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World behind my Wall: July 2011
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World behind my Wall. Saturday, July 30, 2011. And so there I stood, surrounded by fools. By those who cannot even begin to know what I am. A paradox in the flesh, an unsolvable rubiks. Come and understand me, or at least try our best to. See that I am, not so different. I still am only human after all. But alas, they do not try to. Perhaps they are afraid to. And yet they want to hear the other things that make me interesting. They want to hear the stories and experiences,. Sunday, July 24, 2011. And we...
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World behind my Wall: Saying Goodbye?
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World behind my Wall. Sunday, July 24, 2011. It's hard to describe the mood that I currently bear. Is it one of neutrality? Or is it one of apathy? Have I lost my feelings and become numb to all that I am? Losing myself to the madness that is reality. To the demons of realness and cruelty. They are pulling me away from all that I love. And have come to acknowledge as my own. As a part of me. The next few weeks are not my own. I will be undertaking one of the tougher parts of my training. Well Time to fly.
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World behind my Wall
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World behind my Wall. Saturday, July 30, 2011. And so there I stood, surrounded by fools. By those who cannot even begin to know what I am. A paradox in the flesh, an unsolvable rubiks. Come and understand me, or at least try our best to. See that I am, not so different. I still am only human after all. But alas, they do not try to. Perhaps they are afraid to. And yet they want to hear the other things that make me interesting. They want to hear the stories and experiences,. View my complete profile.
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World behind my Wall
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World behind my Wall. Tuesday, June 14, 2011. Feeling contented and well taken care of after last night's rendezvous at a little place I like to call my personal slice of heaven on earth. I felt damn VIP there, and I could totally just picture myself going there every weekend if I can. Ah well, gonna go to my new camp tomorrow. It's in some really deserted area, which pisses the shit out of me, since commuting there will be a bitch. But it's gonna be fun. I think. I want to fly away and be with you.
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World behind my Wall
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World behind my Wall. Monday, November 7, 2011. And so ends the journey of nearly a year. A new one starts, as the phoenix rises again from the ashes. Understandably, this blog hasn't been exactly lively, and it can't be blamed on my schedule. I have all the time in the world during the weekends to update, but well, there's really nothing interesting here at all. Undeniably, this boy has cast a spell over me. A spell of love. *Sigh*. I'm only too glad to be caught in his spell. View my complete profile.
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World behind my Wall: May 2011
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World behind my Wall. Monday, May 30, 2011. Here I am, back in camp. Looking for something, and not finding it. Hmm, it still eludes me. I'm actually clueless as to how to go about looking for it. I have a date at 2am:dessertbar on Saturday. It should be fun. A huge thank you to my new friend, who made me feel much, much better after getting robbed. And kudos to the extremely friendly and hospitable staff at Ngee Ann City's Fendi. Sunday, May 29, 2011. You left me alone. You left me alone. But then you d...
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World behind my Wall
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World behind my Wall. Friday, July 22, 2011. I'm home, but have to return soon. This sucks. Army is getting tougher and tougher. And I've been given extras because of someone's mistake. It's not fair, but then life is never fair. Shan't be updating for a long time. As you guys can already see. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Schrei so laut du kannst! My Life Is Average. And so there I stood, surrounded by fools. By thos. Sigh* Im home, but have to return soon. This s.
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World behind my Wall: February 2011
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World behind my Wall. Sunday, February 20, 2011. I'm struggling to keep my emotions in check. Am constantly reminding myself that not to do so this week would be folly. My mind shall not be my own this week. But it shall be that of a man, who is not me. And still I cannot help but wonder, will I still be me after all is said and done? To my heart I say, wait for me. I shall be back for you. To my love I say, wait for me, I shall return to you. Wednesday, February 16, 2011. Ever seen a person bite himself?
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World behind my Wall: Deep Longing.
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World behind my Wall. Sunday, June 19, 2011. I find myself at a point where I cannot think. I feel my heart breaking apart. Like the ice on a frozen lake. It hurts, and I feel like dying. I dream of you always. And want to see your face again. Walks in the park,. Down the street,. Sitting on chairs,. Having ice cream,. Lick by lick,. Trapped by the virtue of my birth. To not see you is agony. To not hear from you is death. And so I die. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile.
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World behind my Wall: June 2011
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World behind my Wall. Sunday, June 19, 2011. I find myself at a point where I cannot think. I feel my heart breaking apart. Like the ice on a frozen lake. It hurts, and I feel like dying. I dream of you always. And want to see your face again. Walks in the park,. Down the street,. Sitting on chairs,. Having ice cream,. Lick by lick,. Trapped by the virtue of my birth. To not see you is agony. To not hear from you is death. And so I die. Tuesday, June 14, 2011. I want to fly away and be with you. It also ...
