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The Thoughts of Me...: 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
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The Thoughts of Me. Saturday, April 30, 2005. The beginning of the end of an era. I keep thinking about what the hell I am doing with my life, is going to salford uni the best thing I could be doing. Should I have chosen to be moving to Canada with everyone else? Posted by megs @ 10:55 pm. I'm me with my own special little ways including all the meghanism's. View my complete profile. Blogs I regularly have a mooch at. My new years resolution is to try and get over wha. Blah, blah, blah.
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The Thoughts of Me...: 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
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The Thoughts of Me. Friday, September 23, 2005. I suck at IT. I don't like my blog anymore! It's really boring compared to everyone else's, I want to pics and stuff on it but I don't know how :( Maybe if I had actually gone to those IT key skills lessons for 3 years then I would have some clue. It's like how do I even put links on properly. It's just really, really annoying especially as I got a whole bunch of pics back today. GRRRRRRRRRRRRR! Posted by megs @ 1:43 pm. Tuesday, September 20, 2005. It feel...
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The Thoughts of Me...: 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
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The Thoughts of Me. Wednesday, August 31, 2005. We had a final evaluation done on the house yesterday and apparently we have got people coming to see the house later this week or at the beginning of next week. I'm still packing boxes, filling holes in the walls and then have to paint it all. The way things are going they really could be gone by the end of October and that scares the hell out of me right now. Posted by megs @ 1:38 pm. Thursday, August 18, 2005. Well the results are out! I am so over the m...
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The Thoughts of Me...: 01/01/2008 - 02/01/2008
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The Thoughts of Me. Tuesday, January 08, 2008. My new years resolution is to try and get over what you did to me last year. And then maybe I might be able to learn what intimacy is again. How I am going to do that I don't know. I tried all my usual tactics but still it doesn't work. It will be a year tomorrow since it happened and I just want the nightmares to end and to try and move on. Is that too much to try and achieve this year? Posted by megs @ 2:33 am. View my complete profile. Blah, blah, blah.
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The Thoughts of Me...: 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
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The Thoughts of Me. Tuesday, July 19, 2005. Well lastnight was my last ranger meeting, and it was a such a great evening. I knew we were meant to be having a bun fight with a fire but when I showed up they set up a surprise party for me. Apparently I'm a pain in the neck to keep secrets from and people nearly dropped the surprise so many times but I didn't have a clue! We decided as we had a fire we had to sing random stupid songs (we have all been in Guiding for too long! However in the middle of all of...
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The Thoughts of Me...: 02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
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The Thoughts of Me. Sunday, February 12, 2006. Blah, blah, blah. It's getting quite bad when I can't remember what day of the week it is anymore and can't remember when things happened yesterday or today. It just seems to have all merged into one. SO NOT GOOD! Drink of the day: Porn Star - Blue crackle, Red Sour Puss and 7up. Posted by megs @ 10:39 pm. Wednesday, February 08, 2006. New year, new place, new life. So maybe I have proven all those doubters wrong now! I'm not trying to make out that it has a...
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The Thoughts of Me...: 12/01/2007 - 01/01/2008
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The Thoughts of Me. Friday, December 21, 2007. I hate what you have helped me become. Without saying a word you hold your power over my head everyday. And the silence is your power, as you know I would never be able to speak the truth. And of course it is thrown in my face everyday and I have no way of escaping. I could have turned it all into my advantage but instead I let it eat me from the inside. To the point of no-one else even understands me anymore. Posted by megs @ 1:17 am. I have had more stuff ...
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The Thoughts of Me...: 10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005
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The Thoughts of Me. Saturday, October 22, 2005. I feel so scared and lonely right now. Posted by megs @ 4:52 pm. Thursday, October 20, 2005. Dyed my hair today - so now have new nice colourful hair - WOOP WOOP! Found the best new snack - roasted broad beans. Mmmmmmmm. It's only 12 days until sweden - YAY! So it's still box madness, and trying to sort and pack everything up for moving and for my trip to sweden. Posted by megs @ 10:56 am. Thursday, October 13, 2005. Oh my just look whatt it brings up!
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The Thoughts of Me...: 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
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The Thoughts of Me. Tuesday, May 31, 2005. Today has been a hard day with too many things happening. 1) faye said the case study was spot on so I don't have to do any extra work on it-woohoo! 2) I was looking through all my photos tonight and it was the first time since my granddad died 18months ago that I have looked through all the photos of us and not cried- it was a good achievement for me. Posted by megs @ 4:35 pm. There he goes just walking far, far away. He doesn’t even know I will miss him. X) ha...