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the one within us: May 2009
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The one within us. Tuesday, May 19, 2009. IMAGINE HOW FRUSTRATED I AM NOW. Today I went to my mass comm class early at 8am, then rotting all way in the lab to waiting for the next sociology class at 2pm. I was too bored so I went to check my mail. I GOT AN EMAIL WHICH INFORMING ME THEY REJECTED MY APPLICATION FOR SOCIOLOGY. ( coz the slots are full, and the mail is dated this morning) OMG! Why don't you inform me tomorrow? NOW I HAVE BEEN ROTTING HERE FOR HOURS WITHOUT ANYTHING TO DO! BAH wasting my time.
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the one within us: January 2010
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The one within us. Monday, January 18, 2010. 随着时光的逝去,发现自己除了常质疑他人,也开始越来越怀疑自己。 连读的课程,都要我们学会“适当的怀疑,大胆的假设”这个所谓的合理科学态度,而让我在反反复复中证明自己不是读书的料。也许该说,社会不适合我,不。。。。。应该我不适合这个社会。社会不需要迁就我而我需要去适应社会。残酷。无情。现实。 其实不需要多大的太阳就可以看见我身后的黑暗面。而且随着角度的不同,它也相应地以不同地姿态告诉你阳光根本没有战胜它的余地。阳光之下可以有阴影,但是阴暗之中一定没有阳光。所以黑暗是绝对的,而光明不过是暂时的。 质疑自己的感觉在一个又一个沁心透凉的夜晚中更显突出。头脑清醒地想要逃避,不想承认自己到底有多么失败和多么无能。 我渴望的简单,有时,复杂得太可怕了些。 Created by Deluxe Templates. Always on my mind. Dyed In The Wool. I'm Still Alive (Even if this page here isn't). A piece of memory.
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the one within us: March 2009
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The one within us. Tuesday, March 31, 2009. Thanks to alexa laa! For killing my precious time XD. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. What is your name: vince. A four letter word: vice. A boy’s name: val. A girl’s name: valencia. A color: violet (ohya my fav =D). Something you’ll wear: vest. Something found in the bathroom: v (fill in the blank) (cant think of any la bahh! A reason for being late: very long jam. Something you’d shout: vowww! An animal: velvet worm.
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the one within us: July 2009
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The one within us. Friday, July 31, 2009. 那年我还是高一。一如往常,颓废而没有意义的日子一直延续。这是2004的最好写照,四就是死,. 死鱼一样的生活像梦魇一样纠缠着我。那是我认为在人生中最大的空白。现在回想起来,那年我做过些什么,认识什么人,上过哪些课,竟然是异常的模糊。最清晰的是一直沉浸在虚拟的世界中不断按着滑鼠,企图希望刺激能摆脱一身的无力感。 中午12时是每天的午餐时间,总是一堆朋友一起走到那食堂里的铁制长桌上。端着一碗一碗白烟袅袅,热腾腾的汤面或是饭食到桌上是一天我最期待的20分钟。有什么比一群好友一起废话连天,大快朵颐还要痛快? 生平第一次我停下筷子,留下满碗的遗憾先行离开。留下满桌的错愕和怀疑的眼神。大概谁也没有见过我这个标准的贪吃鬼竟然留下吃不完的食物。认识我深的人都知道我视浪费为最大的罪恶,从来不肯浪费每一颗辛苦。但是那天,真的,我真的咽不下去。 不同的是今天的我毅然接受。因为我从来都没有资格多说些什么。撕心裂肺地痛过才知道自己真正的活过,对吗? Tuesday, July 28, 2009. It's the season again.
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the one within us: it's a bad day.
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The one within us. Thursday, October 29, 2009. It's a bad day. Everything that happened, left me speechless. Despite all the bad lucks at the day time, the shocking news at the night did really impacted me. Sometimes I really wonder. Maybe I do not deserve all the happiness. November 30, 2009 at 10:57 PM. Created by Deluxe Templates. Always on my mind. Dyed In The Wool. I'm Still Alive (Even if this page here isn't). A piece of memory. Get In Line With Sampat-ness. Peeling an old layer of skin.
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the one within us: June 2009
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The one within us. Sunday, June 28, 2009. There are too many people who did a lot of reviews on it. So I am not going to write anything about it. But its real terrible at the ticket counters in GSC. The 5 counters are all fulled with the people wit around 100 who queue up. However, Counter 6 is just only half a row of people. (around 20 ) =S. Friday, June 26, 2009. My 100th post - In memory of Micheal Jackson (August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009). Jun 25 2009 7:28 PM EDT. Michael Jackson Dies At 50. The Jack...
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the one within us: April 2010
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The one within us. Saturday, April 17, 2010. 本人有一个奇怪的习惯,就是一忙起来桌子就会变得一团乱。常常有人告诉我一个人的书桌反映的其实就是他的思绪, 所以乘着几天的空档,我也慢慢收拾起来。这次我的桌子乱的程度可以说是以往从来没有达到过的程度,我不知道是否这样代表着我的思绪也是如此。 人生啊,就是有那么一些时候你不会发现时间的流逝。其实桌子上的东西都是近期的东西,但是我还是能把玩上一段时间,再慢慢把它放进它应该存在的地方。秒针嘀嗒嘀嗒流转之间,现在,未来和过去都穿插其中,所以考量,计划和回味同时发生的神奇化学效应是只有个人能领略的滋味。这个私密空间不能被打扰,它是最孤单的乐趣,但是还是会让人无法抽身。 世界依然残酷,人们已然无情,如果最后连爱情都不能单纯一些,人生还能追求些什么?那难道最后对着自己最心爱的人还要勾心斗角?还要有一点怀疑? Created by Deluxe Templates. Always on my mind. Dyed In The Wool. I'm Still Alive (Even if this page here isn't).
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A Glimpse Of Me.: for real, for real and not for fake.
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A Glimpse Of Me. Are you ready for a dose of me? You might catch my disease =P. Wednesday, April 29, 2009. For real, for real and not for fake. I'm switching over :). Taking this baby by the hand and RUNNING. With it ;). Haha I'm sleepy. That explains it, no? Theme song for today: Jason Mraz's. Peace out, guys! See you at my new thought bubble home :). Comments would be nice every now and again ;) Just sayin'. Ok heres a comment! 10607 movies of premium DVD dignity. Road to Guantanamo, The. 10 Items or L...
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the one within us: December 2009
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The one within us. Thursday, December 24, 2009. 十歲以前,就不說了,無非是淘氣和不懂事。 十三、四歲的時候,開始對女孩有好感,但是那時候他離女孩遠遠的,並且以討厭女孩自居,生怕被同伴嘲笑。 十五歲的時候,聽到大人們說某某男人好花,把女朋友甩了,女孩自殺了。他覺得這人真狠毒,自己將來一定要做個痴情的男人,一定要一生只愛一個人。 十六歲的時候,他喜歡上了一個女孩,但是他不敢和她說。仍然和往常一樣,髒兮兮的在灰土飛揚的操場上踢球。只在女孩走出校門的時候,躲在二樓的窗戶上看她的背影,他覺得她一定是個天使。 十七歲的時候,有個女孩喜歡上了他,但是他離她很遠,他心裡面只有自己愛的那個女孩,他覺得看別的女孩都是對她的不忠。 十八歲的時候,看了一個MTV,感動得想哭,他想,如果自己的女孩失去了雙眼,他一定會像男主角會毫不猶豫的把自己的眼睛給她,讓她能看到光明。 二十歲的時候,聽到有人講黃色笑話,覺得這人真可恥。 二十一歲的時候,她的回信中告訴他,自己有了男朋友。偷偷的哭了一個晚上。 她們覺得這樣的男孩太幼稚,太古板,沒有情趣。 I will miss u :P.
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