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Life is beautiful!: 三月 2011

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Miss Jacklyn's little world's here :). 感謝神，為期三天的月考終於都來到了尾聲！雖然明天英文還有一張紙，但是我已經開始進入放鬆的狀態了，剛才還請自己吃了最喜歡的KFC Pocketful！久久吃一次，沒有什麽關係吧. 考試忙完了，接下來的又是精神和體力的雙重考驗 — 清明節來勒 ！這一天算是我一年當中除了我生日以外，最期待的一天，因為這一天我可以去看看我爸爸和他的“家”。只可惜我每一次都無法記住那路怎麼走，不然我自己也可以去探望他。爲什麽我說是“精神和體力的雙重考驗”呢？因為這幾天隨著清明節越來越接近，我就越來越想我爸，所以要時時警惕免得我的想念成了我媽媽的傷感的開端。雖然每一年他都沒辦法和我一起去掃墓但是我知道她是很想去的，從我爸逝世到現在，她一次都未能和我們一起去，因為他的行動不方便。我很明白他的...12298;清心守候的女人》 - 全然委身的女人. 當我反復的思想這番話的時候，我漸漸能看見我現在單身的呼召。我現在的呼召就是趁我還有任何約束前，勇敢地出去為上帝發光發熱。與其天天把時間浪費在等我的男人出現又...我也學會了一個關於耶穌在世時的猶太人文化 &#82...

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Life is beautiful!: 十月 2010

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Miss Jacklyn's little world's here :). 从“喜欢，不喜欢，喜欢，不喜欢.”到“应该，不应该，应该，不应该.”到“放手，不放手，放手，不放手.”只不过是4天的时间。我已经确定了，“我喜欢他”，“我不知道应该还不应该告诉他”，“我愿意放手，先向神祷告”。 我也看不出他到底是不是喜欢我，因为他好像对每个人都是那样，嘻嘻哈哈的 (. .) 虽然他偶尔会让我察觉他和我向神列出的择偶条件有出入，但是我还是不是很了解他。我想，先多了解他，才真正告诉他吧？对不对？ 他在我要做决定出去宣教的时候，扶持了我很多，给了我很多帮助我短浅的目光去看见我未能能看见的事物，但是当我真的可以上船服事的时候，他又好像有点不开心。我虽然认识他才一段时间，但是我蛮喜欢他的为人。然后.不懂了.世界上没有两全其美的事。我并不能同时拥有恋爱和服事，唯有祷告向神诉苦吧！ I shall pray and talk to this girl, right? But not in a way to please people, but God. 当我知道我能够上哈娜那天开始，就一直觉得很累&#6529...

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Life is beautiful!: Reflection

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Miss Jacklyn's little world's here :). Am I expecting too much? Am I pushing myself too much? I learned to be serious about this but why do I feel ignorant when I am asking a lot of questions? I am not a person who give up easily. I will still find a way to learn even though people don’t willing to teach or they don’t have the patient to teach me. I am also a very sensitive person. Something happened last night makes me realized I have done a huge mistake. I don’t know how to correct this m...I have my f...

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Life is beautiful!: 九月 2010

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Miss Jacklyn's little world's here :). Restart my life in the LORD. For many years ago, I was a teen who had passion in God and really loves God. Involved in serving. However, facing problem everywhere I go. Never wanted to find out the source and never wanted to be humble. What I do care was “As long as I do what I think is right and I will only turn away when I think I am wrong. My life is in my hand.” So, that was what playing in my mind when I was away from God. Memorize at least 2 verses everyday.

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Life is beautiful!: Workaholic

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Miss Jacklyn's little world's here :). Just completed my goals for today. Reflection, learning calculation, setting my own targets to reach in 2-weeks and 4-weeks time. I know I started this a bit slower than others. I mean, I know what my friend said is true, “you guys still having STPM here, talking about Chemistry; but I am talking about money and business! That’s what the system lack off and this have been carry on and on and on…. I think the Lord blessed my day with so much blessing today that I get...

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Life is beautiful!: 二月 2011

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Miss Jacklyn's little world's here :). 情人節的前一晚，是那麼的難過。惆悵，悲傷，埋怨，失望. 從來不明白爲什麽我會不一樣，不一樣的家庭，不一樣的外表特徵，不一樣的性格，不一樣的負擔，不一樣的恩賜等等。那一個晚上，是我一個月來最最最誠懇的禱告。我曾經懷疑上帝不會聆聽我的禱告，但是我相信在我還是罪人的時候，他已經讓耶穌為我的罪死在十架上，我罪已得赦免。上帝不再是我的審判者，而是我的父親，我與他和好。就這樣不斷的提醒自己，我終於能夠安心睡覺暫時放下憂慮。 無論是什麽事，大事小事，上帝都會聆聽，記得要耐心等候！ 預先在這裡祝天下有情人，情人節快樂， 情人節蒙恩 ！ 有情人的，要互相愛護；沒有情人的，要更加愛自己 ：）. 複診期是到了，我的情況在六個月來還是沒有什麽改善，反而有更嚴重的跡象。體重不再受我的控制，運動節食對它來說什麽影響也沒有，它還是很舒服地維持在高水平。身體系統也開始排折我服用的藥，每重新開始一個療程，前七天我的偏頭痛都會讓我痛得死去活來&#122...有一種愛❤，明明是深愛，卻說不出來；. 有時候沉默，不代表不痛，而是不希望你比...有時候轉身&#6529...

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Life is beautiful!: 复杂为简单的事之聚

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Miss Jacklyn's little world's here :). 最近的生活不知道怎么了，视乎离开了我平常的轨道。想沉醉在文字和音乐的世界，或许那里容许我有无限的想象，那里有让我灵里富足的源头……平时所读的教科书不在话下，最近似乎又迷上了心理学的书籍。音乐方面就比较倾向于轻音乐，或许我是因为最近我一直在寻找着身心灵的平静。无可否认，真的只有上帝能够给我他那属天的平安。此外，我还在为他的绝情寻找着借口……. 在偶然的机会下，我得知他在FB避开了我，我不明白我做错了什么，他也没有做出任何明确的表示。我还被蒙在鼓里，我想问却害怕受伤。受伤一次就够了，被同一个人伤多一次，可笑吗？我现在只想专心一意，全然的委身与上帝的事工，努力地以运动和平衡的饮食管理好自己的健康。我不会要求自己减肥，只要求自己能够健健康康继续地为上帝服务，好好的照顾家人，成为上帝喜悦的人。 人啊，如果你是在害怕我向我朋友说分享的事，会让他们在信心上跌倒，那难免太看小上帝保护他子民的心了吧？还是你在害怕他们在某个程度上对你们的认知，是你们不想让他们的知道的负面吗&#...訂閱： 發佈留言 (Atom). Born 1992. ...

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Life is beautiful!: No questions

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Miss Jacklyn's little world's here :). No questions, please. No questions. Don't make things so complicated. Don't ask me "WHY". I don't wanna be mean and say straight to their face what I have kept in my heart since the conversation starts. I respect them as my friends and as they are elder than me, I take them as my leaders and ready to learn from them. I just want to clarify something here. 訂閱： 發佈留言 (Atom). Born 1992. Currently staying in Sandakan, Sabah. Woman. Student. Form 6. On...罪人得救， 是本乎恩...

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Life is beautiful!: 四月 2011

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Miss Jacklyn's little world's here :). Within 4 days, I experienced God's grace and the sufferings when someone is really ill but you just don't know why you're ill. I was quite mad with that. Yeah, don't be surprised, that pig head is me. The swelling was really horrible and painful when I accidentally touched them. My teacher kept emphasized on this, but I just wanna say, I knew this fact when I was form 4 -,-. I don't know how to explain how fun it is, you might need to try some exercise to experience...