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...The Black Sheep...: closure
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Sunday, July 12, 2015. So it's the holidays, I've been spending a lot of time either chilling and reading at home or meeting people outside. And the thing about meeting people, it always manages to change certain perspective on certain things. For me, it's always like some sorta lesson. You know me, I'm not a people person. I either try too hard to stick with people, or I drift away. I'm imbalance in dealing with people and that's what I was trying to work at, given the time I have on hand. So why did I?
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...The Black Sheep...: June 2014
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Monday, June 23, 2014. Hi, i shouldn't be here at all. Why? I'm having two final papers in two consecutive days tomorrow and the day after. Yes, I'm am studying. Notes and tutorials are piling in front of me just this very moment. So why am I here? Stressful moment induce stressful thoughts. see? I need to find a plan so that I can achieve what i want as an engineer as well. Okay Back to studies. two more days! Tuesday, June 17, 2014. Recently, I've followed this page on facebook called "Humans of New Yo...
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...The Black Sheep...: The List
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Monday, June 22, 2015. IThe time has come, to make not just another list, but The List. The List is a list that comprises everything that I want to do, I need to do, and I must do to utilize the unlimited free time starting from now. Yes, you may have heard, I HAVE COMPLETED MY DEGREE! I am officially unemployed. I am done being a student! I am now awaiting my results, and will soon participate in my convocation making me a certified engineer. Except that it didn't go very well. I didn't realize that...
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...The Black Sheep...: December 2014
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Saturday, December 20, 2014. I t seems like pessimism comes more naturally to me. Is it because of the narrow mindset of the Chinese, where parents tell you how impossible is it to do something different? Is it because I'm so used to this closed environment that I'm so afraid to step out? Is it because of my Aquarius Pieces CUSP horoscope which is infamous with overthinking and worrying? Buck up. Think and strive for the good things! Friday, December 5, 2014. Take the leap of faith. To what? You see, I a...
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...The Black Sheep...: My Flaws and Selina
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Saturday, May 23, 2015. My Flaws and Selina. And, yet, I'm still stuck at where I am today. I would also want Future Me to thank me for not giving up on life. Amid all the mundane but super stressful workload and quarter life crisis, I must still accept that such is life, and a its a good happy life. I must believe in that. And work my ass off towards that - a good and happy life. I can live a better and happier life, just because I can. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile.
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...The Black Sheep...: February 2015
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Wednesday, February 25, 2015. I have a poor mind. I'm fidgeting around, restless, anxious, and I'm palpitating. This is a signal, that I'm not happy with my state. I have tonnes to do, there are tonnes that I can do, yet, here I am, with my poor mind, stuck in this frustrated mindset. Step out. Take the leap of faith. Go. Move. Do. Make it happen. Harness, practice and train the mind. Sunday, February 22, 2015. Monday, February 2, 2015. A warm trip with warm people really rejuvenates the soul. Indeed...
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...The Black Sheep...: Mind
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Wednesday, February 25, 2015. I have a poor mind. I'm fidgeting around, restless, anxious, and I'm palpitating. This is a signal, that I'm not happy with my state. I have tonnes to do, there are tonnes that I can do, yet, here I am, with my poor mind, stuck in this frustrated mindset. Step out. Take the leap of faith. Go. Move. Do. Make it happen. Harness, practice and train the mind. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Simple template. Powered by Blogger.
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...The Black Sheep...: September 2014
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Sunday, September 21, 2014. Thursday, September 4, 2014. 1 I'm not just a girl. I'm a future Engineer. 2 I have serious issue with choosing the right words to say. 3 I am pretty smart and is very good with mathematics. 4 I stutter and jumble up words when I speak too fast or when I'm nervous. 5 I often get lost in my trail of thoughts and have trouble keeping up with ongoing conversations. 6 I hate my dark eye circles. I think I could be very pretty without them =p. 11 I lost my mum at age 14. 21 I based...
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...The Black Sheep...: July 2014
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Friday, July 25, 2014. If i would imagine. I see that I'm well past my insecurities and self judgement issues, I'm well at ease with myself, and that I could speak calmly and confidently. No, its not that I want to be what i am not, but rather imagining what I can become. If engineering did killed my artistic side, I can't allow it to stop me from imagining. Now with the picture in my mind. the goal is set. All is the power of the mind. Cultivate the mind! Wednesday, July 16, 2014. Im a Math Nerd. And, a...
