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Finding the Grey...Finding Myself: Who wouldn't love a face like this...
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November 10, 2011. Who wouldn't love a face like this. 8216;Picture yourself as a little girl…How would you treat that little girl? Would you starve her? How many times have I heard therapists ask me that question? Too many. Far far too many. I know how that scenario is supposed to play out. 8216;I would never starve that little girl - She didn’t do anything wrong – she deserves better.’. And then the therapist says something sickeningly sweet about how I. 8216;Little Amber’. Me I’m that person. The term...
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Finding the Grey...Finding Myself: August 2011
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August 30, 2011. Stuck In. A. Rut. So it’s been a while since I’ve posted. How’s that for stating the obvious? As a whole, I’m just not finding any fulfillment in what I’m doing and the longer I sit in that spot the farther away I feel from my dreams, and the more my motivation plummets. I used to be full of fire. I thought I could do anything. But that fire has been squashed (can you squash fire? Over and over again in the past few years and I’m really having a hard time getting it going again. The neve...
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Finding the Grey...Finding Myself: Identity Crisis
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November 04, 2011. Identity…Who Am I? Does anyone ever really know the answer to that question? I’ve spent so many painful years working on recovery and still I find myself dragging my heels – holding on with all my might to the very thing that has taken everything from me. Why? I’ve matured…I have better insight now…I want more. So why the hell do I hold on? Identity. I have no idea who I am without my eating disorder. Is that ‘legal’? Am I not a ‘real’ vegan? WHY THE HELL DO I CARE? The not fitting in,...
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It's Just That It's Delicate: September 2011
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It's Just That It's Delicate. The Story So Far. Wednesday, 28 September 2011. I only had 3 hours sleep last night, so this might not be coherent. Wednesday, 21 September 2011. Recovery isn't easy but it does have steps, 1) Weight Restoration, 2) Triggers, 3) Alternative Coping Mechanisms etc etc and I'm just wondering where do I start to start enjoying life and not feeling hopelessly downtrodden? Am I meant to know if I don't? Monday, 19 September 2011. This is just a wobble, you'll get through it".
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It's Party Time.: January 2012
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I blog about random things on random days, yes I am a Leo. Follow me my people. View my complete profile. Mid Week Distraction Vol. 1. Email Campaigns - Do they really work? ONE WEEK IN THE FIELD FOR MY BABY. Tuesday, January 31, 2012. My monday afternoon was superb. Tuesday, January 24, 2012. This should be an Olympic sport as well. Sunday, January 22, 2012. My clothes hate me. No really, this is the third article of clothing that has ripped. Saturday, January 21, 2012. And devoured a cupcake.
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It's Party Time.: friends4lyfe post #1
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I blog about random things on random days, yes I am a Leo. Follow me my people. View my complete profile. Mid Week Distraction Vol. 1. Email Campaigns - Do they really work? ONE WEEK IN THE FIELD FOR MY BABY. Monday, June 24, 2013. Random facts about Ciara:. 1 She doesn't have her license.essentially I am her chauffeur. 2 She is 4'11, but don't remind her. 3 She dresses cuter than anyone in this world. 5 She has an attitude.of LOVE AND KINDNESS. You know mama loves you, Ci. Listen to me roar.
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It's Party Time.: friends4lyfe #2
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I blog about random things on random days, yes I am a Leo. Follow me my people. View my complete profile. Mid Week Distraction Vol. 1. Email Campaigns - Do they really work? ONE WEEK IN THE FIELD FOR MY BABY. Tuesday, June 25, 2013. This is Nikki and she is the sweetest person on this earth. I met her back in January through my friend Sam and connected with her immediately. She became my Costa Vida partner, my therapist, my spiritual confidant, etc. The list goes on and on. Five random facts about Nikki:.
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Finding the Grey...Finding Myself: October 2011
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October 17, 2011. I don’t know how to begin this post, so I’ll just start off by saying – many of my friends are in same-sex relationships. I’m all for gay marriage and support equality. My take has always been that it’s not my personal preference, but who am I to say what’s right for anyone else. If two people are in love why does it matter what sex they are? It’s not my personal preference. No, I’m not coming out of the closet or anything. But I wonder sometimes, what. 8216;their person’. THE CREATION ...
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Finding the Grey...Finding Myself: Mall Madness...And Mourning What Once Was
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November 20, 2011. Mall Madness.And Mourning What Once Was. I went to the mall today. Let me clarify – I. Go to work (It’s not really my first priority when I roll out of bed at 3am). But.I was feeling particularly lazy today. Crap I decide to suck it up and kill a little time by roaming the mall. It to be, from where I. I’d be at 33…oh so different. I want what I once had. And I feel guilty for that. Is it wrong to want to have extra money for material things? My Banana back. I. Sometimes I think I need...
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It's Just That It's Delicate: July 2011
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It's Just That It's Delicate. The Story So Far. Wednesday, 27 July 2011. Tuesday, 19 July 2011. It's all a bit bluergh right now. Things with my boyfriend are strained (again) and its really affecting my mood, I had considered self harming again and I know, I know, I KNOW its because I'm hiding away from confrontation or resolving the issue but I just don't feel ready to leave yet. I want to talk to him but he's really unpredictable and I'm scared of what he might say. Friday, 15 July 2011. I had a good ...