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My Journey...: July 2007
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Opinions, Convictions, Random Thoughts and Ventures of a Seeker. Sunday, July 29, 2007. Coming Out of the Dark? I've been biking quite a bit. (Lost a total of 30lbs throughout this ordeal and want to keep it off.) Hope to race next year. Jay and I are still trying to salvage whats left of our relationship in order to keep this family together. Well, we aren't celebrating too much yet, but it looks like MAYBE, just maybe we are seeing some kind of light at the end of the tunnel now. Friday, July 06, 2007.
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Signs & Wonders: September 2007
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Analyzing Church Signs and Hymns, Examining My Beliefs with Honesty and Sharing the Wonders of Life. Saturday, September 01, 2007. I am like Jacob, wrestling with God. Oh, I may have arm-wrestled a little over a few concepts in the past. Now, I am in a full-out, sweat-covered, down-n-dirty match. Stakes are high. The most interesting thing to me? I have openly examined the path of belief in nothing but myself and those around me, however I cannot bring myself to say there is no God. I believe He exis...
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My Journey...: Results
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Opinions, Convictions, Random Thoughts and Ventures of a Seeker. Sunday, November 18, 2007. Your most unique quality is that you're Conscientious and Caring. You are not afraid to consider an unpopular point of view, but your base for decision-making is well founded. You're also good at weighing the pros and cons of any situation and making sound, well-informed decisions. Well, guess I've got them fooled- eh? Lol These tests are always interesting. Monday, November 19, 2007 9:25:00 AM. Some of those resu...
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My Journey...: April 2007
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Opinions, Convictions, Random Thoughts and Ventures of a Seeker. Wednesday, April 25, 2007. Today I rose at 4:00am to go open the YMCA. My Co-worker Don, a retired postal worker, urged me to stand outside and watch the sun rise over Lake Superior. So I did. It was a very spiritual moment for me and I learned a valuable lesson from it- which I will post on my 'Signs and Wonders' blog. Sunrises are one of those things. Tuesday, April 24, 2007. We girls enjoyed riding the trolley and walking up and down alo...
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Signs & Wonders: The Prodigal...
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Analyzing Church Signs and Hymns, Examining My Beliefs with Honesty and Sharing the Wonders of Life. Sunday, November 11, 2007. Having stepped outside of organized religion and having spread my wings to develop my own journey, so-to-speak, I find that I relate more now to the simple teachings of the humble Christ than ever before. He was a cocky and arrogant son- thought he had all the answers before. Now he is truly humble- even willing to offer himself as a servant. A sincere person who searches and ob...
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My Journey...: Still Alive...
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Opinions, Convictions, Random Thoughts and Ventures of a Seeker. Sunday, August 10, 2008. Just to let those of you who check in from time to time know that I am still alive and trying. To survive the chaos that is my life. I'm still smiling, am in good health and the BEST shape of my life! Did competitive cycling and karaoke this year. I've made some good friends in these parts and I'm still making a study of life. Testing the waters a bit and always learning. Life is an AMAZING journey! It's very good t...
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Signs & Wonders: How Long?
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Analyzing Church Signs and Hymns, Examining My Beliefs with Honesty and Sharing the Wonders of Life. Friday, November 23, 2007. This great questions was not asked in an insulting way. He who knew the beginning from the end, Jesus- the very epitomy of love, humility and kindness dealt with a blind nation who thought they already knew all the answers and rendered harsh judgement upon others on a daily basis. My humble Teacher, it is I who now ask "How long"? Will You never mend this shattered heart? This i...
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Signs & Wonders: November 2007
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Analyzing Church Signs and Hymns, Examining My Beliefs with Honesty and Sharing the Wonders of Life. Friday, November 23, 2007. This great questions was not asked in an insulting way. He who knew the beginning from the end, Jesus- the very epitomy of love, humility and kindness dealt with a blind nation who thought they already knew all the answers and rendered harsh judgement upon others on a daily basis. My humble Teacher, it is I who now ask "How long"? Will You never mend this shattered heart? Having...
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My Journey...: June 2007
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Opinions, Convictions, Random Thoughts and Ventures of a Seeker. Saturday, June 09, 2007. Most of the time I am strong, fearless and full of fight. Sometimes at night, I am shaking inside and just want to be held. I laugh and smile a lot, but sometimes when I'm alone, I let my guard down and cry. there is no one to wipe my tears. I'm a unique mixture of tough and tender. Sometimes I feel invisible. Sometimes the weight of my dreams lays heavy on my chest. Sometimes we allow great moments to pass us b...
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My Journey...: On the Outside
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Opinions, Convictions, Random Thoughts and Ventures of a Seeker. Saturday, November 17, 2007. What a strange thing, life is. For the most part I'm glad to be on the outside. There are days when I still feel torn. I'm a social person, so I miss the social aspect of the churchy life. I have a conscience, so the e-mails I have received from those "concerned about my salvation" since leaving the church do prick at me. However, I am deeply spiritual and do not. To push through one hard time after another, to ...