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Starless Nights: this past week

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Sunday, October 18, 2009. Was really turbulent. as usual, mood swing like mad. Sat started out great, then got completely ruined by HT. caused me so much unease, fear, and hurt that i simply sunk into a depressive-destructive state. I called ms lee who kindly took time out from her studies to sit with me awhile at the coffee shop. Then i sat at the playground and talked to gramps. Awhile on the phone. and roamed about the neighbourhood. In an unsuccessful bid shake off my bad mood. And in Jesus Christ.

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Starless Nights: October 2008

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Sunday, October 26, 2008. Finally come to a decision. It sounds stupid and all, but it's really what i want to do. Going to do a part-time nursing degree at SIM awarded by USyd. Going to do MBBS. This is my plan. In the meantime, it'll be years worth of hard saving, tears, sweat etc. I NEED ALOT ALOT ALOT OF MONEY! Everybody please stand by me and help me! If you know of anyway i can earn money and all, let me know! Lord, i need you at this time more than any other to make this happen. And in Jesus Christ.

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Starless Nights: October 2009

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Wednesday, October 21, 2009. Just, fucked up. Course told me last night that tw. Had no nominations for anco. Finally managed to get 1 of the tics today to realise that they don't know about it! Then called a quite promising cadet from bh who decided to give up on anco. Course. completely disappointed in him. Posted by -stars fall from the night sky-. Sunday, October 18, 2009. Was really turbulent. as usual, mood swing like mad. Then i sat at the playground and talked to gramps. Then met up with j and jon.

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Starless Nights: September 2009

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Saturday, September 26, 2009. Posted by -stars fall from the night sky-. Friday, September 25, 2009. Posted by -stars fall from the night sky-. Tuesday, September 22, 2009. This day 2 years ago, i fell from the sky. This day 2 years ago, i hurt so bad that i could only run away. This day 2 years ago, i was so convinced of my utter failure and worthlessness. 2 years on, nothing much has changed. i'm. Still lying in the crater i fell into. I miss the days of old so much, yet i fear them just as much. Retur...

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Starless Nights

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Wednesday, August 19, 2009. The disappointment, the stress, the loneliness, it's all weighing me down. I feel so terrible about myself and everything else. The fight's gone out of me, there's nothing left in me. Posted by -stars fall from the night sky-. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). I believe in God the Father Almighty,. Maker of heaven and earth;. And in Jesus Christ. His only Son our Lord:. Who was conceived by the Holy Spirit,. Born of the Virgin Mary,. Suffered under Pontius Pilate,. God is to...

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Starless Nights: 1 year on

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Sunday, September 13, 2009. 1 year has passed since you left us. how have you been? I never thought i'd miss you as much as i do. i mean, in your later years, i wasn't all that close to you. i visited once maybe in a couple of months, often times longer. it wasn't until the last few months that i visited more, saw you regularly. yet looking back, it feels like just superficial hanging around, pretending to fulfill my piety duties. Are you safe in paradise now? Have you prepared a room for me? His only So...

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Starless Nights: August 2009

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Wednesday, August 19, 2009. The disappointment, the stress, the loneliness, it's all weighing me down. I feel so terrible about myself and everything else. The fight's gone out of me, there's nothing left in me. Posted by -stars fall from the night sky-. Tuesday, August 11, 2009. And i realise, despite everything that i do, i'm still forgotten by everyone in the blink of an eye. Posted by -stars fall from the night sky-. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). I believe in God the Father Almighty,. Our Father knows ...

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Starless Nights

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Friday, September 25, 2009. Posted by -stars fall from the night sky-. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). I believe in God the Father Almighty,. Maker of heaven and earth;. And in Jesus Christ. His only Son our Lord:. Who was conceived by the Holy Spirit,. Born of the Virgin Mary,. Suffered under Pontius Pilate,. Was crucified, dead, and buried;. The third day He rose from the dead;. He ascended into heaven,. And sitteth at the right hand of. God the Father Almighty;. From thence He shall come to judge.

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Starless Nights: March 2009

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Sunday, March 29, 2009. Been choosy about food. And i regurgitated all of my lunch. (which was great food that i like, by the way). If you who reads this understands what this means, well, i need you. Posted by -stars fall from the night sky-. The Will of God. The Will of God will never take you,. Where the grace of God cannot keep you,. Where the arms of God cannot support you,. Where the riches of God cannot supply. Where the power of God cannot endow you. The Will of God will never take you,. Firstly ...