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His dream is to make me smile.
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I met a very nice bus uncle today. I took a photo with him at the end of the bus trip. My maths is pretty much screwed still. I wonder if anyone is able to offer salvation to someone who is left to swim alone out in the ocean, cold, dark and chilling to the bones. All alone. I wonder if IJ will ever give people like me to break out of the system and conventions. I wonder if they will live up to their message, REWRITE EDUCATION. Ace it! Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine. I want to see snow. I want to believe.
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His dream is to make me smile.
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Dont we think we do waste alot of time in front of the com? Like the tiem we spent in front of the com can be put to better use. argh/. Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine. ARGHLast night was my last concert. still remebered the first time we performed in VCH, that was really really really aiyah just so so long ago lah. Looking back now i think we have come a very long way. so at this turning point freedom has been granted to me.weee. i am no longer obliged to go for anymore practices. Then kenny gave a hug to M...
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His dream is to make me smile.
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Life would be like a word document, make a mistake and backspace it. Erase your faults, your mistakes, or maybe like an internet web page, click on refresh and everything starts anew. I have no idea why i keep making so many mistakes the past two months? Really sorry about it. Cause every single mistake hurts and affects you. Wouldnt it be nice if you can make a mistake and move back instead of move on, and restart? Would our mistakes forgive us? Would i forgive myself of my mistakes? Please dont be upset.
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His dream is to make me smile.
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God i know now the extent of giving so much of yourself, and yet all you receive is spits, punches, nails, blood from your head and body, 39 lashes with sharp edges, and having to carry your cross. Your cross is your pain, bear that pain. Your cross is your testimony to the world, out of all this pain that i am bearing, i can smile, because i have a cross while others don't, i have salvation while they don't. Thank you for loving me. Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine. I should have learn to let go of you.
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His dream is to make me smile.
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Fragile in all its nature. The human soul in. Was trusting, initially. Yet through the sharp. Angular, piercing of. Endless time, over and. Over again, man was hurt. Like pieces of crystal. Laid across the floor. Cracked in its edges. Yet whole in its form. What a confusing contradiction. A hurt person, will hurt people. Guess thats why the cycle doesnt end. Podcast to be handed up on tuesday. Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine. Found some expired, so they got removed. Since one of the retains ( pagasus ) said ...
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His dream is to make me smile.
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Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine. I am driving myself mad, my parents do drive me mad as well, sometimes. i remembered once, they said, "eh ni hen relax hor? In chinese, and on that day i studied 8 hrs, i was infuriated by their words! Like WTH. how insensitive our parents can get? Hope you understand where i am coming from? UGH SICK LAH. they only see me relaxing? And this pressure is driving me insane! The temptaion of using the F word keeps coming! Someone helpe me man! This is so unfair! And you know what?
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If i had waited for another ten minutes, things would have taken on a different turn. I most probably would not have to sit here, not knowing what will happen next, allowing insecurities to grip me, and its clutches inflicts anxiousness into my veins, and cause my heart rate to increase tremendously. Now i will never get to meet her again. Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine. Was it that difficult to stand up and get some water, first aid, whatever for me, to try to stop that bleeding wound? I do not know. I con...
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His dream is to make me smile.
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How adorable they are, when they hold hands. when one sobs, the other would cry along. When one has lost the smile, the other would make funny faces to brighten up their days. When the sky darkens, and it rains. they would share the umberalla, and walk home together. soak and drench, they would still smile, cause the warmth they cherish is an irreplaceable one. When they are only left with one sweet, they would enjoy it togehter. child like innocence, how adorable they are. Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine.
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His dream is to make me smile.
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I wish i can just shut up, create a filter in my brain. Throw away all the problems i have. Delete them. I dont mind having someone's 'ability' now. I wish readers will not know about me. I wish i can eat the blood that is spilling out of my mouth. But Hell.i cant. I tried being an introvert, didnt work. Going to try again. But i cant eat my blood and filter thoughts, because by eating the blood you recall those problems. Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine. I saw my parents quarreled. Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine.