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Why, What Were You Thinking?: May 2011
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Why, What Were You Thinking? Let's put our cards on the table. Wednesday, May 4, 2011. Guinness Is Calling You. There was not a space for you before you arrived here at birth. You broke your way through. There was some flesh and some desire, and then there was you, and you could not be stopped. This: (Life:) Is not what I thought it was. I do not know what I thought it was. I had an empty head and I died to defend that emptiness. Your desire is your advice. So now, grappling hooks and shoes don't mean sh...
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Why, What Were You Thinking?: July 2010
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Why, What Were You Thinking? Let's put our cards on the table. Sunday, July 18, 2010. Life Came Upon Me All At Once. I’ve been feeling like I’m going to die tomorrow. Like there are goodbyes that I need to say, and that every sadness and regret I’ve been able to absorb and excrete has somehow found its way back to the front of my mind, at least everything that was painful enough to register, hard, in the first place. Lila, who just got married, will be having babies soon. It came upon me all at once toda...
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Why, What Were You Thinking?: Guinness Is Calling You
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Why, What Were You Thinking? Let's put our cards on the table. Wednesday, May 4, 2011. Guinness Is Calling You. There was not a space for you before you arrived here at birth. You broke your way through. There was some flesh and some desire, and then there was you, and you could not be stopped. This: (Life:) Is not what I thought it was. I do not know what I thought it was. I had an empty head and I died to defend that emptiness. Your desire is your advice. So now, grappling hooks and shoes don't mean sh...
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Why, What Were You Thinking?: Go Forth
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Why, What Were You Thinking? Let's put our cards on the table. Friday, December 10, 2010. 1 "From the moment I fell down that rabbit hole I've been told who I must be. I've been shrunk, stretched, scratched, and stuffed into a teapot. I've been accused of being Alice and of not being Alice but this is MY dream and I'LL decide where it goes from here.". If you diverge from the path - ". I MAKE the path.". 2 "Have I gone mad? Something very exciting inspired me today at work. Why are we here? For so long -...
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Why, What Were You Thinking?: January 2010
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Why, What Were You Thinking? Let's put our cards on the table. Saturday, January 30, 2010. I prayed for clarity, and this is what arrives. Panic. Regret. Alarm. Sadness. Despair. And a raw, uncooked, unaided climb up the mountain face to try to reach the summit. The summit of what? What is there a top of? It never ends, until it ends. Tidal waves don't beg forgiveness.". Thursday, January 28, 2010. The door didn't give, initially. This is what I've come to expect, on instinct. This is what I was spared.
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Why, What Were You Thinking?: November 2010
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Why, What Were You Thinking? Let's put our cards on the table. Monday, November 29, 2010. 1 If you look for it, you're going to find it. Even if it's not there. 2 I have a hard time setting books on the floor. 4 If you bring it up, they'll follow it up. We're all the leader in every given circumstance. Why? 6 Playboy Philosopher Bunny. Not King. 8 It's a tough thing, realizing you're Ray Porter, when you're so used to being the Mirabelle. 9 Walking in Faith, not in sight. Because it permits all things to...
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Why, What Were You Thinking?: April 2013
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Why, What Were You Thinking? Let's put our cards on the table. Saturday, April 13, 2013. The Case For Nail Art. I am an artist. I have an ability to express the way I see the world. I am also a scientist, and my study is life. As an artist, I am unique: I am able to express how and what I see, and I am also able to explain why I see it the way I do through reason and logic. This is a direct extension of the idea that femininity is supposed to be a presentation of a space to be filled. Well, I paint.
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Why, What Were You Thinking?: The Case For Nail Art
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Why, What Were You Thinking? Let's put our cards on the table. Saturday, April 13, 2013. The Case For Nail Art. I am an artist. I have an ability to express the way I see the world. I am also a scientist, and my study is life. As an artist, I am unique: I am able to express how and what I see, and I am also able to explain why I see it the way I do through reason and logic. This is a direct extension of the idea that femininity is supposed to be a presentation of a space to be filled. Well, I paint.
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Why, What Were You Thinking?: "That confirms it, then."
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Why, What Were You Thinking? Let's put our cards on the table. Saturday, January 29, 2011. That confirms it, then.". Can't believe I got so far with a head so empty. I've permitted myself such not-greatness. When an education in the classics was standard, generations and masses of people did great things, thought, felt, believed great things. Where did that go? This is what stands for all the rage, the frustration. I wanted to caress his drooping face; because what else could my role, towards him, be?
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Why, What Were You Thinking?: Who are you?
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Why, What Were You Thinking? Let's put our cards on the table. Wednesday, December 15, 2010. Your fear is because you don't know who you are. So, who are you? 1 I am a thinker. 2 I am a writer. 3 I search for the truth. 4 I want to do what is right. 5 I love beauty. 6 I love kindness. 7 I love art. 8 I love books. 9 I love learning. 10 I love poetry. 11 I love laughter. 12 I love travelling. 13 I love music. 14 I love painting. 15 I love movies. 16 I love fashion. 17 I love political philosophy. 42 I lov...
