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Hole in the Head: I Dream (Revised Dreams) of Jeanie
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Hole in the Head. Feeling screwed up at a screwed up time, in a screwed up place does not make you necessarily screwed up, if you catch my drift." Pump up the Volume. Friday, January 05, 2007. I Dream (Revised Dreams) of Jeanie. I have been overweight for most of my life. About a year and a half ago however I managed to lose 80 lbs. (everybody: YEAH! PS Anyone that may have found my over use of parentheses in this post annoying I assure you that it is much worse when talking to me. When I am in a goo...
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Hole in the Head: Bullies Suck
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Hole in the Head. Feeling screwed up at a screwed up time, in a screwed up place does not make you necessarily screwed up, if you catch my drift." Pump up the Volume. Thursday, January 18, 2007. Sometimes I really hate kids. Of course I don't mean my children I mean other people's kids. They call him "gay" and a cry baby. They make fun of him because he lives in an apartment and claim that he is poor (oh how well I remember childhood when being called poor was one of the worst insults). There are times t...
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Hole in the Head: October 2006
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Hole in the Head. Feeling screwed up at a screwed up time, in a screwed up place does not make you necessarily screwed up, if you catch my drift." Pump up the Volume. Tuesday, October 31, 2006. When I was about sixteen my father told me that he had once been asked by one of my psychiatrists if I had ever been sexually molested. My father told me that he hesitated for a moment before telling them honestly that he didn't know, all he knew for sure was that he hadn't touched me. One morning, only a few days...
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Hole in the Head: Visit from a crackhead
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Hole in the Head. Feeling screwed up at a screwed up time, in a screwed up place does not make you necessarily screwed up, if you catch my drift." Pump up the Volume. Friday, August 18, 2006. Visit from a crackhead. When I told my son thatI was going to be picking up his aunt for a visit, his initial exclamation of excitement was almost immediately followed by a question. "Why do you look so sad? Aren't you glad that she is coming over? Why wasn't I invited? Amy knows where to find me.". When she did her...
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Hole in the Head: Just a Rough Taste
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Hole in the Head. Feeling screwed up at a screwed up time, in a screwed up place does not make you necessarily screwed up, if you catch my drift." Pump up the Volume. Sunday, February 04, 2007. Just a Rough Taste. It's late, why don't you try to go back to sleep now." Strangely enough I was struck by how she managed to invoke both a condescending concern and a no-nonsense authority in just those few words. She quickly whispered that it was after midnight, go back to sleep and patted my hand briskly as sh...
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Hole in the Head: I Love You Too
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Hole in the Head. Feeling screwed up at a screwed up time, in a screwed up place does not make you necessarily screwed up, if you catch my drift." Pump up the Volume. Sunday, January 28, 2007. I Love You Too. All weekend my son has been begging me to play one of his new video games with him. I kept putting him off because I was kind of tired, and really just didn't feel like learning how to play a new video game. Why do I keep forgetting how much fun it is to spend time with him? I can't believe that I h...
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Hole in the Head: November 2006
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Hole in the Head. Feeling screwed up at a screwed up time, in a screwed up place does not make you necessarily screwed up, if you catch my drift." Pump up the Volume. Tuesday, November 21, 2006. They cancelled the OJ interview and book. I am happy about this.really. I am trying to think along the lines of "Lead Me Not into Temptation.". Http:/ tv.msn.com/tv/article.aspx? I think happiness is a comfortable chair. Tuesday, November 14, 2006. If" I Did It. OJ Simpson is publishing a book! I'm actually debat...
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Hole in the Head: Obsession, Phones and A-1 Sauce
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Hole in the Head. Feeling screwed up at a screwed up time, in a screwed up place does not make you necessarily screwed up, if you catch my drift." Pump up the Volume. Wednesday, February 28, 2007. Obsession, Phones and A-1 Sauce. I hadn't realized that it had been so long since I had not only blogged but even read anyone else's until today. The problem is that my obsession for blogging has taken a bit of a backseat to my new obsession of making jewelry. Now I am going to end this here, try to find my hap...
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Hole in the Head: September 2006
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Hole in the Head. Feeling screwed up at a screwed up time, in a screwed up place does not make you necessarily screwed up, if you catch my drift." Pump up the Volume. Friday, September 29, 2006. Better to Have Loved and Lost. We have all heard the expression "It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all," but how many of us believe it? Maybe sanity isn't a matter of how we deal with life's tragedys, but in how we deal with being happy. I worried when I got married two years ago tha...
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Hole in the Head: July 2006
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Hole in the Head. Feeling screwed up at a screwed up time, in a screwed up place does not make you necessarily screwed up, if you catch my drift." Pump up the Volume. Saturday, July 08, 2006. Living on Borrowed Karma. Would I be happier just knowing that I didn't have to worry about her (or at least not as much) as I did before? Of course I would be thrilled, both for her and for myself. So did my loved ones deserve to have me be so unhappy for so long? Or do they deserve my happiness even more than I do?
