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Amelia's Search for Wonderland: Running To Stand Still
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Amelia's Search for Wonderland. Random thoughts seeking order in chaos. Monday, April 25, 2011. Running To Stand Still. I’m having a rough day today, but it’s not so much about me. Some very dear friends could have died the other night and the story behind that is mortifying (because of my nightmares and my photographic memory, I have a hard time not visualizing the details). People are often annoyed by my ability to “always look on the bright side of life”. Monty Python, if you’re wondering). Since I ex...
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Amelia's Search for Wonderland: DREAMS
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Amelia's Search for Wonderland. Random thoughts seeking order in chaos. The reason I made this page is because I want to respond to a post by Skinny Vegan but I don't want to scare people off with a post the size of War and Peace. I made a quick post about it so please feel free to leave replies to this page on that post. Her post is amazing and I had to break it down so that I could make comments and ask questions for different posts. So here it is, and I have no idea if it will make sense:. This happen...
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Amelia's Search for Wonderland: SCREW IT! I'M READING THEM NOW! Maybe...HELP!!!
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Amelia's Search for Wonderland. Random thoughts seeking order in chaos. Friday, April 29, 2011. I'M READING THEM NOW! Seriously, folks. I can't fucking stand this one more minute. Why am I feeling so guilty about this girl? If anything, I've been honest and very sincere. I shouldn't be afraid of the emails. What could happen, right? I should just read the emails now, right? Why do I feel so obligated to be her friend? Am I not allowed to feel a bit overwhelmed? What the fuck is wrong with me? If I call h...
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Amelia's Search for Wonderland: Courage
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Amelia's Search for Wonderland. Random thoughts seeking order in chaos. Friday, April 22, 2011. I really need to go to bed but I clicked on a blog and listened to a song. While reading the lyrics and it just fucking got to me. I have to keep this short because-. 1-I want to watch Smallville (I am a fan, longterm, forever. Yep. Fucking love Smallville I can school most nerds in Smallville trivia.). 2- I got a hot dress and a hot date tomorrow and I want to feel well rested. She said it when I last saw her.
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Amelia's Search for Wonderland: Strange Dreams, Anyone?
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Amelia's Search for Wonderland. Random thoughts seeking order in chaos. Tuesday, April 19, 2011. Strange Dreams, Anyone? Asked me to expand more on my comment about being a lucid dreamer. If I try to explain everything. I think is important, it will take too long so I thought I’d post an actual dream I recorded two years ago. First, I few quick FAQ about my dreaming experiences:. Since I was a toddler, I’ve talked about my dreams. I remember dreams every night, usually several. In fact, the key to lucid ...
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Amelia's Search for Wonderland: What You're Feeling is Premature Enlightenment
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Amelia's Search for Wonderland. Random thoughts seeking order in chaos. Wednesday, April 6, 2011. What You're Feeling is Premature Enlightenment. This is one of my favorite scenes from one of my favorite movies, Fight Club. Some may see destruction and despair in this clip, but I see it as an uplifting and positive metaphor, offering important life lessons:. Stay with the pain, don't shut it out. Without pain, without sacrifice, we would have nothing. This is not the worst thing that could happen. That's...
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Amelia's Search for Wonderland: Amelia, Stop Trying to Be So Fucking Perfect
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Amelia's Search for Wonderland. Random thoughts seeking order in chaos. Thursday, April 14, 2011. Amelia, Stop Trying to Be So Fucking Perfect. Want to make a habit out of posting regularly. But one of my obsessive perfectionist traits. Stems from the educational system of my generation. For those of you in your 30’s or older, you might know exactly what I’m talking about. I’m not excluding nor am I making a jab at those that are younger as this is not a statement of judgment or superiority. In the class...
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Amelia's Search for Wonderland: Need Advice for the Socially Challenged (me)
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Amelia's Search for Wonderland. Random thoughts seeking order in chaos. Friday, April 29, 2011. Need Advice for the Socially Challenged (me). This is long and I'm sorry. I want to get back to posting but my brain is consumed with something. Maybe someone out there will have some advice. If not, no worries. At least I'm getting it off my chest, right? I can’t fucking take this and I need some advice. Last fall I met this girl and we hit it off, but she lives about an hour or more away from me. After that ...
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Amelia's Search for Wonderland: Great Article on Sleep Paralysis
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Amelia's Search for Wonderland. Random thoughts seeking order in chaos. Monday, April 25, 2011. Great Article on Sleep Paralysis. The Lucid Dreaming Cafe. Great site, if anyone is interested. The article I'm talking about is Scared Stiff-Sleep Paralysis, In Interview with Jorge Conesa, PhD. Check it out, if you're into it. April 25, 2011 at 9:05 PM. Ill get reading :). April 26, 2011 at 3:35 PM. Its really creepy. 3. Thanks for the comments on my blog, Ive been creeping yours, and I love it. Double-Dared...
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Amelia's Search for Wonderland: That's Where the Lizard Lives!
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Amelia's Search for Wonderland. Random thoughts seeking order in chaos. Friday, April 29, 2011. That's Where the Lizard Lives! To all who commented and to all who read the last two (. I felt weak and once again, you guys helped me to grow a pair. It’s nice to meet you and I appreciate your comment. It was short and to the point and it helped more than you know. Just been busy. I’m feeling great inspiration and strength from this and I’m loving this creative energy I feel. What can I say? I look forward t...
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