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the Unspoken: October 2005
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Monday, October 24, 2005. Should there be any boundary? Caution: this post is about feeling, relationship.If U are not in that mood, please skip ;). I live my life today, but then I realize that I am afraid of my past. Afraid that the same bad history will repeat itself. And I am sure, the pain will double this time around. I am so upfront and I couldn't think of the reason why I am. It's just a good feeling to have this kind of affection I have been longing for ages. Should there be any rules? But it's ...
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the Unspoken: June 2006
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006. Thurs-Fri. 22-23.06.06. I had my 21st Birthday last week. It was good. Those things that I have been anticipating for few weeks earlier did actually happened. My housemates, actually one of best housemates, DINA, planned the dinner at one of the Italian Restuarant at Melbourne Central. Called SOS. The meals were huge. And it was nice. I got presents.including one bracelet. I wish I could take care of it more than I have! The fact now is.I am Officially Old. Was/AM such a fool?
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the Unspoken: December 2005
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Wednesday, December 28, 2005. Currently in Medan, my home town. I've met my dad. I've missed Melbourne badly. Including all the people there. Feeling confused and idle in Medan. Can't really go anywhere, anytime with whoever I want to. Well, fortunately, I have my loved ones here. That helps. Read Irene's blog. Feeling a lil bit weird. When I go back to Melb, I won't have this beloved friend to go out with on Friday night no more, or have coffee time with Elina and Steph :(. Posted by June at 2:58 PM.
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the Unspoken: August 2005
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Wednesday, August 31, 2005. Another mundane day in Melbourne. My emotion has been challenged. Does anyone believe in the 'stop' move? That's what I have been facing lately. It's not a pleasant feeling though. I always tell myself, it's not me who ask at the first place. So they shouldn't have started, and if they do they can't just cut off whenever they want. That frustrates me indeed. Another unexpected thought. I wonder does anyone know what is the distinction between Like and Love, Lust and Crush?
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the Unspoken: April 2006
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Saturday, April 22, 2006. There are always questions. Where is the other half? Or maybe my other half? Why would I care when no one does? Enough is enough, but still.I can't let go Yet. Been waiting for something pointless, been disappointed. Trying hard to think positive, it's harder done than said. There is a girl. U think she has everything.but she doesn't. Is there any hope beyond the pain? Is there any excuse for misleading? Why can she be such a 'weak' person? Posted by June at 12:38 AM. Was good&#...
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the Unspoken: September 2005
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005. So near, yet so far. Today is a relax day. Did some work, research for my Communication Law Essay due Next Thurs and went to Gym for 2 hours :) Honestly, there's no one 'HOT' like what people would think I go to Gym for. Btw, I borrowed the dangerous sexy thriller. How can U justify your love to someone. By paying attention to every details U have ever had together? Or by enjoying the need to have each other every single day? Posted by June at 10:28 PM. Went to Melbourne Show...
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the Unspoken: February 2006
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Tuesday, February 28, 2006. Is love the most important thing in this world? Any kind of love will lead someone to suffer the pain of losing the loved one. U will feel sad when U are left out alone. And also, when he/she is not there anymore when U are so used with their existance in your life. Sadly, that what we need to live with in this world. I really want to tell someone "please GO if U are not staying! Posted by June at 10:24 PM. Sunday, February 26, 2006. Strawberries.pick them and eat them! Quick ...
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the Unspoken: November 2005
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Friday, November 25, 2005. One sentence is never enough. I stayed over Jen's house yesterday night. Met Jen's mum for the first time. She is not as what I have expected her to be, she is much more loving and such as an easy-going mum. This morning, she drove us all to the Cuckoo. I always want to ask "What am I to U? While I know the answer to that question. I don't want to be anyone's GF! Not asking for a relationship, though it might seem like it. But I don't! But deep inside my heart, I know I unconci...
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the Unspoken: March 2006
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Thursday, March 30, 2006. I know, there are people with worst scenarios. Therefore, I know I can pass this. Don't freak out.ok? Posted by June at 12:33 AM. Sunday, March 26, 2006. Is he/she the one? Have you ever come across this question in your life? Regardless of the condition you are in, whether you are 'going' into a relationship, or U are in a relationship.I guess, there will be a time you ask yourself, is he/she the one? And when this strikes you, what would U do? What I know is that, if everythin...
