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the window to my sol: My Letter to Mathew
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The window to my sol. Friday, August 29, 2014. My Letter to Mathew. This message is for you to read anytime, all the time, and forever! Don't ever be sad while I'm away or not near, because I'm always with you in your heart. Every time the sun rises to meet the day, think of me greeting you with a morning kiss. Every time the moon shines good night, think of me holding you warm and tight. For every laugh you have, i'm laughing right with you (even if I don't get it). Life is beautiful and so are you!
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the window to my sol: August 2011
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The window to my sol. Thursday, August 11, 2011. Time heals all wounds. It'll get better or easier with time. Time only makes it easier to suppress the pain. Time gives you a false sense of reality without the guilt. Time only helps you forget. I dont want to forget. Even if it means pain. I want to feel the hurt. I want to cry when the pain strikes me. Even if i'm on the sidewalk or in a store. I don't want to hide from the memories. I don't want to ignore the hurt. I'm afraid to lose this pain i feel.
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the window to my sol: June 2014
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The window to my sol. Monday, June 23, 2014. For you, i live. This year's birthday adventure in celebration of your life and the way you lived it.is to fly again, using a water jetpack (james bond style). unfortunately, the company canceled last minute today and our experience will be postponed for another day (soon). These new adventures every year make me feel alive. without adventures, risks and experiencing new things in life.you're not living at all. you're just not dying. Links to this post.
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the window to my sol: October 2014
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The window to my sol. Thursday, October 16, 2014. To whomever this may concern,. It could be the devil trying to recruit me. Or it could be the universe testing me. Whoever or whatever it is - this letter is for you. Why must you bring so much negative energy into my world? Are you testing my strength and resolve? Are you recruiting me over to the dark side? I thought we've been through this already. multiple times, in fact. In case you were still wondering, i am strong enough and will always rise above.
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the window to my sol: June 2012
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The window to my sol. Thursday, June 7, 2012. The opposite of bully. I could not find a true antonym for the word 'bully'. Could the opposite of a bully simply be a person that does NOT badger, tease, belittle, harass, or intimidate smaller or weaker people? I think not. To me the opposite of bully is kind. Acts of bullying inspire suicide. Acts of kindness inspire more kindness. Your son helped my daughter survive kindergarten! My religion is very simple. My religion is kindness.". Links to this post.
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the window to my sol: October 2011
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The window to my sol. Tuesday, October 25, 2011. 8206;"the deeper the grief, the more radiant the love". This sentence was like swallowing a ball of razors. these nine words throwing a wrench in my head. i've already been battling with ideas of not grieving enough. do i mourn deeply enough? Do i cry enough? Do i miss him enough? Do i think about him enough? Do i feel sorrow enough? Do i hurt enough? 9 freaking words amounting to just 2 words for me: grief envy. Hi, my name is nancy and i have grief envy!
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the window to my sol: April 2013
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The window to my sol. Wednesday, April 17, 2013. I believe in it's ugliest hour, beauty still exists. For every act of terror,. There are more deeds of kindness. For every act of war,. There are more feats of compassion. Through all the chaos and madness,. Through the destruction and wreckage,. Nature still shines on. Through the dark clouds and bloody trails,. Compassion and kindness exists in plenty. And through it all, you name it,. To me, the most beautiful thing in life is love. Links to this post.
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the window to my sol: April 2011
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The window to my sol. Wednesday, April 20, 2011. I Love You, Earth. I firmly believe that earth, mother nature, you, me, us, we are all connected. Connected by an inexplicable, unscientifically proven energy. An energy that drives us, that connects us. Whether we can feel it or not. It's there and this is my god. I feel so deeply and spiritually connected to this energy, this earth. Trees touch my heart. they fill my heart with joy. trees with leaves. trees with flowers. trees with fruit&...The ocean hum...
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the window to my sol: July 2011
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The window to my sol. Saturday, July 23, 2011. New York, New York. I miss you New York, New York! The smoke filled air. Polluted skin at the end of the day. Noise so loud I couldn't hear myself think. I still miss you New York, New York! I miss you New York, New York! I still miss you New York, New York! I miss feeling lonely surrounded by millions. I miss the friends, the laughter, and all the good times. I miss you New York, New York! It's time for a trip back to the big apple! Links to this post.
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the window to my sol: June 2011
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The window to my sol. Wednesday, June 22, 2011. Happy Birthday Robin (tomorrow). Always, for as long as I can,. I will look at this world for both of us. I will soar with the birds,. I will dare and love,. I will laugh in the sun,. I will dream big. I will wish upon the stars for both of us. I will pray to the heavens for both of us. You will live on through me. I will live for you. And as promised on your 40th Birthday. I will celebrate your life. I will celebrate you. This year, on your birthday,.
