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The Life and Times of a Black Barbie: Let's Have a Threesome!
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The Life and Times of a Black Barbie. April 9, 2015. Let's Have a Threesome! Do I keep things going with him or do I cut them off. I have feelings for him and I do love him, but his indecisiveness is just taking it's toll. I really don't know what I wanna do. I don't wanna lose him but I don't want to keep up with this back and forth that we have going. It's like do I hold on and see where things go or do I have this threesome which would be the chainsaw that cuts our ties for good? Lets Have a Threesome!
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The Life and Times of a Black Barbie: What's Wrong With The Way We Are?
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The Life and Times of a Black Barbie. August 13, 2015. What's Wrong With The Way We Are? Okay so I've been talking to Selfish for almost 2 years now and we are still in the same spot. Every time I try to talk about our situation he either 1) blows it off. 2) talks about it briefly and then it goes on unresolved until I bring it up again. I tell him all the time "if you don't see any potential in us or you don't see a future with me, let's cut this shit off now! And I ain't really trying to hear that shit.
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The Life and Times of a Black Barbie: April 2013
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The Life and Times of a Black Barbie. April 14, 2013. I know it has been a while since I informed you on my dull little life. work has really been kicking my azz and unfortunately I'm failing this semester in school *damn*. But anyway on to the point of this post. So it's been about 6months since I got the boot from my old job, but guess who has still managed to stay in the picture? I find myself wondering if he wasn't married would we ever be.but that is a question that will never get answered.
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The Life and Times of a Black Barbie: Confessions of a SIde Chick (continued)
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The Life and Times of a Black Barbie. March 12, 2015. Confessions of a SIde Chick (continued). Time passes and we have a bond closer than ever, we've even taken some trips out to see each other, but like always when I think things are good between us, something goes wrong. This go around.it was something I just wasn't expecting. I'll admit this particular incident still bothers me and it really makes me feel like I should've left a long time ago, but yet I'm still here. Don't lie to me! I try to walk awa...
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The Life and Times of a Black Barbie: October 2013
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The Life and Times of a Black Barbie. October 19, 2013. I know I have been gone for a minute and so much has happened to me and my unfortunate pathetic little life. I will say this though I've had alot (good and bad) going on. But any way let's get you guys caught up. SOOOOOOOOO the tension between me and my sister has finally boiled over, and it resulted in not just a very heated argument, but an actual ghetto rachet fist fight. and it all went down in front of my 2yr old! I instantly BLACK OUT and just...
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The Life and Times of a Black Barbie: I Had a Baby,, But He Never Knew.....
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The Life and Times of a Black Barbie. March 24, 2015. I Had a Baby, But He Never Knew. Shortly after I found out about the baby (see previous post) I found out that I would be having one of my own. In the normal fashion most women would call the "father -to -be" and let him know what the deal was. In my case, I didn't. I sat there looking at the test thinking "what am I gonna do? How am I gonna tell him I'M pregnant and he's already freaking out about this kid he just told me about? Will he embrace us?
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The Life and Times of a Black Barbie: Drunken Rapist
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The Life and Times of a Black Barbie. June 22, 2015. The above is basically what I turned into with one of my co-workers. We went to a social event and then decided to go out to a bar afterwards. By the time we had got to the bar I was already drunk (I had had about 8-10) glasses of wine, then turned around and started drinking at the bar. I propositioned and molested him several times before he gave in. Sorry about the language, but it's the truth). The more I pleased him, the more I wanted it. Next...
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The Life and Times of a Black Barbie: June 2015
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The Life and Times of a Black Barbie. June 22, 2015. The above is basically what I turned into with one of my co-workers. We went to a social event and then decided to go out to a bar afterwards. By the time we had got to the bar I was already drunk (I had had about 8-10) glasses of wine, then turned around and started drinking at the bar. I propositioned and molested him several times before he gave in. Sorry about the language, but it's the truth). The more I pleased him, the more I wanted it. Next...
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The Life and Times of a Black Barbie: Emotional Wreck!
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The Life and Times of a Black Barbie. June 3, 2015. Where do I start? Where do I begin? I'm just so freaking hurt and confused I don't know what to do. How is it that I love and care about someone so much and they hurt me so bad and yet we keep coming back for more? Then on the other hand there's another guy who is very sweet and IN LOVE with me, but there is nothing there when it comes to him. I mean I like him and I enjoy our conversation and not too mention he feeds me (I know.shallow, right? I think ...