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Purely Disordered – Page 2
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Advice To My Future Self. January 1, 2016. January 2, 2016. I now have started 2016 with a lot of hatred for myself. I wish to hide myself away and isolate myself from everyone. As soon as I woke up I began to break my 2 week streak of being cut free. Now it’s difficult to eat and even harder to be here. December 14, 2015. December 8, 2015. November 21, 2015. I do not know what I am going to do. I guess my options are:. A) drop out and continue education after recovery. B) go to a community college.
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Mourning what ive lost/New beginings – Purely Disordered
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Advice To My Future Self. Mourning what ive lost/New beginings. February 16, 2016. February 16, 2016. I got the idea a month ago to go back to that campus and live on my own again, but I realize this is a destructive idea. I try to accept that I do my best and that is enough, but my best never seems to be ‘enough’. My life seems really dark. Will I ever be able to go back to school and eventually get a job? How long will it take me to recover? Another uselss vent about hopelessness. Liked by 1 person.
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When safety evaporates… – Purely Disordered
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Advice To My Future Self. When safety evaporates…. May 2, 2016. I hate living, I hate trying. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Facebook account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Google account. ( Log Out. Notify me of new comments via email.
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Transitions pending – Purely Disordered
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Advice To My Future Self. June 27, 2016. It’s been a while since I’ve posted anything. I’ve been pretty busy because I’m getting ready to move to Arizona, and live in my first apartment. I wish I could say that this new beginning has begun a new me and that it has killed every self destructive urge in my body, but I feel there is not enough recovery positive literature in the world to cure me of my disordered soul. I am mourning because while I know dropping out is probably the best option for me at the ...
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That school thing… – Purely Disordered
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Advice To My Future Self. That school thing…. June 1, 2016. Well, I was just about to start schoolwork, but I had a panic attack and started crying instead. Now things are a bit better as I don’t struggle so much with trying to find words or vision, but it is still a massive struggle. I told myself that this was my redemption semester. I was going to try to get passed all my challenges and get good grades, but that feels impossible. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. On Mourning what iv...
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I hate living, I hate trying – Purely Disordered
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Advice To My Future Self. I hate living, I hate trying. April 20, 2016. When safety evaporates…. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Facebook account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Google account. ( Log Out. Notify me of new comments via email.
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Therapist predicament – Purely Disordered
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Advice To My Future Self. January 3, 2016. January 3, 2016. My last therapy appointment was a bit strange. She said she had followed the standard 22 week(or whatever it is) for cbt for eating disorders and we have completed that mark. She then asked me if I think I still need therapy? Another uselss vent about hopelessness. One thought on “ Therapist predicament. January 5, 2016 at 1:48 am. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. On Ano...
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[.thebadfoodie.] – Page 2 – Learning to love who I am, one bite at a time.
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Learning to love who I am, one bite at a time. Who am I.]. February 3, 2016. February is International Eating Disorders Month. So guess what I’ll be doing? Yep Talking about eating disorders. Internationally. Which is sort of my area of expertise, come to think of it, as I have been the proud carrier of this horrendous. Over the entire continent of Europe and even places like Thailand and the Dominican Republic. Places like Ukraine, where I grew up, for example, disregard the very notion of eating. Which...
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Healthy/Happy? – [.thebadfoodie.]
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Learning to love who I am, one bite at a time. Who am I.]. August 28, 2016. Well, first of all, I am officially healthy. Body-wise. After moving to my new home in Leiden, The Netherlands (not. I immediately ransacked the internet for a good gym and came across one which used the same technology as the one I went to in Madrid. Something my life has been centered around for. Suddenly matters less than traveling around, getting together with other people, trying out new things new foods included? You are co...
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You’re Such a Weirdo – [.thebadfoodie.]
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Learning to love who I am, one bite at a time. Who am I.]. You’re Such a Weirdo. February 20, 2016. We all have bad days. Some days are better, some are worse; but when we think of someone who has a mental condition, we tend to think that its is constantly present in their life. A depressed person is depressed all the time. A psychotic person doesn’t just have lapses, but is constantly. Someone with an eating disorder, then, must constantly be thinking about food. Wrong Wrong. Wrong. Well, guess what?