rosejade.wordpress.com
stuffed lard | Happily Ever After
https://rosejade.wordpress.com/2007/06/15/stuffed-lard
I am a stuffed piece of lard. all slimy and wobbly. ugh. this is what comes from depression over an exam you haven’t studied for. stuffing your face with food and knowing you’ll regret it later. i feel like crap now. belly is exploding and self-esteem is rock-bottom low. sigh. my stomach looks double the size of my face. bleh. On June 15, 2007 at 5:18 pm Comments (1). To TrackBack this entry is:. Https:/ rosejade.wordpress.com/2007/06/15/stuffed-lard/trackback/. Feed for comments on this post.
rosejade.wordpress.com
July | 2008 | Happily Ever After
https://rosejade.wordpress.com/2008/07
The lull periods are what i live for. Sure, work gives me a sense of fulfillment sometimes, makes me feel like i can be independent financially and that i can contribute to easing my husband’s winning-the-bread burden but nothing beats the lull periods. Sitting in my daybed by the full length windows while the early morning sun is peeking out at me. Reading one book by the night lamp but having a greedy stack of other books right next to me. It’s all good. On July 4, 2008 at 9:04 am Comments (1).
rosejade.wordpress.com
November | 2008 | Happily Ever After
https://rosejade.wordpress.com/2008/11
Lyrics from Love Story, by Taylor Swift. We were both young when I first saw you. I closed my eyes and the flashback starts. I’m standing there. On a balcony in summer air. See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns. I see you make your way through the crowd. Little did I know. That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles. And my daddy said, “stay away from Juliet”. And I was crying on the staircase. Begging you, please don’t go. Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone. It’s a love story. I donR...
rosejade.wordpress.com
Chasing after dreams | Happily Ever After
https://rosejade.wordpress.com/2008/11/13/chasing-after-dreams
I live in my dreams. The dreams of childhood, of the ‘world’s my oyster’, ‘when i grow up’s have never really gone away. I never thought of the power of the words “never give up your dreams” or “reach for your dreams” because I never really knew how hard it was to hold on to your dreams in a world that relegates dreams to the irrational, impossible, frivolity of thought, wandering of minds and lastly, to a world that we do not understand because we are not even fully conscious in. So I’m not an adu...
rosejade.wordpress.com
6 months and counting | Happily Ever After
https://rosejade.wordpress.com/2008/03/16/6-months-and-counting
6 months and counting. But it’s not. It’s Sunday again. Not a holy day, not a happy day, not a family day, not an anything day. It’s just a day before Monday. On March 16, 2008 at 11:51 pm Leave a Comment. To TrackBack this entry is:. Https:/ rosejade.wordpress.com/2008/03/16/6-months-and-counting/trackback/. Feed for comments on this post. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). He will bring a reward.
rosejade.wordpress.com
August | 2010 | Happily Ever After
https://rosejade.wordpress.com/2010/08
2 years and back to the beginning. After two years of not blogging, I’ve decided to reboot and start all over again. And I find myself back to a perennial problem to women all over the world – weight. I’m getting fat and I’ve lost my enthusiasm for losing weight. So hopefully this blogging will in part serve as a discipline diet record… and give me the much-needed nudge or SHOVE I need to get started again. I’ve lost it for a while but I want it back. One always needs that unattainable dream to aspire to.
rosejade.wordpress.com
settling into life | Happily Ever After
https://rosejade.wordpress.com/2008/07/04/settling-into-life
The lull periods are what i live for. Sure, work gives me a sense of fulfillment sometimes, makes me feel like i can be independent financially and that i can contribute to easing my husband’s winning-the-bread burden but nothing beats the lull periods. Sitting in my daybed by the full length windows while the early morning sun is peeking out at me. Reading one book by the night lamp but having a greedy stack of other books right next to me. It’s all good. On July 4, 2008 at 9:04 am Comments (1). Blog at...
rosejade.wordpress.com
Happily Ever After | my fairytale | Page 2
https://rosejade.wordpress.com/page/2
Two essays done, just one more exam to go. I would say that person doesn’t deserve to do well at all! But my best, however weak that might be, is all I can do, and to prostrate myself upon heaven’s door to ask for grace. Dorayaki (japanese red bean pancake), ban mian, beef rendang, and all sorts of other goodies I’m going to have the time to prepare with lots of love for baby. It’s a pleasure and a blessing to be able to cook for someone you love. Who wants to see black burnt pancake anyway? So I’m...
rosejade.wordpress.com
November | 2011 | Happily Ever After
https://rosejade.wordpress.com/2011/11
2011 is almost over… thank God. What do I see when I look into the mirror? The lines around my mouth seem deeper. I look tired. My skin looks dry and grey. Are my eyes drooping downwards? No matter how I shape my eyebrows or cut my fringe, I still look tired and worn, like I’ve really come much closer to thirty in this one year. Perhaps I have grown wiser? To be replaced by money worries, rental concerns, future decisions and deliberations? Who is this old person I have become at the end of 2011? Most of...
rosejade.wordpress.com
2 years and back to the beginning | Happily Ever After
https://rosejade.wordpress.com/2010/08/26/2-years-and-back-to-the-beginning
2 years and back to the beginning. After two years of not blogging, I’ve decided to reboot and start all over again. And I find myself back to a perennial problem to women all over the world – weight. I’m getting fat and I’ve lost my enthusiasm for losing weight. So hopefully this blogging will in part serve as a discipline diet record… and give me the much-needed nudge or SHOVE I need to get started again. I’ve lost it for a while but I want it back. One always needs that unattainable dream to aspire to.