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Creative Chaos: June 2015
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Thursday, June 18, 2015. I don't know about anybody else, but I never doubted I would be a mum. I never really thought about the possibility of not being able to fall pregnant and have babies. Very naive and arrogant, I realise now. I was lucky to have 3 uneventful pregnancies, which has resulted in 3 beautiful adults that I am so proud of and love more than I knew possible. I have seen that same son of mine, and my daughter in law struggle to conceive a second time, only have to resort to the roller coa...
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Creative Chaos: August 2015
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Friday, August 7, 2015. Should I be better by now? Do I just think I am a bit loopy, when really I am fine and just sucking up attention? I have done everything possible to help myself get better. I see a psychologist once a month, a psychiatrist every 3 months and I have been going to group therapy I full day a week for the past 15 months. I do all my homework, I always participate in group. I am really doing my best. I can't do anymore. Wouldn't they tell me? Acceptance is acknowledging what is. FEEDJI...
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Creative Chaos: January 2015
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Sunday, January 25, 2015. It's almost the end of January. It's been a very long month with lots happening. Where do I start? I burnt a major bridge a couple of weeks ago. There is no going back. It was a big part of my life, now I am finding myself a little lost and sad for what I thought I didn't need, didn't want anymore. A big change for me. Alone with my head. Alone with my thoughts. Alone. I like it. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). FEEDJIT Live Traffic Feed. Alexa Lett.artsy-craftsy merchant.
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Creative Chaos: May 2015
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Saturday, May 30, 2015. Have you ever felt blank? It's a feeling of nothingness. Like walking into an empty room. All there is, is me and an empty room. I am in there alone with nothing. Not one thing. Can you imagine how that feels? That's how I feel today. I have felt lots of different things during my mental illness journey, just never blank. It is actually worse than feeling sad or scared. So, 2 doors, One me and a huge decision. Monday, May 4, 2015. I love you Bella, my beauty. My soulmate.
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Kidaddle: December 2009
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Getting out and about with the kids in Australia and beyond . Wednesday, December 23, 2009. One doesn't need to be the original earth mother to feel like one's made an effort for Christmas. A few gestures have set the tone for me, and made me satisfied that I am putting the spirit back into the occasion:. Make simple things like rum balls and cheese biscuits with the kids. Let the kids decorate the Christmas tree, and only fiddle with it after they've gone to bed. And they look beautiful). Purchase of a ...
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Creative Chaos: April 2015
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Friday, April 24, 2015. Crazy Ladies Who Lunch. So, we keep on doing everything we can to get better. We keep meeting up for lunch, supporting each other and being able to be ourselves with each other. We are all grateful for that. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). FEEDJIT Live Traffic Feed. Alexa Lett.artsy-craftsy merchant. Leonardo's Apprentice- the world of Sarah Gladman. Let the beauty we love be what we do. Vicki LOVES 2 Scrap. Crazy Ladies Who Lunch. View my complete profile.
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Creative Chaos: Blankness
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Saturday, May 30, 2015. Have you ever felt blank? It's a feeling of nothingness. Like walking into an empty room. All there is, is me and an empty room. I am in there alone with nothing. Not one thing. Can you imagine how that feels? That's how I feel today. I have felt lots of different things during my mental illness journey, just never blank. It is actually worse than feeling sad or scared. So, 2 doors, One me and a huge decision. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). FEEDJIT Live Traffic Feed.
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Creative Chaos: March 2014
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Sunday, March 9, 2014. Sometimes I can't hide my state of mind from them, and if possible, I will avoid seeing them. I hate it when that happens, as it's a lost opportunity to spend time with the most important people in my life. Monday, March 3, 2014. I'll be back. And it is. Yesterday was a bad day. I cried a lot. I told my partner I wished I was dead. He got very angry with me. I didn't mean it. I just wanted him to understand how bad I was feeling. He tries so hard to understa...Can I do it?
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Creative Chaos: February 2015
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Wednesday, February 25, 2015. It looks like I made it! I had a testing weekend. All of my senses were tingling for the past 6 days. I felt so fragile, but it was important for me to hide it. I hid it for my son who was getting married. I hid it for my family who had flown in from 3 different states. I hid it for me, because it was important to me to be "normal". I made it. I survived. Didn't I? Saturday, February 7, 2015. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). FEEDJIT Live Traffic Feed. Vicki LOVES 2 Scrap.
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Creative Chaos: July 2015
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Wednesday, July 22, 2015. Good old people pleaser me. Next years birthday has a zero in it. Monday, July 20, 2015. I have become pretty good at making up reasons why I have to leave suddenly. No doubt my family knows this, and they just go along with it, which is better than them challenging. ( Thankful for small mercies). I try to avoid places where there are lots of people and noise. I try to protect my shredded brain. Thursday, July 9, 2015. I am a granny! Wednesday, July 1, 2015. So my basket is once...