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inside looking out, not outside looking in: precious moments with see-blings and bedtime prayers
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Wednesday, August 12, 2015. Precious moments with see-blings and bedtime prayers. Precious moments are when I see the see-blings laughing and playing together, their eyes and lips curled in smiles, in a world of delight of their own. When they get rowdy-crazy jumping on the bed, rolling off, and climbing back on again, it reminds me of the crazy fun times with my own siblings! Remember the times as a kid I could just roll on the floor laughing so hard, being tickled over almost nothing. Cell CNY Dinner 07.
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inside looking out, not outside looking in: Soul Keeping, end of life, visioneering
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Thursday, March 26, 2015. Soul Keeping, end of life, visioneering. These are the few topics weighing on my mind recently. Soul as i feel i have reached the stage that it's all battered up and in serious need of restoration. Time to get back to the Healer. In Ordering Your Private World. I noted some time ago, the inner world of the spiritual must govern the outer world of activity. And the verse, "Keep your heart with all diligence, for from it flow the wellsprings of life." Prov 4:23. All themes tied to...
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inside looking out, not outside looking in: Stressed..
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Saturday, February 28, 2015. This was something I wrote back in Sep 13 but didn't publish then. I'm stressed. about looking after 2 kids. I've wonderful support from my family, in-laws whom I stay with, and of course husband. But I still fret. Everyday. I mostly dread the moments when both kids start crying at the same time. At the end of each day I think to myself - "I made it through! And then. "Oh dear.tomorrow I have to go through it all over again. ". And God has helped me make sense of it all.
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inside looking out, not outside looking in: God speaks - on praying
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Sunday, October 18, 2015. God speaks - on praying. Today i prayed a prayer. It was just a short prayer and in passing but of a topic that has been in my mind for a while. I asked God to give me a deeper understanding on the power of prayer. In my mind i had doubts about the effectiveness of my prayers. at times it just seemed like empty words to me. Tonight, i was listening to a MV and a verse caught my eye. Luke 18:1 always pray and not give up. Will he keep putting them off? Posted by ru-tian @ 11:14 PM.
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inside looking out, not outside looking in: March 2005
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Friday, March 11, 2005. Deadline is just around the corner, but i'm optimistic. I keep reminding myself of what i set out to achieve in the first place - enjoy my FYP, and get better at programming. I think that sometimes you're definitely stressed about it, but when you get over some problems, you really get a buzz out of it. Jatte fint! Looking forward to putting my thesis together. Wonder if it'll be tough. Anyway, person A may not be complaining for the sake of getting some sympathy, but maybe just f...
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inside looking out, not outside looking in: Discipline and Training
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Monday, August 04, 2014. There was one day this perspective suddenly came. motherhood is a disciplining and training for me. I think I've been really pampered since young. I lived with helpers almost my whole life. My parents have given us everything we ever needed. Wow. Is that the best accolade for parenting ever? So maybe I grew up soft, having others wash up, pick up after me. cook my meals, clean my house and iron my clothes. Need to set a good example for kids. So, answer's right there! View my com...
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inside looking out, not outside looking in: felt that I lost my dreams...
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Sunday, July 26, 2015. Felt that I lost my dreams. A rant from back in 26 Jul 15. And always it becomes some other chore around the house- decluttering, packing/tidying wardrobes and toys, menu planning, checking the groceries purse and balance, checking the kids' bags etc etc etc. I didn't set aside regular time for myself, and it's taking a toll on my sanity. I'm envious of the mummies who can still go out for high tea, do their hair, pursue their hobbies ACTIVELY.". Gardening/urban farming is one.
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inside looking out, not outside looking in: sweet memories
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Friday, May 29, 2015. A sweet little girl told me today before her bedtime, "I love you, mummy! I want to kiss you! And I had kisses aplenty :) ). Posted by ru-tian @ 12:47 AM. A gal from the sunny island of Singapore, finding her place and role in this world. This blog is kind of like an online diary, helping me trace my journey through the years. View my complete profile. Who Am I - Casting Crowns. Peek in my 'Favorites'. Pictures speak a thousand words. Cell CNY Dinner 07. I read their blogs.
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inside looking out, not outside looking in: "I love you, mummy"
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Thursday, September 24, 2015. I love you, mummy. That's what my #1 angel said out of the blue tonight. *bliss*. We had a good time out, first shopping trip out (bus to Harbourfront/Vivo) with the two older ones. Bit of indulgence in buying pricier stuff, but closed one eye since how often do I shop nowadays heh heh heh. The two were great, no fuss no trouble, walked on their own, stayed close to me, quiet on the bus and polite to bus driver, neighbours. Grateful for these joyful days with the kids.
