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mixmind: January 2010
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Struggle, despair, solitude, and the Redeemer. Monday, January 11, 2010. Tired of this game. Yes, I'm tired.I'm tired of the game of love. What's inside men head for became the pursuer then suddenly without any notice, they think that nothing happened between us lately. Ha! How about long hours of talkin on the phone, chatting on the web and getting along so much that gals began to think that there are so many things they have in common and wondering are this one is the right one? There so many things ha...
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mixmind: September 2009
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Struggle, despair, solitude, and the Redeemer. Tuesday, September 29, 2009. Is it a bad news or a gift? Today, when I assist the trainers and trainee of lactation counselors field practices. I found a shocking news concluded by one of the trainers. They suspect that one of my staff daughter is considered to have a down syndrome, this was concluded after they saw the process when the mother try to breastfeed the baby. I'm his supervisor though.and I'm the only health person that know better of this pr...
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mixmind: August 2012
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Struggle, despair, solitude, and the Redeemer. Saturday, August 25, 2012. The search for Shangri-La (part 1). Have you find the Shangri-La my love? This question echoes in my mind lately. It rose in the darkness when I laid down to meditate in the gym after a body-balance exercise. And through the night when I slept that night, it seems that I have an odd dream . My love is the blue ocean, with his drops he fills my thirsty soul. My love is a soft wind that fills my lungs with the fresh air. I count the ...
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mixmind: April 2009
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Struggle, despair, solitude, and the Redeemer. Sunday, April 19, 2009. Finally, after so many doubts I had chosen in the past, I decided to take that offer. Much more, this decision will lead me to the most uneasy and difficult places that most big NGOs had think it's impossible to work there. So far from my dream to work in Sumba, the place that is so much nearer to Bali. And now, I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I had taken the wrong decision based on desperation. I really appreciate it if u did.
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mixmind: August 2009
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Struggle, despair, solitude, and the Redeemer. Friday, August 14, 2009. Staring at the night sky in August. I wake up in the middle of the night these few days, not thinking of anything for certain reason.but there are something in my heart that pounding it. I said to myself, do not waste your time thinking of the past and the things that seems impossible. You're a strong woman, you can make it without him. But, today, I felt that somehow that might be you.I hope that our previous meeting is a time w...
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mixmind: August 2010
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Struggle, despair, solitude, and the Redeemer. Monday, August 09, 2010. Well, I'm good, or I can say.mostly good.". I replied when I was asked by my friends. Smiling kindly and think that the world is just fine. But did they really asked about it. But if I was asked "How are you. For some reasons, I think if I answered, I will cry in the room, and totally surprised myself because I thought I was just fine. Those tears were about a lot of things. Here I am with no one to love and loved me back. But someti...
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mixmind: June 2009
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Struggle, despair, solitude, and the Redeemer. Sunday, June 21, 2009. Seems like the soft south wind blow it to my ear. And I stand still, in the mist of the sea of grass and dandelions, wandering. Somewhere, someone had asked me this before. As I gaze upon the blue sky. The sun embraced me with warm sunlight. Again, I feel that feeling.that you are here.only, I'm not sure that you ever exist. Half of me lost.between memories and the visions. It's hard, harder than I ever imagine. Thursday, June 18, 2009.
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mixmind: October 2011
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Struggle, despair, solitude, and the Redeemer. Friday, October 28, 2011. Wiser, Kinder, Lover. These few months had made me thinking of who am I going to be in the next phase of my life. During the last few months especially, many things happened. Things that somehow tested my personality and faith beyond the limits, things that made me thinking about God and His people in different ways. Just unconditional love based on the same vision in life, the same passion that God had put in our hearts, and the wi...
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mixmind: January 2012
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Struggle, despair, solitude, and the Redeemer. Tuesday, January 31, 2012. What Qualities to Look in a Woman? As my previous post regarding how to choose a man that worth fighting for to my fellow female friends. Here's the post I dedicated for men who are longing to find the women they long for to spend the rest of their lives together. May you find her, brother. Here they are the qualities:. Fears God and whose hope is in the Lord God. It isn't going to happen. Wants to be a wife and a mother. There are...
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mixmind: April 2011
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Struggle, despair, solitude, and the Redeemer. Monday, April 04, 2011. A Tiring Journey that I'd like to Pause. These past few months really had made me feel tired about this life. And I finally had bad experiences regarding my current education status which is only 'Bachelor Degree" while helping on a doomed project in Borneo, they underestimated me! As things goes by, I just felt worn out by my duties.No more happiness to work since I always being misunderstood, ignored, left alone to face giant pr...
