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July 27, 2016. September 6, 2016. Maybe today is gonna be good. Maybe it will be fine. Maybe there’s a chance of things working out. It’s all a illusion, I know, but how can anyone resist. F I had tried harder maybe I could do better. Hope, even when it’s false, is still better somehow. This is how we could live in this depressing world anyway, holding on to hope that. Tomorrow would be better than today. On the other hand, if I had tried my hardest and failed, I would be. Today will be different. So for...
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May 2015 – chillikang
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May 30, 2015. September 6, 2016. Just something I feel I need to pen down:. May 24, 2015. September 6, 2016. Have you ever watched someone from afar and thinking how could any human being born imperfect be so flawless at the same time? I stood there and saw him smiling and laughing like a kid. He smiles that kind of smile that is so genuine as if his life was never incomplete and never broken. He is the living example of what happiness truly is and I’m so envious. 3,164 and counting. Come Back Home - Lauv.
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July 2015 – chillikang
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Could this be a blessing in disguise? July 30, 2015. November 29, 2015. A very short summary of what happened on Friday night: I crossed the road. Car hit me (my legs specifically). PAIN. Admitted to hospital. Fractured leg. Will I be able to run again? I kept on crying some more thinking about ‘what ifs’. What if I didn’t come here? What if I didn’t leave the house? What if I didn’t cross that road? Pain demands to be felt. I’m scared to death. After the operation, I was warded. I felt weak and tire...
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March 2015 – chillikang
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Love is a shout into the void. March 28, 2015. April 2, 2015. If you don’t already know, I really love The Fault in Our Stars (or any books by John Green for that matter). I particularly love how Augustus expresses his love. And this quote has been on my mind lately so I thought I would just share it. I’m so in love with words like these. Bandage don’t fix bullet holes. March 21, 2015. April 2, 2015. Late night emotional and slightly sorrowful post. Read on at your own risk. But I’d love to stay. I don&#...
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Emotional Dump – chillikang
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It’s always the words. It feels like I was giving you a chance to break my heart again every time, yet you always held a special place in my heart, and I always thought of you at the most random times and in the most random places and the thought of you always made me smile. One of the worst feelings in the world is when you’re looking at someone with so much passion and that person is standing there unaware of your existence, how can someone be so close yet so far? 8211; Rania Naim from. Everyone says l...
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chillikang – chillikang
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November 4, 2016. November 4, 2016. Mama wants me to be a dancer, I become an. Mama wants me to wear a dress, I wear. Mama wants me to stay safe, I look for. Mama wants me to settle down, I crave for wild. Mama wants me to have a good life, I just want to be. I think so. I wonder if she’s proud of all the decisions I made, because they are what make me,. And of all the things I choose to disobey her, I fear one thing the most. She wants me to meet a nice guy who will love me wholeheartedly. That’s ...
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I’m not the only one – chillikang
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Protected: I’m not the only one. Protected: I’m not the only one. July 21, 2015. September 6, 2016. This content is password protected. To view it please enter your password below:. Could this be a blessing in disguise? 3,164 and counting. Come Back Home - Lauv. Blog at WordPress.com. A 72 magnitude earthquake in the heart. Our minds are troubled by emptiness. An unfinished latte, a peony in half-bloom, a train between stations, an open-ended poem.
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August 2015 – chillikang
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August 26, 2015. October 1, 2015. When you’re leaving and I’m still trying to get used to you being not here. Keep walking, don’t look back. August 19, 2015. October 1, 2015. Mistakes. Bad decisions. Regrets. Disappointments. Defeats. They are awful, aren’t they? It makes you look like a failure. But hey, who doesn’t make mistakes? Forgive yourself and let go all of these negatives that you have held on for so long. Once you loosen that grip, you’ll find yourself breathing again. 3,164 and counting.