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In Search of Serenity: Strange Things Happenin'
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In Search of Serenity. Letting Go of Vodka, Vino, and Other Venomous Vices. Wednesday, April 1, 2015. I've mostly been feeling really content. Which is weird. This whole sobriety thing is, well, strange. It isn't easy. It isn't difficult. It's just plain old peculiar. I thought, on multiple occasions today, how I feel like I'm constantly looking forward to something. Like I know. Days as a "life", but I am creating new norms for myself, and my family, every day. Odd and pinch-me-who-am-I. Mishaps occur a...
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searchingforbalance......struggles with alcohol: Trip to the mountains with naltrexone
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Searchingforbalance.struggles with alcohol. Thursday, August 6, 2015. Trip to the mountains with naltrexone. I would say my 4 day trip to the mountains was so so:. Took hikes every day. Didn't eat like total crap. Didn't have any drunken fights or crying sessions. Only had 13 drinks for the 3 days (none on the last day). Still had 13 for the 3 days. Woke up not feeling so hot each morning. Am pretty tired today from drinking 6 out of the last 8 days. I feel so alone right now. Today at work, I found ...
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searchingforbalance......struggles with alcohol: keep trying...
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Searchingforbalance.struggles with alcohol. Monday, August 17, 2015. I will. not. give. up. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). God Walked Into This Bar. Just In Time For Christmas! Best Christmas Present You'll Ever Give! Ok, so I lied about not posting until Jan.) If you're worried about sticking to your moderation or abs goals this Christmas season, or if you'd like to. Mrs D Is Going Without. Round 3, Day 416: New thoughts on never being "normal". Crying Out Now On Hiatus. My hometown, post-hurricane...
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In Search of Serenity: Two-Week Tears
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In Search of Serenity. Letting Go of Vodka, Vino, and Other Venomous Vices. Saturday, April 4, 2015. So, last Monday, I had a pretty rough day. Tears threatened to fall pretty much the entire afternoon into the evening. I held them back and promised myself I'd feel it all and let them out once my work and family responsibilities had been met. I blogged that night, meditated, read, and tried really hard to allow those pent-up drops to fall. They didn't come. My alcoholic voice says to fuck it all and get ...
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searchingforbalance......struggles with alcohol: August 2015
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Searchingforbalance.struggles with alcohol. Monday, August 31, 2015. Friday, August 28, 2015. I will never, ever understand why other people care so much about whether people around them drink, as long as they can themselves. ". I read this in an article this morning. I'll tell you why because I am/was one of those people. It's all just so stupid! Monday, August 24, 2015. What is my message to the world? What will be my legacy? What kind of a difference can I make? That, I guess, is only for me to decide.
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searchingforbalance......struggles with alcohol: Naltrexone - I tried it
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Searchingforbalance.struggles with alcohol. Saturday, August 1, 2015. Naltrexone - I tried it. I am having family over tonight (the first time since the conflict in May) and we are going on family trip (including my sister and her kids) tomorrow. The stress of tonight and the way I get on vacation (partay! Oh how I hope I wasn't imagining it working last night. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). God Walked Into This Bar. Just In Time For Christmas! Best Christmas Present You'll Ever Give! Thank you for ...
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In Search of Serenity: April 2015
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In Search of Serenity. Letting Go of Vodka, Vino, and Other Venomous Vices. Tuesday, April 14, 2015. A Brave New World and.Stuff. So, my first inclination was to start this post with an apology or a self-deprecating statement because I haven't posted in almost a week. But, really, who am I accountable to? But kinda cool, ya know? To be around the people in those rooms. They are like me. They get me. They accept me. I learn from them. I laugh with them. I need to learn and laugh. Thursday, April 9, 2015.
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In Search of Serenity: Blogging Withdrawals but Alcohol-Free
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In Search of Serenity. Letting Go of Vodka, Vino, and Other Venomous Vices. Sunday, May 3, 2015. Blogging Withdrawals but Alcohol-Free. I miss blogging. I miss reading all of your trials and successes, too. Some days (every 5th or 6th day, it seems), I really. Well-wishes to all of you and thanks to those who have noticed my absence and have checked in. Talk to you all very soon! Your comments are wanted and welcome! Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Follow me here, too.
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In Search of Serenity: May 2015
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In Search of Serenity. Letting Go of Vodka, Vino, and Other Venomous Vices. Sunday, May 3, 2015. Blogging Withdrawals but Alcohol-Free. I miss blogging. I miss reading all of your trials and successes, too. Some days (every 5th or 6th day, it seems), I really. Well-wishes to all of you and thanks to those who have noticed my absence and have checked in. Talk to you all very soon! Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Blogging Withdrawals but Alcohol-Free. There was an error in this gadget.
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S Is For...: Day 231
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Friday, January 6, 2017. A really good day. Not only did my vacation start after work today but also I got to use the written word to great effect in email negotiations. I particularly enjoy that. In the pocket of a jacket I had worn and hung up in the closet. I though I checked all the jacket pockets last night but did it again to be sure and boom! There the case was, safe and sound. Good thing too as I checked two audiobooks out from the library hoping I could do at least a little walking next week.