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String to follow back.: 10/14
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String to follow back. I get lost a lot. Wednesday, October 17, 2007. War when you'll bleed to death. Then I turned on the news. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). You wanted to know (Livejournal 2004-2005). The Priming. The Experience. War when youll bleed to death. AIDS LIFECYCLE: Unlikely Challenge (Recent Posts). View my complete profile.
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String to follow back.: 09/23
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String to follow back. I get lost a lot. Saturday, September 29, 2007. It is so easy. It is so easy to pin happiness to you. To waste health and time with you. You go so much deeper than this. So much so that at the bottom of where you really are. At crush depth,. Anyone would wither in and die in that darkness. So fine, I can't survive down there. I love the light and air up here, where games are played in the sun with fleet limbs and laugher. I could manipulate. And, allegedly do. All I ever wanted to ...
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String to follow back.: Better.
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String to follow back. I get lost a lot. Sunday, May 03, 2009. I still have a basal level of fear, still cannot rationalize my thoughts, widdling them down to harmless rounded stumps. They are still sharp to a point that pierces my mind and scares me into doing what I otherwise might not, or preventing me from doing what I know I should. Is this all we are? Sick or destinted to be sick. Souless and existing but to die? So what to do? Lament your morality. Who told you that wrong tales about life....AIDS ...
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String to follow back.: These past days
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String to follow back. I get lost a lot. Tuesday, April 07, 2009. It has been an intense week and a few days. I guess from the outside it would appear that I am losing it. So did ancient man worry about random heart defects, sudden vascular events and other abrupt and fatal maladies? No They didn't know about them. And even if they did, who'd have time to obsess over these unworthy thoughts? I have a problem, however, that prevents me from distinushing real from mind-made. I've found over the years o...
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String to follow back.: 09/09
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String to follow back. I get lost a lot. Saturday, September 15, 2007. Rare is only rare to me. And when my opinion is shared. By many, it looks like a tough fight. Rare is beginning lied to. And never trusting you. How could I when I don't know. Rare is the genuine spark in my soul. And lost are the words with which I would have told you: the. Rare and honest truth and the scared timid heart that is so often cut that it fears the bluntest touch,. I would have told you the sharpest truth. You're so serio...
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String to follow back.: 04/12
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String to follow back. I get lost a lot. Monday, April 13, 2009. I want peace. Real peace. Not the peacefulness that comes with ignorance, from sweeping the hard questions under the rug, by dissolving them in alcohol, by clouding my mind with drugs. That peace is only borrowed. You are made to pay with chaotic mind and wasted days. I want to know the truth. Real truth. Not the superficial slogans of the pseudo-religious. Not the oblivion ministries of the agnostic. I want true peace. The next 2 hours I w...
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String to follow back.: 08/26
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String to follow back. I get lost a lot. Tuesday, August 28, 2007. Phrases of the moon. All night I drempt, then forgot it all. To wake, to stare out this small window, one of thousands, probably millions. One for everyone who is worth a listen, a moment's consideration. I search out my window, blinded by sodium glow and white headlights. I search the sky, but see nothing: no pulsing tower, no distant green hill, no eclipsing moon. Shorts and a jacket and Sperry's and American Spirits. And chills my legs.
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String to follow back.: 09/16
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String to follow back. I get lost a lot. Tuesday, September 18, 2007. The previous song had been replaced by one from the heart. I guess they are all from there, but this is different. Http:/ www.myspace.com/whatyourpoint. My hearts not there. We’ve all been damaged. But that doesn’t give you the right. To play on my heart strings. What did you want with me. Was I just a place. Somewhere you could conquer. Someone you could waste. All I can do is ignore. No more of this. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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String to follow back.: Is it real or not.
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String to follow back. I get lost a lot. Friday, May 08, 2009. Is it real or not. I wonder if I'd be feeling this way now. Naming the artifacts in front of me. I awoke. It felt as if I'd not slept at all, like someone sucked strength from me while I slept. I feel weak, shaky, my heart is fast. What is wrong with me? My mind begins a list. So I worry about it all, and in the deep recesses of my brain doubt lies in wait for night. Hence I am up at 2:17am. I listen to podcasts of Car. And Living on Earth,.
