should my hair be up or down? Can you make me look more tanned?

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navigating the S bend | sixty single and ……… | Page 2

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Navigating the S bend. Sixty single and ………. Newer posts →. 8230; sea kayaking. September 18, 2010. But last night as we played truth and lies around the beach camp first, I saw what a surprise package Sedge, this small grey self contained man who wore only grey to match his grey beard turned out to be. Geologist, explorer, writer, poet yet I had failed to engage with him in any conversation. September 10, 2010. I’m sitting on a beach in Fiji. The sun is setting. Alone and alone. You need a challenge.

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… Saturday night | navigating the S bend

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Navigating the S bend. Sixty single and ………. 8230; Sunday morning →. 8230; Saturday night. March 26, 2011. Another Saturday night and you guessed it. I’m home alone. Waiting. Waiting for what I don’t know. ET to knock on the window or however he might make contact. I’m beginning to think that I am the alien. First step is to create my profile. What are the things I’m most passionate about, most thankful for and describe the qualities you are looking for in a man. You have a high trust level for others&#4...

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… Schubert’s Ständchen | navigating the S bend

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Navigating the S bend. Sixty single and ………. 8230; stroking the now. 8230; Schubert’s Ständchen. December 26, 2012. Awoke this morning with a divine desire to play music and specifically Schubert’s Serenade. This composition is so simple, so pure and so deeply touches me. What a miracle music is! And what a surprise to find myself at the keyboard again – a reliable indication that I am in a very good space. This entry was posted in good days. 8230; stroking the now. Leave a Reply Cancel reply.

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… the setting sun | navigating the S bend

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Navigating the S bend. Sixty single and ………. 8230; sea kayaking. You called today tonight →. 8230; the setting sun. September 18, 2010. A small swaying masthead light emerges as the day light is lost. I recall the thousands of times being the one observed rather than the observer, as we would come into anchorage. I am overwhelmed by a sense of loss. I am overwhelmed with a sense of aloneness. I am a speck in a small archipelago floating on a vast ocean on a small planet in an endless galaxy. Address neve...

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… stroking the now | navigating the S bend

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Navigating the S bend. Sixty single and ………. 8230; Sunday morning. 8230; Schubert’s Ständchen →. 8230; stroking the now. April 1, 2011. I am cleaning my desktop. Not my real desk but my computer desktop. I use the DUR (dust under the rug) file system. But there are still two nagging desktop folders. I open the NOW folder and find four subfolders. TO DO, DO NOW, URGENT and OUT and ABOUT. I start to scan the list. Send CD to Bill. Send birthday card to Alan. Change address to Sydney. This entry was posted ...

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… Sunday morning | navigating the S bend

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Navigating the S bend. Sixty single and ………. 8230; Saturday night. 8230; stroking the now →. 8230; Sunday morning. March 27, 2011. Coffee in bed. Checking my mail and it worked. Mail from men interested in the ME I created, that selfish self serving woman ten years younger who happens to have my credit card details and email. I answer Randy in Barbados and sent my five questions. And. I also rejected the new age healer and the chap who had three dogs and loved ‘huntin’. As I write this Keith from Tacoma ...