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Alison's BLOG: June 2008
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Sunday, June 22, 2008. It is, I believe, part of our life's work to deal with the shadow as much as it is to dance in the sunshine. How can he not be here to share in the experiences that life has to offer? How am *I* the person that everyone feels sorry for now and calls or emails to let me know they are still thinking of me? I* want to be the person that does not, not be the person that is receiving those kind thoughts. I still feel as if this has happened to someone else and not my dear Al. And I tota...
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Alison's BLOG: April 2008
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Tuesday, April 22, 2008. My blog entry for APRIL! LOL okay I got excited about the possibility of a blog about a month ago and have I done anything since? I love you Al and my pledge for the next month is to blog more! Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. My blog entry for APRIL!
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Alison's BLOG: September 2008
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Thursday, September 4, 2008. Wake me up when September ends. Or should I say January? September of last year sucked and began the four months of hell that ended with Al's death in January. My therapist says I need to talk about how I FELT during that time. It was awful and I dont really want to relive it but yesterday I did talk quite a bit about it and cried and cried and cried with her. It did help so I hope that I can do that more and get all this out so I can move forward. Summer has come and passed.
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Alison's BLOG: My blog entry for MAY!!!
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Sunday, May 18, 2008. My blog entry for MAY! Okay my pledge to blog more did not come to fruition again. Just cant seem to get the motivation to do anything that I dont HAVE to do anymore. Maybe someday I will be better about blogging more often. Well my self-proclaimed hell week is finally over, whew! I got this beautiful gift yesterday in the mail from a mystery person. All it said was that they were thinking of me that day (our anniversary). It is a music box and brought me to tears.
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Alison's BLOG: May 2008
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Thursday, May 29, 2008. ANOTHER blog entry for May? WOW 2 in one month? What has gotten in to me? I have been encouraged by many counselors to journal and so I shall. I have been home for the past two days with Hayley because she came down with Hand Foot and Mouth disease. NO this isnt a disease for cattle (that's Hoof and Mouth thankyouverymuch) but it still just sounds dirty doesnt it? The weather here has just totally SUCKED for the past few months and I am just dying to go to the pool and swim. M...
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Alison's BLOG: March 2008
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Monday, March 17, 2008. Okay trying to add some pictures here. See how this goes! Alan and Hayley last summer. LOVE this picture. Al wanted this hottub for years and I finally caved and we got it in April. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Okay trying to add some pictures here. See how th.
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Alison's BLOG: July 2008
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Monday, July 14, 2008. Nice poem to share. And here are some pics from the golf tourney in Al's honor from this weekend:. You can shed tears that he is gone,. Or you can smile because he has lived. You can close your eyes and pray that he will come back,. Or you can open your eyes and see all that he has left. Your heart can be empty because you cant see him,. Or you can be full of the love you shared. You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,. You can remember him and only that he's gone,.
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Alison's BLOG: Now THIS made me laugh out loud today
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Monday, June 2, 2008. Now THIS made me laugh out loud today. And I totally needed a laugh today. Today just SUCKED to say the least. I need to find a newer more appropriate word for how things have been lately than suck. It jsut doesnt have the umph that I want and I hate to throw the F word in front of it just to make a point. Anyone with any good suggestions feel free to drop me a line. LOL I don't know, I use those words (sucks and blows) way too much. June 4, 2008 at 7:52 AM. June 4, 2008 at 8:08 PM.
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Alison's BLOG: Wake me up when September ends
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Thursday, September 4, 2008. Wake me up when September ends. Or should I say January? September of last year sucked and began the four months of hell that ended with Al's death in January. My therapist says I need to talk about how I FELT during that time. It was awful and I dont really want to relive it but yesterday I did talk quite a bit about it and cried and cried and cried with her. It did help so I hope that I can do that more and get all this out so I can move forward. Summer has come and passed.
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Alison's BLOG: ANOTHER blog entry for May?????
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Thursday, May 29, 2008. ANOTHER blog entry for May? WOW 2 in one month? What has gotten in to me? I have been encouraged by many counselors to journal and so I shall. I have been home for the past two days with Hayley because she came down with Hand Foot and Mouth disease. NO this isnt a disease for cattle (that's Hoof and Mouth thankyouverymuch) but it still just sounds dirty doesnt it? The weather here has just totally SUCKED for the past few months and I am just dying to go to the pool and swim. M...