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Behind Closed Doors: Chapter 13-Beautiful Lie
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Sunday, August 2, 2009. I pulled in to the drive way. The ride home seemed a lot shorter than it should have been. My mind had been flooded with thoughts of Edward and our night together. I couldn't get the thoughts of his beautiful body out of my head. I kept imagining that his hands were still touching me. I barely remembered any of the turns that led me home. How in the hell am I gonna explain this? How can I walk in there and act like nothing has happened? How can I keep this to myself? 8220;Hey swee...
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Behind Closed Doors: Chapter 1 - The Way We Are.
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Sunday, August 2, 2009. Chapter 1 - The Way We Are. Disclaimer: I do not own anything Twilight related. Only the plot. The italics are Bella's actual thoughts. Thank God this day is over! These patients families have really worked my nerves today. It was finally seven o'clock and I was on my way home from a long twelve hour shift. My back and my feet were throbbing. I work as a nurse in the ICU for the local hospital here in East Point, Georgia. 8220;Hey baby. What's up? 8220;I love you too. See you ...
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Behind Closed Doors: Chapter 17- My Little Secret.
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Thursday, July 30, 2009. Chapter 17- My Little Secret. BGP- Why are we always meeting in hotels when you have a whole house to yourself? We have gotten to the point where we talk to each other every day for one reason or another. Sometimes, it's just to say 'hi' and other times it's to figure out if we can meet. EMGD- What are you talking about? I thought you liked the hotels? You know I'm not big on having guests at my house. I'm a guest now? EMGD- It would be easier but I always felt like hotels were n...
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Behind Closed Doors: Chapter 15- Unpredictable
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Sunday, August 2, 2009. 8220;Can I get my tab? 8221; I frustratedly asked the bartender. I pinched the bridge of my nose with one hand and pulled out my wallet with the other hand. Tonight had not gone the fucking way I wanted it to, at all. 8220;Here ya go. Let me know when you're ready to pay.” The bartender quickly said to me. It was seriously fucking with my head. Last night was a night I would never forget. She had to know that. How could she not know that? I was sacrificing my own wants and desires...
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Behind Closed Doors: Chapter 18- What's A Man To Do.
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Tuesday, July 28, 2009. Chapter 18- What's A Man To Do. Chapter 18- What's A Man To Do. What the fuck is touching my leg? Fucking Tanya. She's about to end this shit before it even gets started again. Ldquo;Tanya, how the fuck did you get in to my room? Rdquo; I yelled as I tore the covers from my body. She stood up looking completely shocked. Like she couldn't believe I had just fucking questioned her. I fucking said I would think about it! Ldquo;Are you gonna answer me Tanya? You know I do not go for t...
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Behind Closed Doors: Chapter 5- Dirty Dancing
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Sunday, August 2, 2009. Chapter 5- Dirty Dancing. We made our way on to the dance floor and I started swaying my hips to the beat. My heart felt like it was going to jump out of my chest. My pulse was racing. Thank God I had my back to him because I was certain my face was blood red. I'm gonna get in so much trouble for this. I hope Em isn't watching. What the fuck am I thinking? You cannot kiss him! Look away, just look away already! Why am I feeling this way? Damn it. Get it together! I smiled back and...
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Behind Closed Doors: Chapter 7- Hypothetically.
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Sunday, August 2, 2009. Rose, Alice and I still have our weekly Saturday lunches. At the most recent one we had some pretty interesting conversations. 8220;So Rose, did things get hot and heavy with Mr. Amazing last night? 8221; Alice asked Rose inquisitively. I had purposely avoided bringing him up. I didn't want to know anything about the date. Good or bad. 8220;Don't you think if things had gotten hot and heavy I would've told you by now? HmmMaybe that's good news for me! 8220;Honey, maybe he's just a...
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Behind Closed Doors: Chapter 10- VIP
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Sunday, August 2, 2009. Here I was, standing at the front door. Could I really do this? My head was completely spinning. I felt like I was going to vomit. I had one hand on the door knob and the other holding a small bag with a nice bra and panties set inside. My breathing was irregular. I kept looking towards the living room waiting on Em to wake up and catch me. He would definitely question where I was going with a change of under garments. I walked out the door and carefully shut the door behind me.
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Behind Closed Doors: Chapter 8- I Wish You Knew.
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Sunday, August 2, 2009. Chapter 8- I Wish You Knew. Note: The italics in Edward's chapters are flashbacks. 8220;Edward, you can't just up and leave your entire family like this. You are confused and grieving. Please don't leave. Let us all heal each other.” Aunt Amanda said to me. I knew she only wanted what was best for me but she had no idea of my true feelings. 8220;Sugar, what do you need to figure out? You know you are welcome to stay here if you don't want to stay in that house alone? I was interru...
