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The pain you feel is self-inflicted, You try to stop but you can't. - ferrantan. Mar 12th, 2014 01:19 am. The pain you feel is self-inflicted,. You try to stop but you can't. You pretend it doesn't hurt,. You pretend it doesn't matter. But deep down you know the answer. You think you see a faint glimmer of hope,. But it is just wishful thinking. You had almost let your guard down this time,. And removed that mask of yours. Time to put it back on,. The performance has yet to end. You are tired,.
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Heyyy. Its Sunday again. Slacking at home at the moment. Heading to… - ferrantan
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Heyyy Its Sunday again. Slacking at home at the moment. Heading to - ferrantan. Mar 17th, 2013 01:16 pm. Heyyy Its Sunday again. Slacking at home at the moment. Heading to school to mug later. And climb? I BOUGHT NEW SHOES! I spent the morning looking at internships, summer programmes and stuff. People have been asking me what I'm doing for the summer break. Climb? Sunday Morning, rain is falling.
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I came here to try and put my emotions into words. Yet it fails me. I… - ferrantan
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I came here to try and put my emotions into words. Yet it fails me. I - ferrantan. May 22nd, 2015 03:47 am. I came here to try and put my emotions into words. Yet it fails me. I feel strange. Numb? No Numb is completely not feeling anything. I feel something. What is it?
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So tired. Body is in such pain. My back hurts, my shoulder hurts, my… - ferrantan
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So tired. Body is in such pain. My back hurts, my shoulder hurts, my - ferrantan. Mar 10th, 2013 12:18 pm. So tired. Body is in such pain. My back hurts, my shoulder hurts, my arms hurt and my finger hurts. EVERYTHING HURTS. But I'm still thinking of going back to school to climb. Sigh. Yes even on a Sunday. It seems to be the only thing I think about now. I'm a little obsessed about a route Shiyu gave me. I haven't finished it but I am almost there. Last 2 moves? I successful bought my first item online!
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Not entirely sure whether its just me or things seem to go wrong… - ferrantan
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Not entirely sure whether its just me or things seem to go wrong - ferrantan. Sep 10th, 2013 12:06 am. Not entirely sure whether its just me or things seem to go wrong these days. I can't seem to get my shit straight. Lagging behind everything. Just pisses me off thinking about it. Where is the alcohol when you need it? I don't know. I really don't. The flood gates are breaking open. Till the breaking point. I don't know how much it can take. Damn So emotional. Cheh. Time to listen to some awesome music.
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Listening to House music and awesome mixes at 2am in the morning is… - ferrantan
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Listening to House music and awesome mixes at 2am in the morning is - ferrantan. Apr 7th, 2013 01:38 am. Listening to House music and awesome mixes at 2am in the morning is just indescribable. All I need is alcohol to make it perfect. Sometimes you need that. Times like now when nothing seems to be going right.
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Switch it off. - ferrantan
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Switch it off. - ferrantan. May 21st, 2014 11:33 pm. Why bother when it hurts so much? That would be the best. But I'm weak. Weak. Weak. Weak! Fuck it. Seriously. Fuck it. I give up.
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Haunted by past, afraid to make the same mistakes. I don't think I'm… - ferrantan
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Haunted by past, afraid to make the same mistakes. I don't think I'm - ferrantan. Apr 12th, 2013 10:31 pm. Haunted by past, afraid to make the same mistakes. I don't think I'm good enough. And I don't think I'm ready. But sometimes, I want it so bad. Or maybe its just the idea that tempts me. Its just one of those nights.