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Wednesday, September 30, 2009. Fuck sia. got sick today. i can't even wake up to answer my phone. my energy, all drained. emotionally weak rite now. no reason. physically aching everywhr. vocally sore. nabz la sial. why do i still wait for him to msg me patiently? Stoopid fool u are, faidila. Gonna go apply for job tml at orchard ion. wish me luck! Hope i get well by tml.at least not as weak as todae. Monday, September 28, 2009. What i do when i cannot do anything else. My face when i'm pissed at galaitam.
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Tuesday, April 28, 2009. Meet twinnie @ last! Damn i miss her! Kkin sch juz nw was fun lah very d giler2! Haha den @ last i get 2 speak wif my lovely ol' octabelly grp more! Miss dem seh although in same class like nvr tok much hmph. Slept all d way in geron class hahaha.damn tired sia. cannot even open my eyes! Den wan go home time. hah! Took d bus coz 2 lazy! Hahahah. got dis ass kip looking @ me damn scary i kip looking away! Stoopid mat like no other gerl 2 stare @ ah? He soo noisy sia! 1130-1.15...
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Tuesday, December 22, 2009. Monday, December 7, 2009. Faidila's my name, loud, outgoing, n reserved, i am. Loves dancing n singing.11071991 is d blessed date. N i m cursed to wait.
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Monday, September 6, 2010. Itz been soooooo sooooo long since i BLOG BAYBEH! D MISS IT SOOOO! Let's see. as u all noe now. diz is more of my PRIVATE ONLINE DIARY.so not exactly open to all ahahaha (shhh i did not tell anyone dat i will be updating this blog again! I miss expressing myself, so here goes. Mayb 4/10 will register, n that is a FAIL! Oh godddd. help meeee! Now i am off! Hopefully hahahaaha gd nite!
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Sunday, February 14, 2010. Hw sad is it wen someone said that u've changed, but u noe u didn't? Hw sad ia it wen dat comment came from someone hu think he knows u just by hanging out with u a couple of time? Hw sad is it that they don't reflect themselves before they judge u? No one can ever judge me except for God. even my parents have no say, i don even noe hu i m, n they say they do? They've got no life. Hw sad is it that i have to keep wat i really feel to myself? Wednesday, February 10, 2010. U will...
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009. Sooo long nvr update! Hahaha. my 1st bro dropped my lappie n now d screen is cracked! Nw @ my cuzzie's home to eat! Miss my parents soooo much! Ibu n ayah plz take care of urself! Boleh kurus anak kau kat sini oi! I dyed my hair red n blonde! Ezz gonna go taiwan for field camp. hmm. datz wat i heard. haish. miss him, i will. Too busy with work! N not enough sleep! Wednesday, November 11, 2009. Tomorrow get free food from MCDONALDS! Mega mac spicy meal UPSIZE here i. Sometimes ...
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Tuesday, March 31, 2009. Omg dat was funny! Talked 2 rie juz now(wow he was fast! I told him dat i was bored n he called me tros woo hoo! N he toldme he got a job! He crazee lah he! Gonna start sch soon n still wanna work! Wear tuxedo n all! I'm not supposed 2 tell anione,but.alah! No one wil noe lah haha! Mayb except 4 those hu read my blog lah! So gonna disturb him lah! FF2550,still stuck in my head. letz c how it goes by nex wk. c if i cn cope. damn it girl,u gotta b strong! Monday, March 30, 2009.
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Sunday, May 31, 2009. 2 deaths in 3 days. My ex boifren passed away 2 days ago, my uncle passed away today. hw unfortunate is that. im soo affected ryt nw. i cannot think straight. tml is exam. hw d hell m i gonna cope wif it? Well i noe i cn, but itz gonna take a while. U nvr called.u nvr msged me. but i'll be fine.don't worry. Saturday, May 30, 2009. Baby i am very2 sorry. i blame myself for what happened to you. now you're gone. may you rest in peace love. Why must He take u away? My days of FOCUS!
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