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Jamie's World: February 2009
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Tuesday, February 17, 2009. For just a few minutes I'm going to indulge my selfishness. I keep telliing everybody that I can't wish for Donny to come back because of the pain he was in. But damn it, I want him back! I miss him. And as long as wishes are being granted, I want him healthy. By the time I met Donny he was already at the top of a very slippery slope healthwise. We didn't realize it then, but it was already the beginning of the end for him. I want memories of my husband from when he was well&#...
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The Joys of Life: March 2006
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The Joys of Life. Life if crazy.deal with it! Children are the ones who put the joy in our lives, love them, kiss them, hug them, be sure they know they are loved! Thursday, March 30, 2006. Um, don't know. Tonight we have Ashley's basketball awards to go to. This is gonna be fun. NOT! We are sitting with her dad, the evil stepmother, Ashley's 1/2 sister, and of course Ashley herself. I just love being in the same room with these people and add having dinner with them, this should be great. What do I do.
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Jamie's World: Two years
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Saturday, December 18, 2010. Two years ago today my life turned upside down. I knew it was coming. I thought I was ready. And then reality smacked me upside the head. I miss Donny as much now as I did then. I thought that time was supposed to heal that. I read a quote somewhere about you don't know the depths of your love for someone until they're gone. It's true. I never realized just how much I loved him until I was without him. How could I not have known that it would be like this? I miss coming home ...
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Jamie's World: September 2009
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Wednesday, September 02, 2009. I want him back! I don't care how unfair it is, I want him back! Today would have been Donny's 52nd birthday. That's really young to be dead. I can't even say how much I miss him. Sometimes it's an actual physical ache in my chest. I thought that I was ready for this, I thought that I had prepared myself. I've never been more wrong in all my life. Oh well, it's a start. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). This blog is the one place where I don't censor myself...
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Jamie's World: May 2009
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Sunday, May 10, 2009. I just looked at my blog and realized how long it's been since I've written. So much has happened, and much of it is crap that I don't even want to think about. I'll start off by saying that I've been kept on to work the off-season for block. Year round taxes, yeah. Links to this post. I survived another Mother's Day. Barely. Today was a very hard day for me. A day where I get constant reminders about the fact that I'll never be a mom. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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Jamie's World: September 2008
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Friday, September 12, 2008. When Michelle came to pick Michael up she got a wired little boy and a cake for their dessert that night. We had a ball. Links to this post. Monday, September 08, 2008. Monterey, part 3 (the conclusion). Mom was kept one more night in the hospital, just to make sure that all was well again, and then she was finally allowed to come home. Even with all the pain she still says that it's worth it. Links to this post. Sunday, September 07, 2008. Monterey, part 2. Tuesday morning, 5...
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Jamie's World: August 2008
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Sunday, August 31, 2008. Links to this post. Tuesday, August 26, 2008. A trip to remember. One week from today my mom is having gastric bypass surgery. I'm so excited for her. She's been trying for a long time to get this surgery, and it's finally happening. The only thing is, it's happening in Monterey. And it's happening on Donny's birthday. In an effort to get him to look at the bright side I pointed out that this way he gets his birthday in Monterey. Links to this post. Sunday, August 17, 2008. I get...
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The Joys of Life: August 2005
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The Joys of Life. Life if crazy.deal with it! Children are the ones who put the joy in our lives, love them, kiss them, hug them, be sure they know they are loved! Wednesday, August 31, 2005. Posted by Michelle @ 11:28 AM. Tuesday, August 30, 2005. I hate to have to turn on the word verification thing, but this spam has gotten out of control. Hopefully I've done it right and it's working. I just wish these freaks would go away! Posted by Michelle @ 9:28 AM. Monday, August 29, 2005. Steph - I'll call you ...
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The Joys of Life: November 2005
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The Joys of Life. Life if crazy.deal with it! Children are the ones who put the joy in our lives, love them, kiss them, hug them, be sure they know they are loved! Wednesday, November 30, 2005. I am now back at work and I think I'm leading a normal life once again. Thanksgiving was ok, just not one of my favorite holidays. I really don't like turkey and I don't like being around a group of people that I don't know (namely Josh's family). I will be smoke free by Christmas! Posted by Michelle @ 9:13 AM.
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The Joys of Life: October 2005
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The Joys of Life. Life if crazy.deal with it! Children are the ones who put the joy in our lives, love them, kiss them, hug them, be sure they know they are loved! Monday, October 31, 2005. Shark teeth and Halloween. Katie now thinks that she has shark teeth. She decided over the weekend that it is ok to bit mommy whenever she gets mad. I did tap her on the mouth and told her that is was not nice to bite mommy and that she has sharp teeth. Sharp teeth.shark teeth, you get it, don't you? By the way.my...
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