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The Bluebird's Song. How Donuts Saved My Life. October 18, 2013. Something crazy happened. A thing that I thought would never happen and would always be a struggle. And more than that, I know the exact moment, the exact place, the exact time that it happened. After an overnight shift. October 12, 2013. All the time. Every hour of every day since I was 11 years old. But not hating your job, just that alone opens so many doors in life outside of work. I’m drinkin’ dunkin. October 5, 2013. My Weight: A Prob...
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January | 2014 | The Bluebird's Song
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The Bluebird's Song. Archive for January, 2014. We’ll Start With Bathing & Eating. January 1, 2014. One of the things that people tend to marvel at, and the last little bit of pride I have to hold on to sometimes, is my strength. My ease with forgiveness, how quick I am to move past the bad things, sure as ever that around the next bend is where the good things happen. They tell me I’m gifted in that sense. That’s not forgiveness. Not really, I don’t think. So on the days when all I can do is shower and ...
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October | 2013 | The Bluebird's Song
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The Bluebird's Song. Archive for October, 2013. How Donuts Saved My Life. October 18, 2013. Something crazy happened. A thing that I thought would never happen and would always be a struggle. And more than that, I know the exact moment, the exact place, the exact time that it happened. After an overnight shift. October 12, 2013. All the time. Every hour of every day since I was 11 years old. But not hating your job, just that alone opens so many doors in life outside of work. October 5, 2013. I remember ...
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August | 2014 | The Bluebird's Song
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The Bluebird's Song. Archive for August, 2014. Rep-rep-rep-rep- oh forget it. August 18, 2014. I remember my younger self with a sense of envy – I walked around with my head a lot higher those days. I spoke my mind, I wore what I wanted to wear (over and over and over i.e. minnie mouse dress) and I really couldn’t have cared less about what anyone thought. I was just Caitlin with reckless abandon. 8220;Thank you for calling Marco’s Pizza, this-this-this is Caitlin”. 8220;I can’t waive that du- paus...
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July | 2013 | The Bluebird's Song
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The Bluebird's Song. Archive for July, 2013. Will Work For Hugs. July 29, 2013. I should have a lot to say. But I don’t have a lot that everyone can read. So it’s complicated. I am lonely and frustrated and exhausted. And I really just want someone to spend a couple of hours with me at my house so that I don’t have to sit here and stare at the walls until its an appropriate time to sleep. I’m emotionally bankrupt. I feel like I’m panhandling for attention. Please sir, just a hug? I only need a hug! And I...
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November | 2013 | The Bluebird's Song
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The Bluebird's Song. Archive for November, 2013. More Tea, Please. November 14, 2013. Got off of work at 5am. Snuggled with dogs until about 6. Realized I couldn’t sleep. Been drinking tea since 9am. I don’t want a boy right now,. I just want a companion in conversation. Someone else who sees the beauty in grace and forgiveness and second chances and blank slates. I want to talk to another individual about how much the world doesn’t make sense to me, and how much I love it. But girls don’t like me.
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June | 2013 | The Bluebird's Song
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The Bluebird's Song. Archive for June, 2013. June 24, 2013. We think that broken hearts shatter us and defeat us, but what I think is that it is just breaking down walls of ignorance, or lack of knowledge, pride, and ego. When the sledgehammer of despair comes crashing into your heart I think it is leaving room for more knowledge and understanding and decision making skills. It is growth and intelligence and puts that 20/20 hindsight to use. You don’t have to like it. But living like that benefits no one.
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September | 2013 | The Bluebird's Song
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The Bluebird's Song. Archive for September, 2013. September 22, 2013. Today I decided to take my mentally challenged dog to the dog park. It was quite the feat let me say. First I went earlier in the day with my less mentally challenged beast and when that was a roaring success and an hour well spent, I thought I’d give Juno a shot. So I leash her up and take her out there to fields and fields of tall grass and endless trails. She drug me for most of it. She went for the kill. He laughed and was very kin...
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July | 2014 | The Bluebird's Song
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The Bluebird's Song. Archive for July, 2014. July 21, 2014. Bring me to the sea. Give me a bungalow. Plant an orange tree in the backyard. To teach the little ones about reaping what you sow. And to always have fresh orange juice on hand. May the halls be filled with paws. Let there be tiny humans. Blog at WordPress.com. Follow “The Bluebird's Song”. Get every new post delivered to your Inbox. Build a website with WordPress.com.