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paradox: August 2005
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Friday, August 26, 2005. I don't wanna ask for a savior,. I don't intend to look like a frustrated drowning person;. Let me live my dreams. Posted by paradox at 3:55 PM. Wednesday, August 17, 2005. To my homeland and its brave people:. You are the sweetness of a dream. In the worst nightmare. Define the dark,. Maybe it's too much light. That has dazzled my. It's the third night now that. Although i lullaby me. For falling into vallies. Posted by paradox at 12:46 AM. Friday, August 12, 2005. I wish i knew.
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paradox: I'm Bleeding Me ...
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Saturday, November 18, 2006. I'm Bleeding Me . I'm digging my way. Metallica, " bleeding me. I'm being told the naked truth. That i neglected for years. Who do i blame? Though, of no use any more. He never knew she also said the same things to me;. But it was his words that pierced into my soul,. The core of my entire being! There are things you'd like to tell them openly. But you find it out of place. There are always things i'd like to scream about here. But i can't;. This lump is growing. I like most ...
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paradox: abyss
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Monday, November 27, 2006. A glass of cold water. Will wash down the rage,. It's raining here now. Have the rain drops washed away. The roads to be taken? Nothing is clear, except imaginations. And isn't everything based on them! I saw myself flying,. And the wake-up moment never struck! Yet they keep murmuring:. Posted by paradox at 10:18 PM. S and M [Explicit]. MTV Unplugged No. 2.0. I like most of their shots and perspectives:. Daily dose of imagery. Im Bleeding Me . I wish i knew. Tune me in .
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paradox: the mirror
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Saturday, December 02, 2006. From a long dream;. I do appreciate it if you read these confessions. And leave your comments or personal experiences. BTW, just saw. And Babel, what a meaningful title! Posted by paradox at 2:35 AM. It's never too late. I have loved reading on your other blog your "2nd installment" in which you cite the literary figures who have influenced your thinking. There is certainly a continuity across these collective works. S and M [Explicit]. MTV Unplugged No. 2.0. Im Bleeding Me .
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paradox: i wish i knew
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Wednesday, November 01, 2006. I wish i knew. Sadness is sticky,. Like a swamp;. The more you try to get out,. The deeper you get in. I don't see any reason for being born to a sad person. But all i see are sad lonely people. Or have i truned blind to happy ones? They all have enough,. But they are sad. They are healthy,. But they are sad. They even bear one or two kids,. But they are sad. They are lucky though. That at least an abstract feeling, hope,. Still knocks on their door. From time to time. As Ma...
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paradox: June 2005
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005. Following the recent news in iran, i have noticed that the shocking news on the election(! Of the new president has unfortunately overshadowed some other important issues such as fight for freedom, including freedom of speech, for which tens of poeple are in jail now. Among them, two of them went on a hunger strike a while ago: Zarafshan. Zarafshan is reported to be in hospital or to have ended the hunger strike now, but Ganji is still in danger. Posted by paradox at 7:15 PM.
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paradox: January 2006
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Friday, January 20, 2006. Now we have to get our ears attuned to a lot of "Steven Harper"s . and also get used to hearing a whole lot of stammering, stuttering remarks. Blasphemous q.s cont'd:. I have always had problem understanding what being "ever-purified" (massoum) means since my childhood; i can't get the concept yet. but let's say it exits the way they try to explain it, then why should we look up to imams and isalmic saints for this quality if they are simply born as "super humans"? But i am knee...
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paradox: ... takes off
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006. Back, but with a delay. My stay in iran took long . and i learned how much i have changed,. How the family love has stayed the same,. How people down there look at life,. And many more . I kinda feel so jaded and unmotivated now that i can't take any comment column; sorry! Plus, i can't go into details as to how i found the people and how they found me! Or in the thoughtful silence of a very young film-maker/screen-writer who just happens to be your nephew. Tune me in .
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paradox: April 2005
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Thursday, April 14, 2005. How to do it! I'm not made for it? Or they forgot to teach me! I wish i could ignore it. Where in this dark night. Posted by paradox at 10:37 PM. S and M [Explicit]. MTV Unplugged No. 2.0. I like most of their shots and perspectives:. Daily dose of imagery. Im Bleeding Me . I wish i knew. Montreal, Q.C., Canada. View my complete profile. I bookmark the day "16, Nov. 2006" just here; please don't ask why! Life is not but a paradox.
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paradox: November 2005
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Saturday, November 26, 2005. It’s swaying left and right. I try to change the rhythm. Then I call myself. The one who cannot fit in! As irrelevant as that. After so many days, i just have this much to say? Yeah, i was damn busy, and a bit not in the mood. Posted by paradox at 12:09 AM. Sunday, November 06, 2005. The horizontal lines are dividing the fall into rectangular pieces. That’s only an observation. How would i manage to see them monolithically,. Putting the pieces ensemble? I do magic every second.