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Purging some memories…. – Narcissistic & other toxic relationships
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Narcissistic and other toxic relationships. Living to escape a toxic relationship. Purging some memories…. December 31, 2015. December 31, 2015. As I say goodbye to 2015, and the last 10 years of my life, I would like to let go of some bad memories as well. Perhaps, exposed here, they will stop haunting and hurting me. What would people think? Why did I stay? A thousand questions – I never asked them. Why? Was I already broken when he met me? I’m getting tired now. Dredging up the past. Loo...How sad to ...
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Things don’t change…. – Narcissistic & other toxic relationships
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Narcissistic and other toxic relationships. Living to escape a toxic relationship. Things don’t change…. January 25, 2016. January 26, 2016. Today I was going through my laptop trying to clean out some garbage and some bad memories….pictures, notes, stuff I no longer wish to see. I only managed to gather myself enough to leave just over a month ago. 10 Years is a long time to live in denial, and live without knowing on a conscious. Level that I just wasn’t loved. And here it is…………. I am mortified that y...
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I am no ones plan B. – watchmesurvive
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I am no ones plan B. September 12, 2016. September 15, 2016. A few months back I had the conversation with my therapist that if H were to want to come back to the marriage I would feel like his plan B. I had to have felt OK with it at the time because it took me about three months to think about that conversation again. Somehow I made it up in my head that he would come to his senses and his core values would awaken him. When the fog lifts…. 29 Comments Add yours. September 12, 2016 at 9:25 pm. This is a...
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Attempted hoovering? – Narcissistic & other toxic relationships
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Narcissistic and other toxic relationships. Living to escape a toxic relationship. December 31, 2015. December 31, 2015. Slept well, woke up early, felt a need to find a me-specific message in the Bible, read a bit, found it, feeling strong today. So, after ignoring his calls (about 3 or 4 of them), this is the message I got (interesting to note “STILL help you with your credit card – ja right! Fare thee well, 2015. Bring on the new. Mama told me there’d be days like this…. Purging some memories…. Thanks...
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Who moved my Cheese? – Narcissistic & other toxic relationships
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Narcissistic and other toxic relationships. Living to escape a toxic relationship. Who moved my Cheese? January 6, 2016. January 6, 2016. What an awesome little book. Takes less than an hour to read….a couple of reads to digest. I have read it twice in the last few days. Who am I, in the book? And why didn’t I take good care of my Cheese. What was my Cheese? What’s the Cheese. Yip, lose your self worth, your identity, your entire being. Change is necessary. Change is hard. When I decided to leave the Nar...
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Shock | Eve's strange applesauce
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Eve's strange applesauce. Quick update, because it’s been like forever. All the while – of course – H kept contacting and I caved in. We met on a weekly basis again, until I took a vacation on my own in the first week of october. It was supposed to be my new start without him. I heard via acquaintances that he moved out two weeks ago. Did not contact him. He texted: if I was still working. I wanted to text him back, but decided to call instead to make myself clear. Love is an addiction. Liked by 1 person.
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What is there to say….. – The Leave My Husband Project
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The Leave My Husband Project. My journey to finding freedom (mentally and financially) from my husband who cheated on me and broke my heart. What is there to say…. I know I shouldn’t ….because whenever I do I always find something….but I did. I went through husbands iPad. He has recently downloaded an ebook called ‘Bang: The pick up bible’. This book is apparently the most infamous pick up book in the world. Work on your pick up game ofcourse! Feel free to sound off in the comments! June 7, 2016. And it ...
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July | 2016 | myworldshattered
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My World Shattered…. Day 183 – Time Heals. I somehow remembered it was a Wednesday when I kicked my husband out of my parents’ house, it was a Thursday he left for the US and with that abandoned my daughter and me, and it was a Sunday when I finally had enough of being dragged through the shit-mud face down, and I announced. So yeah, I had to look up the exact dates to match all those days, to realise that today, July 31, 2016, is the six months anniversary of me having detached from my husband. Maybe th...
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Day 347 – Family Tree | myworldshattered
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My World Shattered…. Day 347 – Family Tree. My little girl is still not doing well, I think she might have hand foot mouth disease – which (to me at least) sounded worse than what it really is. She is uncomfortable but hopefully it is nothing serious. I’ll take her to the doctor tomorrow unless she makes a miraculously fast recovery, just to be on the safe side. Wife of a sex addict. Day 346 – Wow. Day 348 – Learning. Middot; January 12. Middot; January 16. Look at that, Bee! I’d love to read it 🙂.
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October | 2016 | myworldshattered
https://myworldshattered.wordpress.com/2016/10
My World Shattered…. Day 275 – Being Here Is Triggering. Today the event wasn’t taking my attention away from the pain and it is a really tough experience to be in this place: the place I love, the place that I used to call home and that I still miss every day, knowing this is also the place where (among many others) my husband made a total fool of me. Day 274 – Done. Day 273 – Tired. I miss my daughter. And I’m very very tired. Day 272 – More Hong Kong. Day 271 – Hong Kong. My name is Rurik Jutting....