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Archive for July, 2012. July 16, 2012 · Filed under Uncategorized. I’m getting there. Going off of my antidepressants and still managing. Moments this weekend of intense crying – I recognize it as the withdrawal. I also know that it is ok to sit with those jags; it is usually about Dennis and a necessary thing. But – if he is going to call things off over THAT, well…. Still makes me sad. But I can go on. Life is already lonely and boring. And I’m still getting through it. Leave a comment ».
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April | 2012 | Irishgoddess's Weblog
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Archive for April, 2012. April 14, 2012. April 14, 2012 · Filed under Uncategorized. In the house that is familiar in my dreams. It is mom and dad’s house/aunt Sharon’s house/grandma’s house. They are there or not there, their belongings are there or not there. Cynthia and Mark were staying there with Caitlyn. I had to ask Cyn if they were really only using the one room and bathroom. Grady and Claire each had their own room. 8221; He had come back a SECOND time. Is Dennis not happy with Steve? An amazing...
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Life After...: March 2006
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My son, Joseph, died on May 26, 2005 after one hour on earth. This blog helped me sort through my feelings and prepare for his sister, Eleanor Grace, born in July 2006. Here's the ongoing saga of learning to parent after a loss. Monday, March 27, 2006. The kindness of strangers. He said, and when I thanked him, he said softly, "I'm praying for you. Take it easy - I hope everything goes well.". Posted by Muddystingbee @ 4:22 PM. Friday, March 24, 2006. Other things I'm thinking about:. Current name short ...
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March 16, 2013 · Filed under Uncategorized. 3 of the 4 because I went first. I do it to myself, I know. I did it on purpose. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Facebook account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Google account. ( Log Out.
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March | 2013 | Irishgoddess's Weblog
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Archive for March, 2013. March 19, 2013 · Filed under Uncategorized. Sister in law Kay called yesterday to check on me. Son in law Aaron called today. Told me I could call him if I ever needed him, and it made me cry. Huge falcon sitting on my fence today. Kari emailed…has been emailing a lot. Tells me I’m not crazy, though she gets it. She completely gets it. And said that it doesn’t matter how hard I push away, or she does, that she won’t leave. She gets it. Leave a comment ». Comments (1) ». But IR...
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March 19, 2013 · Filed under Uncategorized. Sister in law Kay called yesterday to check on me. Son in law Aaron called today. Told me I could call him if I ever needed him, and it made me cry. Huge falcon sitting on my fence today. Kari emailed…has been emailing a lot. Tells me I’m not crazy, though she gets it. She completely gets it. And said that it doesn’t matter how hard I push away, or she does, that she won’t leave. She gets it. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here.
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March 15? 2013 | Irishgoddess's Weblog
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March 16, 2013 · Filed under Uncategorized. One friend in town that I can count on. She is out of town tonight. Other best friend…the one who caused this tonight. Handful of others – scattered about the country, no connection. Alone Deleted FB, deleted other social sites I can think of, going to take long hibernation. I can’t take being hurt any more. Enough. Done. I don’t want to hear “hang in there”, “this too will pass” or any other bullshit. Just so, so done. Leave a Reply Cancel reply.
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Not quite 24 months | Irishgoddess's Weblog
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Not quite 24 months. March 13, 2013 · Filed under Uncategorized. Made an appointment with my therapist for the first time in 8 months. What has happened in that 8 months? Steve and I broke up. Four months later I met a new guy. I studied for and took the bar exam. I feel more like myself than I have for a long time. But I also know that when Dennis died something inside of me snapped. I am more crazy than I ever have been. Recovering from their deaths. I don’t want to face the blackness bubbling up.
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3/17/13 | Irishgoddess's Weblog
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March 17, 2013 · Filed under Uncategorized. Today I am going to have to face the pain. I’ve gone two days of distracting myself. Hitting me hard today. 1 Response so far ». March 21, 2013 @ 9:02 pm. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out. Notify me of new comments via email.