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ambivalence: 08/10/2003 - 08/17/2003
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Saturday, August 16, 2003. Let me tell you a story. Once upon a time, there was a girl named Sally. She lived in a regular housing estate and attended the public college. One very fine day, while rushing down the hallway to her next class, she literally ran into a boy of her age. He bent to pick up her fallen books, and gave her a dazzling smile that lit up her entire day. This selfishness manifested itself slowly, but surely. The letter started out like this:. So now, it has come to this- you and me, ap...
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ambivalence: 08/03/2003 - 08/10/2003
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Saturday, August 09, 2003. Goodbye to you, goodbye to everythin that i knew. Today was nurie's farewell. man it was one of the nicest parties ive been to. very nostalgic. and also one that made me regret that i couldnt be in rj. haha dunno the guys and gals just seem so much more sincere! Esp the guys. cos i know sincere gals in ac, but hardly one decent guy. ok maybe one. or two. I dont know myself anymore. Posted by diyanah at 12:07 am. Friday, August 08, 2003. A rush of blood to the head. Aimee and i ...
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ambivalence: 06/08/2003 - 06/15/2003
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Friday, June 13, 2003. Oh and im off for a research symposium. Singing forever in my head, tangled in my dreams. Don't look back when you walk out the door. Cos if you do it'll hurt even more. Posted by diyanah at 11:10 pm. Could you look me in the eye and tell me that you're happy now. I lost my imagination. Because of the way you made me feel. Posted by diyanah at 1:03 am. Thursday, June 12, 2003. Sapping the breath out of my body. Escapist insanity from the depths of morality. View my complete profile.
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ambivalence: 04/30/2006 - 05/07/2006
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Monday, May 01, 2006. I'm back in the Eastside! Headmuse ] Karmacoma - Massive Attack. Hehe very happy because.I'm finally out of that shithole of a room! Yippeeee. And now I'm back in the east, in my nice own private space here in a loft above the reservoir. In a warmly-lit, dim room with trip playing smoothly on speakers with fantastic base capabilities. Thank youuu to those who helped me out (: You show me just how much our friendship is worth. Posted by diyanah at 8:57 pm. Sunday, April 30, 2006.
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ambivalence: 06/15/2003 - 06/22/2003
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Saturday, June 21, 2003. Those tears you cry. No, they don't dry on cold shoulders. Because angels still look upon you with their gentle eyes. And breathe your sorrows. Have faith in yourself. And let time heal all your wounds. ISketch is a damn cool game. www.isketch.net. Posted by diyanah at 3:20 am. Why would i regret smth i never had? Because that so called angel. So ironically, she regrets what she has not even seen. Note: this is an exaggerated. Version of a sudden resurgance of feeling. Posted by ...
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ambivalence: 08/17/2003 - 08/24/2003
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Sunday, August 17, 2003. What a lazy feeling it brings. the bright sunshine outside, in contrast to the cool comfort of your home. the mood seeps into your veins, and brings you further and further away from the reality of tomorrow. Mm so much rambling. guess the sunday's really gettin to my head. Wah sey, must see. hahaz. A random [economic] thought that sprung into my head awhile ago:. Posted by diyanah at 3:04 pm. View my complete profile. Moved Ive moved to livejournal. Ill still keep .
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ambivalence: 05/18/2003 - 05/25/2003
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Thursday, May 22, 2003. Are puzzle pieces always meant to fit into each other perfectly? Don't you know that behind every piece. That makes the beautiful picture. There are a few thrown away. Those are the ones who were defected. Left to fend for themselves, in a world. Where they did not fit the pretty picture. Posted by diyanah at 6:16 pm. One thing i didn't consider when i decided to go ac. Was that the people would be too good looking and some of them smart. Its like. the same thing all over again.
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ambivalence: 07/27/2003 - 08/03/2003
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Thursday, July 31, 2003. Hell, it just never gets out of my system. the want to slack and slack and slack and slack. haha anyway today was damn fun lar. got outta school at like 1030. went only for PE. haha kickass. I have a new piercing! Guess where (; haha. nah its at the top of my left ear. whee. ive been wanting it for a long long time. just that i had no money/guts and eventually forgot abt it. till just now lar. Okay, im off to do hist tutorial, think i should cancel dinner with my mom lar. Yay hav...
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ambivalence: 07/20/2003 - 07/27/2003
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Friday, July 25, 2003. No reference to life, just inspired by the fact that i really grazed my finger. ouch. I grazed my third finger. Two skin deep incisions made. The pain seared through my finger. Like a memory that. In vain i'd tried to withold. Im not gonna treat the pain. Im gonna let the blood flow. I'll leave you there in my thoughts. I'll let you malinger in my soul. And then slowly let go. Posted by diyanah at 1:15 am. Thursday, July 24, 2003. And with you by my side, i feel heaven blessed.
