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Fear | Living a Truly Blessed Life
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Living a Truly Blessed Life. Just another WordPress.com weblog. This was a pregnancy filled with fear. From that very first ultrasound just shy of 6 weeks when we saw 2 little heartbeats, there was fear. Hope and nervous excitement, we can do this again, we can rock this! Joy, counting our blessings. And then, at 16 weeks, 5 long minutes. A private scan booked for early gender determination. “It’s a girl! Once again the fear invades, bringing with it a side of guilt. Will he survive? Was it our fault?
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My heart, and his. | Two Hearts
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If love could have saved you, you would have lived forever. My heart, and his. My heart, and his. My son is dead. I wake up every morning to that thought. It is my mantra. I know that, that is not the way I should think of him, but for me, right now, it is all I can think of. March 1st, the happiest day of my life. I was a week and a half late, and after almost 8 months of trying, I was cautiously optimistic. I pee’d on that stick, anxiously, excitedly, hopefully. It was positive, immediately. Monday, Ap...