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fortunately this is the body: day 7: on being a reader

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Fortunately this is the body. Sunday, May 13, 2012. Day 7: on being a reader. I’m learning books came up out of people, books have authors. authors are writers. i am a writer. i am a. i slipped into flow with Ray, sat on the front stoop in the sun listening to him, obedient. wanting to put my face at his feet, rest my cheek on his toes. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Days 15 and 16: paper and endometrium. Day 14: this is progress. Day 10: permission in practice. Day 7: on being a reader.

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fortunately this is the body: day 5: whose hands

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Fortunately this is the body. Sunday, May 13, 2012. Day 5: whose hands. I’m talking about my orgasm now. Which was ass sort of off the bed, pillow under my clit. Pussy saying, if we had more organization would we have gotten a dildo? So E- recommended Ellis Avery. I did The Teahouse Fire. A while ago. So The Last Nude. Ah, it was. Me. Getting myself off. May 14, 2012 at 9:28 PM. Ah, it was. Me. Getting myself off. It was a low pouring of caramel, not like the big HUH WAH. And that’s okay. T...And the way...

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fortunately this is the body: day 6: or cry instead

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Fortunately this is the body. Sunday, May 13, 2012. Day 6: or cry instead. Across our blogs i’m seeing similar pieces, that self-love/self-care contains within it the space to of course not jerk off (and not get off! If the body says so. (also it’s sunday as i add this in, and the a neighbor is straight up playing “easy like sunday morning”! May 14, 2012 at 9:30 PM. May 14, 2012 at 10:46 PM. If i get off, im sure to cry my little eyes out. and i find it kinda comforting. usually i sleep after.

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fortunately this is the body: day 4: one hand on the clit, one hand on the pen

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Fortunately this is the body. Wednesday, May 9, 2012. Day 4: one hand on the clit, one hand on the pen. One hand on the clit, the other on the pen. I read We Can Come Home and felt prompted. Noticing how my clit hand wiggles cursive as I write. Desk writing, reading and touching me. Meanwhile, I’ve put Buddhism away in a decorations bag in the closet, pinned my Magic Bus poster up. Am fiercely with strong impulse shaving out residue of others’ personalities printed into this new studio, o...Goddamn you, ...

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fortunately this is the body: day 10: permission in practice

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Fortunately this is the body. Friday, May 18, 2012. Day 10: permission in practice. Oh, I jerked off. And it was just my mood had slipped to a horrible place. You know:. The WTF is wrong w/me place. The it's delusional to want grant money place. The you're no Madison Young place. The Jews won't help you place. The you have to get a job and no one will give you one because you haven't called and you shouldn't place. Me: Can I cum? I went right over the edge. Have I talked about this before? Me: Can I cum?

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fortunately this is the body: days 15 & 16: paper & endometrium

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Fortunately this is the body. Thursday, May 24, 2012. Days 15 and 16: paper and endometrium. Did i even masturbate today? I did this morning. in bed. reading reinaldo. My new thing is i think about myself while i’m bringing myself to climax. My new thing is i think about myself. And i feel my body. i feel i am touching myself. This is my new thing. And when i cum, i cum me. i cum outward and i envision plays. i envision my plays coming out of me. i have begun to get off on my creativity. I don’t wa...

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fortunately this is the body: day 13: refind

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Fortunately this is the body. Sunday, May 20, 2012. I woke up later than usual, having dreamed some sinking boats, some hiding naked in a car, some swimming. Great confident swimming and then I came. Masturbating to the book. I had been touching my clit on and off yesterday and today to no orgasm, but the stakes were lover: this is nat'l masturbation month, not national cum month. Oh. Oh. Okay let's go over place. Then we do and it is. How it was before. When I was a. Kid - when orgasm and masturbation.

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fortunately this is the body: May 2012

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Fortunately this is the body. Thursday, May 24, 2012. Days 15 and 16: paper and endometrium. Did i even masturbate today? I did this morning. in bed. reading reinaldo. My new thing is i think about myself while i’m bringing myself to climax. My new thing is i think about myself. And i feel my body. i feel i am touching myself. This is my new thing. And when i cum, i cum me. i cum outward and i envision plays. i envision my plays coming out of me. i have begun to get off on my creativity. I don’t wa...

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fortunately this is the body: day 2: humper

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Fortunately this is the body. Monday, May 7, 2012. So, I jerked off, masturbated. This is the 2nd day. I felt self-conscious, pressured, the omnipotent watcher Eying me - then I started to remember where I had gotten myself to yesterday - rump in the air, opening opening. My big things are. My cystic left ovary/blood/leaking. Here, in my adult apartment, rotating the pelvis on the pillow, covered in quilts. Hot. Heat. Hiding. I'm remembering. At the baby-infant sitter's house. Her...May 8, 2012 at 4:30 PM.

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fortunately this is the body: day 3: what she said

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Fortunately this is the body. Tuesday, May 8, 2012. Day 3: what she said. Still in the pushed down after of it, when my consciousness slips down and everything is a little bit like pudding, or maybe more embodied. When there was Pop Up Video on VH1, I saw this one pop up “What do people do most often after sex? 8221; And then I looked away or got distracted by the video. This answer puzzled me for years. Do they pee? I came, so I peed. I’m making lists of topics I want to call in. I think we did it twice?