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Confessions: Wow

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I am the little girl next door.So sweet and innocent, with the devil sitting on my shoulder. Many of you know me.I am one of you. Monday, July 9, 2007. Friday night I headed back to Visalia again. We are going to go out and see Mr. Rude (band). He was acting stupid again. The other guy was there and looking very good. It is hard not to think about him, because we have so much in common and I am SOOO attracted to him. We had a fantastic evening together. So now A and I can see where things take us. I hope...

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Confessions: New Start

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I am the little girl next door.So sweet and innocent, with the devil sitting on my shoulder. Many of you know me.I am one of you. Wednesday, June 20, 2007. So I packed up my vehicle and moved to Kansas. I got there and everything was wonderful.almost. The sex was fantastic. Except I wore him out. There were times, he would say enough, no more. Communication was good, we fit together well. He was stressed out, but really happy about the baby. Just so we didn't have to argue. I was spending hours on the co...

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Confessions: Shamed...Not Really

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I am the little girl next door.So sweet and innocent, with the devil sitting on my shoulder. Many of you know me.I am one of you. Saturday, June 23, 2007. Shouldn't I feel ashamed? Should I feel like I use and control and that I am a horrible person? Why is it that I do not feel ashamed? Has my conscious gone away? Or have I just ridden over it so many times I can no longer hear it. I can bring a man to his knees with my body and my mouth, I am desirable, I know what a man wants and give it. I too know h...

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Confessions: July 2007

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I am the little girl next door.So sweet and innocent, with the devil sitting on my shoulder. Many of you know me.I am one of you. Monday, July 9, 2007. Friday night I headed back to Visalia again. We are going to go out and see Mr. Rude (band). He was acting stupid again. The other guy was there and looking very good. It is hard not to think about him, because we have so much in common and I am SOOO attracted to him. We had a fantastic evening together. So now A and I can see where things take us. I was ...

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Confessions: *Sigh*

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I am the little girl next door.So sweet and innocent, with the devil sitting on my shoulder. Many of you know me.I am one of you. Thursday, July 5, 2007. Last night I was able to sneak away from home and go visit my "friend". Went there for a 4th party. There were a small group of us, there was plenty of alcohol, and plenty of skin showing all around. Whereas I have ZERO in common with the other guy.he is just someone that I can fuck. The inside of me. Way to leave me in suspense. What did you do?

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Confessions: June 2007

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I am the little girl next door.So sweet and innocent, with the devil sitting on my shoulder. Many of you know me.I am one of you. Saturday, June 23, 2007. Shouldn't I feel ashamed? Should I feel like I use and control and that I am a horrible person? Why is it that I do not feel ashamed? Has my conscious gone away? Or have I just ridden over it so many times I can no longer hear it. I can bring a man to his knees with my body and my mouth, I am desirable, I know what a man wants and give it. This was a y...

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Confessions: To Answer Your Question

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I am the little girl next door.So sweet and innocent, with the devil sitting on my shoulder. Many of you know me.I am one of you. Thursday, June 21, 2007. To Answer Your Question. You asked about my current situation. I currently reside in Fresno.back with the same young man I had left before going to Kansas. It is very convoluted. I don't want to be where I am and I am very unhappy. I actually just told him the other night that I don't love him in the manner that I should. The inside of me. After I brok...

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Confessions: Sexy

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I am the little girl next door.So sweet and innocent, with the devil sitting on my shoulder. Many of you know me.I am one of you. Tuesday, July 3, 2007. I need a real man to take me. I want to be romanticized.touched, teased, pleased. I desperately need to find a release, but not just once. I want one man to be there for me.over and over again. There is a way that a man can kiss a woman. I have been kissed that way by one man in my life and I want that again and don't want to settle ever again.

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Confessions: Long Lost Friend

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I am the little girl next door.So sweet and innocent, with the devil sitting on my shoulder. Many of you know me.I am one of you. Thursday, June 21, 2007. I was thrilled when this young man found me. This was a young man (Len) that I had thought about for the last 12 years, wondering what happened. How he was? Was he even alive? I remember vividly our last evening together. We were really, really good friends. We had driven to White City to watch a movie.Don't remember what movie. I thought about leaving...