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A Hope Filled Life: June 2011
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A Hope Filled Life. Searching for Hopefulness Through the Pain of Depression. Thursday, June 30, 2011. If ignorance breeds fear, then knowledge gives way to optimism. Optimism is my new buzz word, along with some of my favorites; hope, positive thinking, meditation and recovery. Although my blog has had some pretty dark posts, and will again I'm certain, I am an optimistic person by nature. I genuinely want to get better and leave behind the heaviness, pessimism and hopelessness of depression. This expla...
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A Hope Filled Life: May 2011
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A Hope Filled Life. Searching for Hopefulness Through the Pain of Depression. Tuesday, May 31, 2011. Utter and complete agony. That is life with depression. Depression leads to isolation, which leads to agonizing loneliness, that creates a feeling of low self esteem that leads to isolation. Vicious circle. You can see how this is so destructive and leads to disconnectedness. When these feelings first began taking hold of me I told nobody. I couldn't even tell my partner because of fears I would b...Two w...
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Open Fields: So...
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A journey into my life: ranting, love, loss dreams and the search for the meaning of me. Friday, October 13, 2006. I will try to post fairly regularly. I'm glad to see you guys are reading :-). I still don't think it's going to work out with him but.only time will tell and I'm keeping my options open. Posted by Openfields @ 3:16 PM. Florida, United States. View my complete profile. An Im alive post. No need for a search crew Jane - Im here :-). I did find a new tryst. The tryst is over. Took a little trip.
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Open Fields: May 2005
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A journey into my life: ranting, love, loss dreams and the search for the meaning of me. Sunday, May 29, 2005. The Evil Ice Cream stand. Went for a nice bike-ride yesterday with the husband. We started at home and road to see my mom (at the cemetery) and then circled back. I didn't believe him so I proceeded to peddle away from the stand. Then out of nowhere the force got ahold of me and I thought - is he behind me or was he serious because ice-cream sounds tasty! I did chest, shoulders and back. Che...
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Open Fields: Hey all ...
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A journey into my life: ranting, love, loss dreams and the search for the meaning of me. Sunday, April 08, 2007. I'm not being very good about keeping this up but, I still want to stay in touch with everyone sooooo . check out my MySpace (which I'm on religiously since having moved) and add me as a friend. It's: http:/ www.myspace.com/crashcrazylaughter. Some of you, I may have already emailed thanks to maggs slipping me a note a while back :-). Posted by Openfields @ 8:13 PM. Florida, United States.
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Open Fields: March 2005
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A journey into my life: ranting, love, loss dreams and the search for the meaning of me. Sunday, March 27, 2005. Well, it's official - I lost 2 pounds this week. Can't get any better than that. Although, I'm sure sitting here typing and drinking a Coors Light isn't exactly going to help matters. Tomorrow starts another week of am workouts - Monday - Friday. And, tomorrow is my first meeting with my new client. I have all the forms all set save for a few I need to make copies of. Friday, March 25, 2005.
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Open Fields: I'm back ...
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A journey into my life: ranting, love, loss dreams and the search for the meaning of me. Sunday, May 27, 2007. At least temporarily. I've been using MySpace so much lately and with the move and all haven't been on here much. I'm getting to the point though where I need to blog-away and it's far too personal for MySpace . Posted by Openfields @ 9:30 PM. Florida, United States. View my complete profile. Kso I am alive. An Im alive post. No need for a search crew Jane - Im here :-). I did find a new tryst.
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Open Fields: Ugh ....
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A journey into my life: ranting, love, loss dreams and the search for the meaning of me. Tuesday, October 10, 2006. I know nobody's reading this . I'm just writing it for myself at this point. I've been so mia for so long . I apologize to those that might stop by. Who wants to eat when they're not hungry? My "friend" Nigel doesn't comprehend this . Today I had one of those new french toast thingamabobbers at Dunkin Donuts and a PB and J sandwich . now I'm having some wine . The saying "Life is what you m...
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A Hope Filled Life: September 2011
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A Hope Filled Life. Searching for Hopefulness Through the Pain of Depression. Monday, September 26, 2011. The only thing worse than dealing with grief and depression is dealing with grief and depression with a ferocious head cold. I woke Saturday morning with a raging sore throat, blocked ears and stuffed sinuses. It is difficult because when you are sick sleep and rest are the best things to get you back on your feet. Unfortunately, sleep and rest bring with them their own set of problems. Luckily work ...
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