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A Memory in My Heart: March 2011
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A Memory in My Heart. There are too many babies lost for me to name. This place is for them. Monday, March 28, 2011. I'm taking clomid this month. I can't say if this will be our last effort, but it feels that way right now. We'll see what happens. Saturday, March 19, 2011. It doesn't matter what I've accomplished. What degrees I've achieved. My body has failed me. The joke is on me. As my birthday approaches, it's not something to celebrate. It's just a reminder of all I've lost. Saturday, March 12, 2011.
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A Memory in My Heart: June 2011
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A Memory in My Heart. There are too many babies lost for me to name. This place is for them. Wednesday, June 22, 2011. Getting on with Life. 160;Why not just stay the way things are? Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Maggie stillborn at 21 weeks. Isabella at 18 weeks. Sean at 9 weeks. Samantha at 8 weeks. Tristan at 7 weeks. Getting on with Life. Blogs I've been reading:. Everyone else but me. Thoughts from a Cloud. Empty Arms Western Massachusetts. The Happy Sad Mama.
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A Memory in My Heart: January 2011
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A Memory in My Heart. There are too many babies lost for me to name. This place is for them. Thursday, January 27, 2011. Confusion and a Question. Other confusing signs are I felt queasy for a good portion of yesterday but that might have been because I transported a patient who really stank - nasty stank, I almost gagged but managed to remain professional (I'm suppose to be an EMT.). I'd also mention that I'm weepy, but I'm pretty emotional as it is so big deal, right? Tuesday, January 25, 2011. So, it'...
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A Memory in My Heart: Urn
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A Memory in My Heart. There are too many babies lost for me to name. This place is for them. Monday, January 28, 2013. We picked out Maggie's urn. Today Her ashes should be ready soon so they'll be in her urn when we take her home. It was surreal, like picking out a toaster. I'm not really sure how to feel about it and the more I think about it the more I want to cry. It's not something I thought I would be doing, not now, not ever. Its not something you should have to do now, or ever. Hugs.
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A Memory in My Heart: Go Forward
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A Memory in My Heart. There are too many babies lost for me to name. This place is for them. Saturday, January 19, 2013. I made it through the week. I didn't go to school on Monday because Sunday night I was feeling very woozy and probably had some general anxiety on top of it. During the day on Monday I called my adviser just to touch base and she asked if maybe I should consider postponing school for a year. NO WAY! January 19, 2013 at 9:28 PM. January 22, 2013 at 3:24 PM. View my complete profile.
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A Memory in My Heart: January 2013
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A Memory in My Heart. There are too many babies lost for me to name. This place is for them. Thursday, January 31, 2013. A Good Night Gone Bad. And then she had to be reminded of our loss and it got even worse as she fell all over herself apologizing and not only swallowing her foot as well as her calf and knee as she dug herself deeper and deeper and the tears started to fall. It amazes me how quickly people forget. How callous people can be with their comments. I just want to curl in a ball and cry.
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A Memory in My Heart: February 2011
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A Memory in My Heart. There are too many babies lost for me to name. This place is for them. Sunday, February 27, 2011. It's been a while since I last posted. I've been working a lot lately which is great because I've been racking up the patient contact hours and I'm getting paid for it but some of the people I work with really get under my skin. Who knew the EMS field was so full of low lifes? So I was sad and cranky all day Friday with a significant number of crying spells. So professional, right?
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A Memory in My Heart: Key Chain
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A Memory in My Heart. There are too many babies lost for me to name. This place is for them. Thursday, February 28, 2013. I made this today at Petco:. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Maggie stillborn at 21 weeks. Isabella at 18 weeks. Sean at 9 weeks. Samantha at 8 weeks. Tristan at 7 weeks. Blogs I've been reading:. Everyone else but me. Thoughts from a Cloud. Empty Arms Western Massachusetts. The Sun'll Come Out Tomorrow (I Hope). The Happy Sad Mama. To Baby and Beyond.
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A Memory in My Heart: My Maggie, My Longed-for Child
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A Memory in My Heart. There are too many babies lost for me to name. This place is for them. Sunday, January 13, 2013. My Maggie, My Longed-for Child. Maggie was stillborn on Friday, January 11th at 11:08, 21 weeks. She weighed 4.1 oz and was 6.5" long. My heart is broken for you Shannon, and your perfect baby girl. 3 Maggie 3 Much love and hugs your way during this heartwrenching time. January 13, 2013 at 12:26 AM. January 13, 2013 at 11:39 AM. January 13, 2013 at 12:04 PM. January 13, 2013 at 6:28 PM.
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A Memory in My Heart: February 2013
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A Memory in My Heart. There are too many babies lost for me to name. This place is for them. Thursday, February 28, 2013. I made this today at Petco:. Monday, February 25, 2013. Later my boyfriend stopped by work to see me and I told him about it and started crying. It works out for everyone else. I wish I was still pregnant with Maggie. Thursday, February 7, 2013. My boyfriend and I picked up Maggie's urn and ashes today. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Maggie stillborn at 21 weeks.
