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February | 2015 |
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Monthly Archives: February 2015. Soon, Eventually. Behind Compliance and Time. People never seemed to notice that, by saving time, they were losing something else. No one cared to admit that life was becoming ever poorer, bleaker and more monotonous…Time is life itself, and life resides in the human heart. And the more people saved, the less they had. Michael Ende Ceilings of skylines, fire places…. February 11, 2015. Fucking and Drinking Through the Madness. Feeling is a Form of Thinking.
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Idealised Platforms of a Selfish World |
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Idealised Platforms of a Selfish World. October 25, 2014. I was suddenly left with nothing in my hands but a handful of crazy stars. Jack Kerouac. Moments were life – a force of impermanence playing with our fucked up minds, if self was only an idea what were we idealising? Only empty and awake things would never crumble away, how could we possibly keep our eyes so wide, accept aloneness and dismiss the sexuality of someone we didn’t love to surpass the vanity of wanting it all? October 25, 2014. You are...
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Moments Are Right Now |
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Moments Are Right Now. January 17, 2015. Maybe it meant something. Maybe not, in the long run, but no explanation, no mix of words or music or memories can touch that sense of knowing that you were there and alive in that corner of time and the world. Whatever it meant. Hunter S. Thompson. Who did we have? One day feelings would mean something else, why did they matter so? What was left to wish for, to prove? January 17, 2015. Soon, Eventually. Behind Compliance and Time. July 29, 2015 at 12:32 pm. Enter...
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Surviving the world, capturing flavors and numb mornings. |
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Surviving the world, capturing flavors and numb mornings. August 13, 2014. Things are so hard to figure out when you live from day to day in this feverish and silly world. August 13, 2014. Life Loves The Liver of It. The Immortality of Souls; Power Games and Uncertain Reassurances. Happy downfalls, serious pleasures, up in the air. Living on Dopamine and Other Enduring Flights →. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:.
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Fiction |
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Fucking and Drinking Through the Madness. I learned through my body and soul that it was necessary to sin, that I needed lust, that I had to strive for property and experience nausea and the depths of despair in order to learn not to resist them, in order to learn to love the world, and no longer compare it with some…. October 1, 2016. Feeling is a Form of Thinking. September 21, 2016. Life Loves The Liver of It. July 17, 2016. The Only People Are The Ones Mad to Live. 8230;the only people for me are the...
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Laughing. Leaving. Waiting. Out of Time. |
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Laughing. Leaving. Waiting. Out of Time. November 24, 2014. We need, in love, to practice only this: letting each other go. For holding on comes easily; we do not need to learn it. Lights breaking through the window, it’s way too early for a sunrise, quiet streets of a world that isn’t sad, it’s just big. The sunrise resembles the sunset, I’m out of time. November 24, 2014. Soon, Eventually. Behind Compliance and Time. Submissive and Disposable Goals; Urgent Clock-Ticking. Moments Are Right Now. The Only...
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White Socks, Comfort Zones and Other Painless Escapes |
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White Socks, Comfort Zones and Other Painless Escapes. December 12, 2014. 8220;There is much to be said for contentment and painlessness, for these bearable and submissive days, on which neither pain nor pleasure cry out, on which everything only whispers and tiptoes around. Then, in desperation, I have to escape into other regions, if possible on the road to pleasure, or, if that cannot be, on the road to pain.” Hermann Hesse. What did we want out of life? December 12, 2014. Life Loves The Liver of It.
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Moments Are Right Now |
https://ellavaleree.com/2015/01/17/moments-are-right-now
Moments Are Right Now. January 17, 2015. Maybe it meant something. Maybe not, in the long run, but no explanation, no mix of words or music or memories can touch that sense of knowing that you were there and alive in that corner of time and the world. Whatever it meant. Hunter S. Thompson. Who did we have? One day feelings would mean something else, why did they matter so? What was left to wish for, to prove? January 17, 2015. Soon, Eventually. Behind Compliance and Time. July 29, 2015 at 12:32 pm. Enter...
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Soon, Eventually. Behind Compliance and Time. |
https://ellavaleree.com/2015/02/11/soon-eventually-complying
Soon, Eventually. Behind Compliance and Time. February 11, 2015. Never seemed to notice that, by saving time, they were losing something else. No one cared to admit that life was becoming ever poorer, bleaker and more monotonous…Time is life itself, and life resides in the human heart. And the more people saved, the less they had. Michael Ende. The desires in the souls that we carried with impossible-to-measure grams of happy moments, the unsaid things we promised ourselves we would get free of next time...
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Happy downfalls, serious pleasures, up in the air. |
https://ellavaleree.com/2014/07/28/happy-downfalls-serious-pleasures-up-in-the-air
Happy downfalls, serious pleasures, up in the air. July 28, 2014. Starting the day with Johnny Cash on an early Sunday morning after too much sleep and replay of past conversations, wishing I had never slept and I was fucked up instead of wide awake, hungry and counting the minutes until it was time to call someone up or drink alone. July 28, 2014. Living on Dopamine and Other Enduring Flights. Idealised Platforms of a Selfish World. White Socks, Comfort Zones and Other Painless Escapes.
