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Confessions (HS): December 2005
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Friday, December 23, 2005. Christmas, I Think I Found You. Other than my manager's ephiphany at work, this is the best thing I've heard all month from our friend V the K. I hope he doesn't mind me sharing, but food for thought this good has to be shared:. Will this be enough? Will they appreciate these gifts? It occurred to me to wonder whether Heavenly Father might have thought similar things when he sent his gift, His Son, to Earth. "Can I afford this? Will they appreciate this gift? I think I found you.
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Confessions (HS): August 2005
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005. And The Hero Will Drown. It's been said before. But now it's offical. If I can't destroy this thing, then I pray to God right now to take my life. If I can't be strong enough to just snap out of it, and I'm too weak to overcome even the simplest trial and temptation.then God Almighty, take my life away! As an act of mercy, take me from this world that I am no longer a threat and danger to others! I cannot do anything at all. So I am trusting you to either destroy me. Yet I got t...
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Confessions (HS): October 2005
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Friday, October 28, 2005. Get Back in the Circle. My relationship with the Heavens lately hasn’t really been as good as it should be. I feel like even though I’ve come to a strong resolve each time I still decide to submit to the darkness. And each time is an I’m so sorry , and I’m more than positive that Heavenly Father is getting weary of hearing that. The soldiers who crucified the Savior? What if one of them knew exactly what he was doing? WellI do.I do. I wish I was. He continued about the teacher l...
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Blue and Yellow: July 2005
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A teenager just can't learn how to grow up in the ruined world he lives in. So how does he cope? He doesn't. He knows that he and the world don't go together. But he's okay with that.beacause at least he knows where he's going. Tuesday, July 19, 2005. Dodging Glances On The Street". Found this archived draft from the 17th of July. Anyway, I was kinda lost in my own world and this booth asked me for more breadsticks. So I was on my way back to the kitchen when I almost ran into someone. My legs were shaki...
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Blue and Yellow: November 2005
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A teenager just can't learn how to grow up in the ruined world he lives in. So how does he cope? He doesn't. He knows that he and the world don't go together. But he's okay with that.beacause at least he knows where he's going. Wednesday, November 30, 2005. At the end of every season, I give it a theme or a title or a name. I know that probably sounds really weird, but hey- I don't care. The fall of 2005 I have dubbed "Where Angels Fall". And why have we fallen down here where hell and the powers of dark...
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Blue and Yellow: September 2005
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A teenager just can't learn how to grow up in the ruined world he lives in. So how does he cope? He doesn't. He knows that he and the world don't go together. But he's okay with that.beacause at least he knows where he's going. Thursday, September 22, 2005. So, we all know about the horrible, natural disasters that have been happening lately. Hurricanes in the East Coast, an earthquake in Iran, raging storms and firesit’s a nightmare. In Provo, 50 miles away from the quake's epicenter, thousands of BYU s...
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Blue and Yellow: April 2005
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A teenager just can't learn how to grow up in the ruined world he lives in. So how does he cope? He doesn't. He knows that he and the world don't go together. But he's okay with that.beacause at least he knows where he's going. Thursday, April 28, 2005. I can't believe that it's already Thursday. I mean, just yesterday it was Sunday. So I'm here, with not much to say. I do some pretty stupid things when I'm impatient. But I'm not sure what I'm impatient about. Posted by Alexander at 8:51 PM. PS I don’t u...
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Confessions (HS): June 2005
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Monday, June 27, 2005. Given how complicated my life's gotten lately, I've been feeling so overwhelmed with soap opera after soap opera. Then yesterday I had to go home-teaching (where you visit families in your church's area boundaries) and I taught a lesson from this month's church magazine Ensign. So how can you even cope? We all know the answer to that one trust in the Lord. But why put your faith and hope in a man who walked the earth over 2,000 years ago? Posted by Alexander at 1:07 PM. That evenin...
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Confessions (HS): July 2005
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Saturday, July 23, 2005. I followed my heart to the memories that lie on the other side of it.and I guess I can say that I found what I was looking for all along. I lost myself (see "Poet in Wicker Park", that post is so old but I still remember how hopeless I felt when I read that bewildered cry), and by losing myself I found my memories. In a later post I will confess of these things. I know that while my past is dark, it can be a powerful testimony of the light. And that's where it will always belong.
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Confessions (HS): May 2005
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Thursday, May 19, 2005. Yesterday, my church youth group went on a hike in a bowl valley that’s just under Mount Timpanogos. I received a couple of revelations that I would like to share. When we headed back to eat a snack in the park after the hike, I was standing with Dan on a bridge. He had been remarking (with shock and surprise, I might add) that the river’s level was a lot higher than he had previously predicted. This would not be the first time that I receive a prompting from the Holy Ghost that t...
